This is my favorite so far hope you enjoy and like as much as i do.

please review it took me awhile to come up with this one

- BlueRose

"You don't really believe that, do you?" Edward murmured coming up behind me. I had totally forgotten he was in the house. I turned to Edward and looked into his eyes that I once thought were so beautiful.

"What?" I asked angrily staring at him. He slowly walked toward me and stopped a few inches in front of me.

"You heard me, Bella," he stated.

"Yes Edward, I truly believe I should have chose him. You were my worst mistake." I flatly told him. He shuddered at my words and I saw the pain in his eyes. It confused me.

"Then why didn't you choose him? Because I gave you the option, Bella. I gave you the freedom to do what you wanted. If you really believe that you could have been happier with him, then why did you choose me?" Edward suddenly yelled peed off. Yet at the same time in pain. I took a few steps back by instinct. I was also surprised. This was the first time he had ever yelled at me like this. His face was in furry and his muscles tensed. It reminded me of the first time I sat by him. He looked so angry, like a vampire. He didn't react to me moving back. He just stood his ground and stared at me.

"Because, I had no clue what I really wanted. My heart was split in two and both sides were pulling me in different directions." I stated to him calmer.

"I remember you saying it was because you couldn't live without me." He still yelled.

"Oh, I could live without you. I did live without you or do you forget?" I said a little angrier. Also getting tired of his yelling.

"Yes, I remember perfectly. That was my greatest mistake." He stated calmly with sadness in his eyes. I knew he was remembering back.

"Actually I believe that wasn't a mistake at all." I started. He looked at me like I was crazy. "When you broke my heart, I believed my world was over. Jacob showed me I could be happy without you. That I didn't need you in my life to have a life." I said.

"Yet you did anything to hear my voice in your head." He stated with anger still in his voice.

"That's one of the reason's why I didn't see how much he loved me or why I truly loved him." I stated back with anger in my voice.

"It's your fault you couldn't let go. Not mine." He yelled with furry. That was it, I was done being calm. He wasn't going to blame anything on me again.

"No, your wrong!" I started to yell. Then he interrupted me with the same furry and rage in his voice.

"How? You're the one when chose to do things to hear my voice. You're the one who chose to hold on. You're the one who chose to come and save me. You're the one who chose to let me affect you. You see a pattern her Isabella? Everything you did you chose to do!" he yelled back. The rage he had was something I had never seen before. I was about to respond but he added, "You're the one who chose to involve yourself with me. After I told you not to."

"But I'm not the one that chose my heart. You did that, when you decided to be involved with my life!" I yelled with furry.

"Well sorry, you didn't know how hard it was to stay away. Especially when you wouldn't leave me alone. It made it that much harder. You don't know how you affected people. It was just as hard as it was for your Jacob, not to fall in love with you." Edward yelled even louder and furrier.

"My Jacob proved he loved me more then you ever did!" I yelled back and by his reaction I knew I hit a nerve.

"After all we've been through. After all I risked and sacrificed for you, that includes my life. All I did to protect you and all I was willing to give you. How do you get that he ever loved you more than I ever did?" he yelled taking a step toward me.

"He was there for me when I needed him. He listened. He knew when I needed to talk. Vampire or not I could always count on him." I yelled as angry as could be.

"How was I suppose to know what was going on if you refused to let me know or come to me." He yelled a little calmer.

"You were just suppose to know automatically Edward." I yelled.

"I did! Every time I felt that you were pullin away, I confronted you but you pulled away more." He yelled trying to calm himself. Something inside told me his statement was true, but I couldn't handle this right now. He betrayed me; I couldn't and wouldn't give in.

"Go away Edward, I don't want you anymore. Get out of here. I better not catch you or any of the Cullens in this house again or I will kill you." I stated angrily looking into his eyes.

He ran across the room and pined me to the wall with all his strength. He then took one of his hands and slowly moved it down my face. When he did my eyes closed and he left me breathless. While he was moving his hand down my face he whispered so sweetly and lovingly also seriously in my ear.

" I don't care how stubborn you are Isabella. Like I told you that day in the meadow, you're my exact brand of heroine and I'll always be addicted. You'll come back to me. When you realize why I truly did the things I did. You'll come back to me. Before this century is over, I will have Bella back. I promise you this. I wouln't give up until you are safe in my arms again. Vampire or not I will always protect you. My love, my true Bella will find me. My heart calls to her, it's always called to her. Only she has the power to call it her own. No matter what she's done. I'll love her always."

His lips then found mine and he lovingly and passionately kissed me not holding back. If I were still human my heart would have stopped. Then he was gone.