I don't own GA.
To Mommy
Heaven,above the clouds
From Mikan Hyuuga
Dear Mommy,
Mommy, I'm broken.
Something's wrong with my brain. I've been having these things, um seizures?
Auntie Hotaru said it's because of all of the alice's in me. My brain can't handle it.
Why did this have to happen to me? I don't want to live like this.
Would you hate me if I chose not to live anymore. You gave your life for me and now I don't want that life. You should have lived. At least you and Daddy would be happy. Daddy would be happy with you. With me, he's always so sad and worried now.
So, would you hate me? You would.
But you don't understand! You don't know what it feels like. What it feels like when you are doing something then you are waking up, not knowing where you are. It's terrifying, waking up surrounded by people that you're too delirious to remember who they are.
Can you understand that?
I think about, about ending it.
But, but I know that Daddy needs me. Auntie Hotaru noticed that I was acting...different and she sat down with me and reminded me that I was all that Daddy has. So, I know I can't leave.
Auntie Hotaru, is trying to figure out a medicine to help my brains neurons better than regular anti-seizures.
Hopefully she can figure it out soon so I ca finiskllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll hing rh
Mikan, your daughter had another episode. So, I am finishing this for her. I am truly glad that I am the one that found this letter. This letter would have killed him and I know if Nogi if Nogi found this he would have a total breakdown, he loves Mikan Jr like his own daughter. I hope you know that your daughter is well taken care of. Everyone loves and cares for her so don't worry.
-Mikan/ Hotaru