To: My Mikan Hyuuga
Heaven, above the clouds.
From: Your Husband
Dear Polka,
Hey, how's heaven? Boring without me, right?
I am on strict instructions to be as emotionally honest as possible in this letter so...
Polka, I miss you, I miss your obnoxious voice but I miss the smile that comes from the same lips even more.
Why aren't you here anymore? I miss holding you, I miss cuddling into you after a nightmare. I miss our mornings. Waking up together, laying in bed together and then cooking breakfast together, (Going as emotionally open as possible right now so don't laugh at me.) Everyone keeps trying to get me to go on a date but I refuse because no one can top you. No one can be your substitute. Our daughter is pregnant and I'm scared as hell. I don't know what to do, I already talked to Lana and she told me that Mikan will have a long healthy life but every time she even mentions the baby I cringe. I lost you to a baby and a baby is in our baby and I can't lose our baby. I won't be able to live without her. I truly wouldn't, it's hard enough without you, but without her too...No I would rather die than live in a world without the both of you. Reminds me of when I used to think I would kill myself after you die but you kicked my ass and told me you would hate me for eternity if I left our baby parentless. She will love, I know it.
God, I miss you Polka.
I'm staying single down here so you better stay single up there. If not I'll kill whoever it is you are with. You got that Polka.
I love you, still do, always will.
-Natsume.