Thank you a lot for the reviews, I´m sorry about the spelling errors I was just so eager to get it up I ended up missing a lot of things, I looked more carefully into this Chapter. Hope you enjoy it.

A/N: I do not own Twilight or any of its characters.

Chapter 2 - Bella POV

I woke up screaming, trying to make sense of where I was, took me a while to realize it was just a dream, a nightmare, the same nightmare. I sat up on my bed and took three deep breaths trying to regain control of myself. As my body got in control and the sobs and tears ceased I was able to think about the nightmare, it was different in someways, I was wondering around the same forest looking for something when I came to a stop, I was in a meadow, the meadow I knew so well, it looked right this time, clear and with the magical creature that belonged there, not Laurent, it was him, he was there standing in the meadow with his arms wide open and the crooked smile I loved. I fought the tears and sobs and realized my bed was shaking, no not my bed, I was shaking, I hold tight to the edge of my hole careful not to let the pieces fall and took several deep breaths. I smiled to myself wanting to slap my subconscious for not letting go the memory of his face.
After fifteen minutes I was able to get out of bed I tripped and almost fell with my face to the floor damn my legs for not cooperating, spending time alone was not easy, let alone spending time with a serious injury. I went to the bathroom took a long hot shower to calm my system, brushed my teeth and smoothed my hair, as usual it didn't want to be smoothed I rolled my eyes and in defeat and hung it in a ponytail.

I went to the motions of breakfast prepared eggs with bacon and got some milk from the fridge. I was trying to eat and chuckled understanding why children have much more fun playing with food than eating it, when I looked down the eggs formed a pair of eyes and the bacon a wide smile I heard Renee in my memories "Bella, stop playing with you food and eat already? You are gonna be late for school honey". I smiled to my memories, this was a good one I didn´t have to be careful with that kind of memory, and smiled wide through my childhood memories. I finished my breakfast and cleaned what I have used for breakfast.
I turned on the stereo with some CD Phil gave me, he was not into the classics but he sure had a good taste for music. I started cleaning the front room, it was not big but very cozy, the walls had different tones of yellow and the floor was almost white, the color reminded me of beach sand, we had a small couch white with brown stripes and a TV Charlie got me for my last birthday "To connect to the outside world Bells" he chuckled. I frowned at the memory. After a few hours there was nothing else to do around the house, laundry was done, everything was clean, so I followed Charlie´s suggestion and went for the TV.
When i got to the couch the telephone started ringing I ran for it expecting Charlie or Renee.

- Hello - I said a bit breathless.
- Bella? Are you ok? Did I...- The voice asked
- No no, I´m fine just run a bit for the phone that´s all - I interrupted
- Oh, I heard Julie left early, so I was wondering if you want to go out or something - The voice asked shy. AH this was high school all over again, why in earth Mike Newton had to attend to Dartmouth too.
- You know Mike, I think it may not be a good idea... - I felt a sharp stab on my stomach - I have to go Mike.

I dint wait for him to say anything I run to the kitchen sink. I hold on to it while I puked and was grateful my hair was on a ponytail today. After the nausea was gone I got a glass of water and checked the fridge to see what had I eaten that could be making me ill. I checked the eggs and bacon but they were fine and went for the milk I muttered "Thanks a lot Julie". And darted for the sink again. Not knowing if I would be able to get to my room or the bathroom I laid on the couch and waited for it to pass. The door bell rang after a few minutes. I moaned in pain.

I froze there staring at his face not believing it.

- Mike what..- but he interrupted me
- You hang up so fast I was worried - his eyes seem confused and worried
- I had bad food, just that Mike, you can go home now - I started closing the door
- No way Bella you look like trash. I´ll take you to the emergency. - I stared his face for a bit considering it but I was grateful he had come
- Thanks Mike.

While we waited in the emergency room for the doctor to return with my prescription I heard something I didn´t expect here, well not just here, nowhere, I didn´t expect to hear that voice ever again. I tried to control myself and listened harder to the voice but it was gone. It was just the familiarity that all hospitals had added to my dream. The door opened and Mike hurried to the doctor to get my prescription pulling me out of my thoughts.

- Ok Bella, let´s get your medicine and I´ll drop you home - He said with gentle eyes
- Thanks Mike! I really appreciated it. - The idea of Mike stalking me was terrible but today I really had to thank him, if he didn´t show up I´d provably be sick for two or three more days

Mike tried to find someway to support me, when we were leaving the hospital. He looked a bit embarrassed, as if not sure if this would offend me in someway, before he decided I wouldn´t be offended I spoke up.

- Mike, don´t worry, i´m not going to faint or anything - I smiled, he nodded

Mike dropped me home and said he was sorry that we wouldn´t be able to do anything during the holidays, he had to go to Forks. "My mom is almost biting my head off for being away too long...". I laughed with him and assured I was ok and said I had projects to finish anyway.

I was so tired when I got home that I went straight to bed. I started thinking about the voice I heard in the hospital, I was hearing voices again, probably i´m just loosing it. It´s funny tho, when I heard his voice he was talking to me, today the voice in the hospital was talking to someone else. I really must be loosing it. I let go that trail of thoughts, thinking about them was still hard, I concentrated and tried to sleep.

I had a dreamless night, except for one moment, where I felt a cold touch to my forehead. Soon the faint light of the morning woke me up, my vision was blurry and I could not make sense of the scene. This was wrong why did I have a blanket on me? I don´t remember getting a blanket maybe I woke up in the middle of the night, great not only I talked while I was sleeping, had I turned into some sleep walker too?

I got off of bed and went through the motions to start the morning. Today would be dedicated to study.

Chapter 3 Teaser - Edward POV

I raced home as fast I could, my body was filled with excitement, to see my angel was already a miracle but to hear my name escape from her lips in her dreams filled my body with life, I knew what I had done to her, I knew I had left her, I wanted her to forgive me, I wanted her to look me in the eyes and see what a big liar I was, to show her how much I will always love her, I knew deep inside I left her knowing what was best for her, but seeing her again, watching her sleep after the eternity this four years seemed made my reasons small, insignificant, I wanted her.