To: Mikan Hyuuga
Heaven, above the clouds
From: Mikan Hyuuga-Rodriguez
Why did it have to be your last letter? I can still use more advice! No matter what I will still need your advice! Why did you have to leave me? I will miss you.
It's a girl by the way, twins. Ash and I are naming them Yuka Mikan Rodriguez and Izzy Kaoru Rodriguez.
Twins Mom, Twins! I was having doubts about dealing with one, but two! uh uh. Nope, I don't think I can do it! Dear lord, what if they're like Sakura?! She would cry for hours!I won't know what to do! Dear lord, what if they have Alice's! I mean, sure Ash isn't an Alice holder but it's still in my genes, it's STRONGLY in my genes. Dear god and what type of Alice's would they have. I never actually told Ash about Alice's. I KNOW! I know it was the wrong thing to do but I never actually got the chance to tell him. I mean how do you bring that up. Just be out on a date at dinner. "Wow, this pasta is delicious. By the way, I can set things on fire and do many other things with my mind." I have to tell him before they're born. How do you think he would react when during one of the twins fit they light his hair on fire? DEAR GOD! Why did you have to die! I need you! I know I have Auntie Hotaru but it's not the same! I can see it! She may have helped raise my like a daughter but I'll NEVER actually be her daughter. Not like Sakura. There's a different bond and everyone knows it.
I truly finally understand why you decided to have me. I feel the love you mean, I would do anything for my girls. I can't imagine killing them. Not for any reason.
Mom, are you watching over me, truly? I've known for a while that it was ridiculous that I still write letters to you. But a part of me still wants to believe that you do actually manage to get these.
I guess this also my last letter, but not THE last letter.
I realize I never actually got the chance to give you a Mother's day gift. SO ENJOY!
Love, Mikan Rodriguez.
P.S.
Dad still loves you.