Okay, this is going a bit out of hand. I feel so excited about sharing this story with everyone that I keep arguing with myself if it wouldn´t be better to upload all the chapters I have ready and end this torment. Well, I guess in the end a bit suspense helps the climax of the story, but I can promise you I already have 6 Chapters ready and the 7th is half way done. I´ll try to put one Chapter each day, but it might slow down during the next week. This plot is turning out in an amazing way, and I hope I´m being true enough to the original characters. Please let me know if you like it.

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Chapter 3

EPOV

I raced home as fast I could, my body was filled with excitement, to see my angel was already a miracle but to hear my name escape from her lips in her dreams filled my body with life, I knew what I had done to her, I knew I had left her, I wanted her to forgive me, I wanted her to look me in the eyes and see what a big liar I was, to show her how much I love her, I knew deep inside I left her knowing what was best for her, but seeing her again, witching her sleep after the eternity this four years seemed made my reasons small, insignificant, I wanted her.

I got home and saw everyone looking at me with wide eyes like I was a stranger invading their home. I could hear their thoughts around me now, now that I was living again I didn´t ever bother and didn´t try to block them.

"He is... happy" - Jasper raised one eyebrow

"Kid really lost it" - Emmett frowned

"Idiot" - Rosalie thought and left the room

"Edward..." - Alice gasped

I gave her a pleading look, I wanted to be the one to tell them, I wanted them to know my decision, if they didn´t like it... I didn´t care, I only cared about her, about being with her, seeing her cry and suffer would have made my heart stop if it wasn´t already dead. I needed to take care of her, to protect her from everything. Without being able to help I moved to the piano and started playing again after years. I heard Esme rushing from her room to hear it.

"It's been so long, he haven´t played since..." Esme thought as I drafted and changed into her favorite song "Did he meet someone?" I just smiled, I would wait until Carlisle got home so I could tell everyone, I knew Rosalie would just trash my cars to take it out but at this point I didn´t care about Rosalie. I played for hours until Carlisle arrived.

"You look different" - He thought his eyes wide in disbelief.

- I would like to talk to everyone - I said standing away from the piano and heading for the couch where the rest of my family was sitting, Emmett turned off whatever he was watching on TV. I waited while I tried to control the emotions flowing inside me. Esme was on my left side and Carlisle on my right, the others were sitting on the couch in from of me.

- I saw Bella today - I said letting a huge smile escape my lips

Everyone looked shocked, except for Alice of course, and Carlisle

- How is she? I miss her so much, she made Edward so happy, is that why.. - Esme asked holding tight on my left arm

- Beautiful as always mother. - I placed my hand on hers giving her a smile

- You don´t seem surprised Carlisle

- I saw her today at the Hospital - This caught me off guard, I left her for one day and she was already in the hospital? I felt the urge to run to her and see if she wasn´t injured. Carlisle felt my unease and tried to calm me

- She just had some bad food, she will be fine Edward. "Please tell us what you need"- I nodded

- I... I think I made a mistake leaving her, when I saw her again today, when I saw her eyes, I knew it was a mistake. I can´t not live without her, I can´t be happy without her, I want to be with her... - My voice broke as I explained

- Edward you are not going to do this to us again, you brought this girl to our lives once, and made us all leave because you didn´t want her to suffer, and now you decided you were wrong? What about our choices, OUR lives? - Rosalie shouted coming back into the room I tried to ignore her but she had a point

- I don´t want to involve you in this, I am the one in love with her, I won´t make you go through that again Rosalie, I won´t leave her again - I promised

- If you leave again, don´t expect us to go with you. We did this once because you made a mistake, and you are doing it again Edward think about your family. You remember what happened the last time. - She flashed memories of all of us suffering from Bella´s absence we all loved her, except cold Rosalie.

- I say you go get her Bro! "She is the only one that keeps you sane" - Emmett jumped from the couch raising his fist to me I raised mine and gave him a little punch

- Edward, you are strong enough to leave her, I was that time, but I suffered too, she is my friend, I love her... "If you ever decide you are doing that to her again I´ll stay" - Jasper just nodded in agreement

- So can I go see her now? I wonder if her taste for clothes got better - Alice mused moving to the door

- No Alice, let me talk to her first, please - I pleaded her she agreed with me

- Edward... I don´t think "She was with Mike today, at the hospital, I think..." - I shook my head, my eyes went dead. What was this? I was sure she said my name. Was she with Mike now? Did she get what I wished for her? A normal life?

I darted out the door running to see her, it was late in the night I didn't have to worry about keeping my run at human speed, I needed to see her, I felt like breaking down into pieces, my heart felt colder than ever, I needed to see her, to make sure. Did I have the right to do that? To walk back into her life and demand explanations about vile Mike Newton? I slowed but kept running. What if she was happy now, What if she started crying because she was having a bad dream about me, a nightmare , I didn´t want to believe that.

I run to her window and got in, making sure I left everything in the right place this time. She was having a peaceful sleep this night, but she was curled into a ball shivering a bit. I looked her cabinets for a blanket and placed on top of her making sure I wouldn´t bother her sleep. I watched her the entire night, waiting for her to speak, to give me some information, but she never spoke, when the night was almost coming to an ending I kissed her forehead. I kissed her goodbye, I felt her smell burn my throat for the last time, and I was sure that if I could, I would cry. I was not going to ruin life for her, she seemed happy, and her happiness means everything to me, even if her happiness is with Mike Newton. I have lost my angel, and I could only blame myself for it.

- Good bye Bella love - I kissed her forehead again and left her life forever as I promised

Chapter 4 Teaser

I stalked the short pixie woman around the aisles looking at her letting on my memories run loose, I felt the hole in my chest but I couldn´t think of it, I tried to make the words come many times but I couldn´t. Was I finally insane? First Carlisle´s voice at the hospital, now Alice? I was sure my mind was just playing tricks on me.