Thanks to RileyCalvin and SweetLovinCullen for writing the rape part of this chapter, cause I'm too much of a wuss too! Everyone go check them out! AMAZING writers!
Hello everyone! So there are only a few chapters left :[ probably about 3. Tear tear. You will need the flashlights to see the dark this time!
This chapter contains Rape.
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3 months later
"Are we actually going to do this?" He asks uncertainly, I smile and nod. Just to think that three months ago, I thought my life was over, but I told everyone what happened, and made it through to the other side.
He leans down to kiss me, I open my mouth to lure his tongue to come play with mine, they dance around each other in perfect harmony, causing moans to emit from both of us. He rolls us over so he's holding himself over me.
"You're sure?"
"I'm one hundred percent sure." He slowly slides into me, oh my god, we're making love! It's like being on a slide, and once I'm over the top, I can't stop. The feel of his hands slipping over my skin like the waves at first beach, lifting me up and up and up, until I'm gasping for air—and somehow we fit, just like dancing…
We made it. I'm smiling, smiling and shaking at the strange shock and pleasure of it all. I am looking into his eyes and they are liquid emerald. They come closer and closer as he kissed me, and then they retreat, so that we can stare beyond the surface, deep into each other.
"Was that good for you like that was good for me?" I joke, and he smiles, giving me my favorite crooked grin.
"Well, that was something…" he whispers. My eyelids flutter and fall. I'm so tired, game over, I'm home.
So that's what it feels like, to make love and not just fuck.
"Bella." He whispers my name into my hair, over and over again, until it sounds like the beat of my own heart. I fall asleep in our warmth.
My stomach growling startles us both awake,
"Breakfast for the sex kitten?" He jokes, making fun of my experience. If anyone should be making fun, it should be me, because he is—well was a virgin.
"How about you go take a bath, while I make us some breakfast?" I nodded and walked over to the bathroom in his room. While the water was running, I was thankful that Carlisle had a doctor's conference, and Esme decided to go with him. The rest of the gang knew what we were planning on doing, so they made themselves scarce.
I enjoyed my time in the bath, remembering when I told my Dad about Jacob….That was ugly…But I loved it, because then my dad made me get a restraining order against him. I got a few bad looks from him, but other than that and the rumors, everything was fine.
I walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around me, and to my overnight bag. Which for cover story reasons I had to pack teeny bopper magazines, and all the sleepover necessities. Such as nail polish, makeup, curling iron, and flat iron.
I dressed in some jeans and a raglan Henley. I can't believe that Edward loves ME, I mean, plain old Bella. And I can't believe how deep in love I am with him; I mean I would risk my life to save him.
I hear a resounding BANG, from downstairs
"Edward? Are you okay?" I call out thinking that he dropped a pan or something.
No answer. I rush downstairs and I see my living nightmare.
Jacob.
"What do you want Jacob ?" I yell. I look down and I see Edward unconscious with a big gash on his head. My beautiful, beautiful Edward.
"You." With that he charges me, knocking me onto the couch. He viciously starts punching me, I was afraid he was going to do much worse things to me, he punches really hard in my temple, and I black out.
EPOV
I slowly come to my senses and open my eyes, trying to remember everything that happened. Suddenly it rushes back to me.
"BELLA!" I yell out needing to know where she is.
"Edward?" she whimpers. WHAT DID THAT SON OF A BITCH DO TO HER? I immediately try to get out of the chair I'm sitting on, only to find that I was bound to the chair with rope and duck tape, I look at Bella lying on the mattress, unbound, why won't she get up? But I'm even more concerned with why is she on a bed?
"Love, what did he do to you?" I ask fearing the worst.
"He b-broke my ankles." She whimpers back. Thank god, if he touched in any other way, I might go crazy.
"We'll get out of this love, we will." I promised. We whispered reassurances back and forth, telling each other everything will be okay.
"Aww, how sweet, little love birds!' Jacob's malicious voice bounces off the walls of the rank basement. He walks over to me, bends down and whispers.
"What's it gonna feel like, while I make your girl feel pleasure, by me?" I jerk in my chair at the thought.
"YOU STAY AWAY FROM HER! YOU BASTARD!" I scream, he gives me a swift punch to the gut.
"See, this is how it's gonna work, every time you yell or struggle, while I fuck your love, I will hurt her that much more."
