Kamryn's POV

I was sitting on the plane from Texas to L.A. Konnor and Kayleanna sitting next to me, Kyle, Katarina and Karson sitting behind us. Konnor was in the middle of me and Kayleanna. I had Adam Lambert on full blast on my black iPod. Fever was spilling out of the speakers. Konnor was freaking out, he hit my arm gently and it hurt like a needle sticking in a bruise. "Ouch." I whispered.

"Are you ok?" Kayleanna asked. I took out my headphones.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Stop talking to me." I never had a good relationship with my family. I felt ashamed for what I had done. It's the reason we are going to my dads. I lied to my family and said it was because I wanted to be a singer. When the truth is far from it. I wanted to be a homicide detective. Karson then leaned near me and brought me out of my thoughts.

"Are you sure your ok." I nodded. I put my headphones back in, and fell asleep, about an hour later I was woken up. For your entertainment was coming threw the headphones. I pulled my headphones out of my ear. Karson shook me again, I smacked his hand.

"What!" I yelled at him. He hates it when I yell at him. He's a total softy.

"We landed." He sniffed and left the plane. I followed him out. I didn't see anyone I knew except Karson.

"Where is everyone?"

"They are waiting for us outside in the limo." We left the airport and I saw Konnor on top of the car and he was holding Katarina. Konnor loves Katarina even for being thirteen. He loved knowing that his baby sister looked up to him.

I remember when Konnor looked up to me. I loved it, he would follow me around. He was a shy five year old. I was seven. Then when He was seven he stopped following me around. I was upset.

Then I met Jason. He was my best friend, And a year ago we started dating. I love him. Karson hates him, but Karson is my little brother. Kyle and Kayleanna loved him. Konnor and Karson both hate him Katarina hates him also but wont tell me.

Jason has jet black hair. Deep brown eyes. He's also very pail and he had snake bites. It was hot. He told me that no one can see me cry of they think I'm weak. No one can see my weak side or they will use it against me. I remember when he asked me out.

Flashback

A year ago.

"Kamryn! I need to ask you something." I looked towards him.

"Yeah?" I asked. He looked at the ground as started playing with the dirt.

"Will you go out with… you know me?" I smiled and nodded.

"Well I have to go to detention. I'll see you later." I kissed his cheek.

End flash back

He was so sweet then. I fell for him. And look where that got me. Pregnant at fifteen. He also hits me, but I love him and he loves me too and that's why he hits me.

Flash back

"Kamryn I love you and you know I love you. Please just I want us to have our first time right now. I had gotten everything perfect."

"No I'm saving my first time Jason and you know it." He glared at me and smacked me across the face and it knocked me on the floor. Then he threw me across the room. Then he looked at me with his puppy dog eyes.

"I am so, so, so sorry Kamryn please forgive me." I nodded while crying.

End flashback

That night we had our first time. And it was the first time he threatened me.