I am sooooo sorry that I haven't updated….I just really didn't have the time or energy. All outfits described will be in my profile!

I don't own any shiz but the plot

BPOV

I woke up, and was surprised, to find Edward staring at me with adoring eyes.

"What?" I asked as I blushed. It felt like his eyes were burning holes in the side of my head.

"Nothing" he said with a distraught face and turned away.

"Umm okay, I'm going to shower." I say with a confused face, and I get up.

"Alice and Rosalie are up in there rooms, and have everything set up for you." He mumbles.

I turn away and head up the stairs, thinking. What happened? Last night we danced and laughed, then this morning, his eyes showed so much love, just to have it disappear. I shake my head, and scrub my face trying to make the thoughts disappear, just like the love did.

I walk upstairs to Alice's room to find her and Rosalie whispering. I'm in no mood for nonsense so I just walk into the bathroom and start the shower.

I relax as the hot shower water works its magic on my tense muscles. When I'm done I walk out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around my body, to find Alice standing infront of me with the proper undergarments, and clothes. She picked out blue skinny jeans, a pink babydoll, and embroidered flats.

I quickly slid them on with out any arguments and waited for Alice and Rosalie to get dressed. They looked pretty scared seeing the haunted look in my eyes. Just going over and over last night and this morning, but for the life of me I still can't figure out what I did wrong.

Alice came out wearing dark skinny jeans a white tank top and a pink dress over it, with a owl necklace. When will Alice learn that she isn't going to be walking down a runway everyday? Rosalie came out looking beautiful as always wearing a simple skirt and tank top combo, with heels.

"Guys, can we go somewhere to talk?"

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We were sitting on the park bench eating frozen yogert when I finally decided to tell them.

"I have to admit something…" I said guiltily. "I knew Edward before you guys came to school."

"WHAT? HOW?" Alice squealed, I couldn't tell if it was a good I'm-excited-squeal or why-the-hell-didn't-you-tell-me-squeal. Just in case it was the latter, I quickly defended myself

"Well, I didn't know it was him until about 2 or 3 days ago." I said sheepishly.

"Bella! Tell us the WHOLE story!" Rosalie exclaimed. And that's when I decided I was going to tell them everything

"I'm going to tell you something, that only Edward knows. Because even though I have only known you two for a day and a half, I feel like I can trust you. But I need you guys to stay emotionally detached from what I tell you. Alright?" They nod, so I start my story.

"Well three years ago when I was a sophomore, I started talking to Jacob, he was my dad's friend's son from the res. Finally we started going out, but I found out that he could get very angry. After a month of dating he started hitting me." I heard a collective gasp, but continued on "I continued letting it happen, because I kept thinking, 'Maybe one day the real Jake will come back.' And he told me I was worthless, and I believed it, and believed that this was my punishment. Around 5 months later, so six months into our relationship, I started singing, and writing, and playing, and found out, that that was the way to get all the feelings of hurt, and pain out." I stop to collect myself, and make sure, I was still disconnected, to make sure I wouldn't break down the walls I've built.

"Around a year and a half later I found a chat site for musicians, and that's when I started talking to your brother. He made me feel worthy, and cherished. We talked for around a year. So the night before, your family came to school, I was making dinner Jacob and I's 3rd anniversary. I was just thinking, that one day, something bad is going to happen to me, and no one will be able to help. I wasn't paying attention, so I burnt dinner. Jacob took the water that was boiling for pasta, and dumped it on me. I started screaming in pain, and so he hit me in the temple, and knocked me out. That's why Alice, when you knocked into me twice yesterday, I had a look of pain on my face. Then the day you got here, I was talking to Edward about a book, and Jake saw us. He took me to a bathroom and raped me." I could see the silent tears flowing down their faces. Mine had no emotion.

"The day I found out that MusicMan was Edward, I told him to text me. Jake saw the text and didn't know who it was, so he broke my wrist." I said as I held up my wrist, which was still in a cast.

"And at the dance when you found me lying on the bathroom floor, crying? He found out that I went over your house, and thought I was fooling around with Edward. At the time I didn't know Edward was related to you. If I had I wouldn't of taken the chance. So then he took me upstairs to the girls bathroom, and kicked the shit out of me. Then that night—last night—I broke up with him." To continue showing them my pain, I took the water we bought and a napkin, and dabbed the water with the napkin to make it moist. I took the napkin and swept it over my face, taking off all my makeup, showing them the scars and bruises.

"This one, is from our anniversary." I said as I pointed to the bruise on my temple. "This scar, is from when he thought I flirted with his best friend, he cut me with a knife." I sighed as I pointed out the scar on my collar bone. "There are more, but they are on my back and thighs."

I looked over to where Alice and Rosalie were sitting silently, quiet sobs racking their bodies. Once again, I just remained emotionless.

"Alice, you know how you saw me wearing designer brands?" she nodded.

"I got the money for those, because Jacob pimped me out to random guys in seattle, for money, for drugs. My cut, I just spent on clothes."

She enveloped me in a hug, and Rosalie joined in. Finally at last, all of it is out.

EPOV

"You touch her, and I will kill you, or her maybe, I'm not sure which one first, but you will go down!" The words that Jacob said just kept echoing in my mind, like a cd on reverb.

I had dreams. Dreams about Jacob kidnapping us, tying me to a chair, while he slowly tortured Bella. First he cut off all her clothes with a switch blade, then he raped her. Then he slowly, and methodically hurt Bella. While I couldn't do anything I couldn't protect her.

I wouldn't be able to protect her from Jacob.