I look into his eyes trying to show him how much I hate him at this very moment. I watched him stroll over to Bella and crouch down, trying to caress her cheek, she jerks away, and he slaps her and looks at me. I don't make a sound.
He turns back to Bella and runs his hand down her neck, to the nape of her top, I feel utterly helpless and I want to scream out but I don't want to get Bella any more hurt, if he could break her ankles, I didn't want to see what else he could do.
Bella shuts her eyes and turns her head to the side, I can see the tears even from here, I flinch as Jacob wrenches Bella face forward, and he hears the movement of the rope and turns to me, "First mistake"
At that his fist goes down on Bella's cheek and she screams and he sneers at me, "Keep it up fucker"
I can't believe I'm letting this happen, I want to try move but I know Bella will come to harm if I do.
He holds Bella's head in his hands, "You stay like that and you fucking look at me, you disgusting whore"
In one swift move he rips off Bella's shirt, I take a sharp into of breath as he takes rips her bra off tossing it on the floor, Bella glances at me she's biting her lip and I know she's trying to stop her tears and in that moment I realise I am crying too.
He places his hands on her breasts and I can take no more, "GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF HER"
He turns his head to me and sneers as he digs his fingers into Bella's soft flesh, she screams out in pain and I watch in horror as he pushes hard and draws blood, ten bloody welts appear on Bella's breasts where Jacob's fingernails dig in.
I want to scream, I need to scream but I need to protect Bella and I fucking hate that I can't do that without getting her hurt even more. I rake my brain for a way to get her out of her but I fail miserably, there's nothing I can do but sit here and watch as he hurts Bella.
I draw my attention to Bella's face and her eyes are wide in pain, she looks so vulnerable and young. He trails his finger down her sternum and places his fingers on the button to her jeans and slowly slips it free all the while watching me. My fingers twitch and he sees.
He takes his hands away from Bella's jeans and brings them to her ankles and nudges both with his fingers, "ARRRGH"
My jaw tightens in anger but luckily he doesn't notice that, he turns to Bella, "Now if that fucker keeps his mouth shut I can get to fucking work teaching you a lesson"
He glances at me and I clamp my mouth shut, "Good boy"
He turns back to Bella, "It looks like he's fucking learning"
In one swift movement while watching Bella's face he pulls off Bella's jeans, she screams again as they make contact with her ankles but he doesn't care, he just carries on and yanks them off.
As Jacob trails his hands over Bella's nearly bare body she glances over at me, mouthing, "I'm so sorry"
I shake my head, mouthing, "We'll get out baby"
Luckily Jacob doesn't notice our exchange and I feel relief because if he'd seen that I'd dread to think what he would have done. It seems Jacob can't wait any longer and slides himself between Bella's legs and places his hands on her thighs, pushing them open causing her to scream again as the movement causes her ankles to move.
Jacob watches my face as he rips Bella's last scrap of clothing free, he turns back to Bella and I know I can't watch anymore and try to wiggle myself free, I cause the chair to scrap forward slightly and his eyes snap to mine.
"Big mistake fucker"
Without any warning at all Jacob shrugs out his jeans and underwear, lining himself with Bella and slams into her, once, twice, a third time. She shuts her eyes and he punches her.
"FUCKING LOOK AT ME, YOU FUCKING WHORE"
Bella slowly turns her head and I noticed the blood pooling around her legs, the fucker has forced himself into her so hard he's made her bleed. I'm about to say something but stop myself, I don't want this to get any worse and I know it will if I open my mouth.
His forcefully rape continues and Bella screams louder and louder as it goes on, I try to move again and I'm thankful he doesn't notice.
He sneers at Bella, "Come on you never used to be like this"
"That's before you started beating me"
He's not happy I can see that in the set of his shoulders and he slams into Bella again, she screams and tries to move her legs, forgetting about her ankles and screams louder but he mistake's her screams as pleasure.
"That's it, show that fucker how it done"
It continues in the cycle and I move a few times because I can't help it and that just makes Bella's ordeal worse. When he's done he pulls out of Bella and stalks upstairs leaving her there sobbing. She's staring at the ceiling and if it weren't for her shallow breathing I'd wonder if she were alive. I want to go over and pull her into my arms. But I can't, I'm trapped.
"Edward?"
Bella voice is so broken, "I'm here baby"
Bella breaks out in deep sobs, "I'm so sorry you had to see that, I'm so sorry"
I can't say anything I just break down too and hope and pray he doesn't come back for round two and that we get out here soon.