She used to be able to sleep.
Even with all of the cases they had, the horrors they faced...she had always been able to shut her brain off and go to sleep. She would kiss her son goodnight, and then crawl in beside Will and just close her eyes. Her breathing would even out, her body would relax...she might have been the most well-adjusted agent in the BAU.
Her mouth twisted in irony as she stared out the window. It wasn't mutilated corpses or grieving families that kept her awake.
It was an ultimatum.
Turning slightly, she leaned against the wall and watched the man sleeping in her bed. Sometimes she wondered how they had gotten here. It just seemed like one thing rolled into another, until she found herself living a life she had never intended.
One she still wasn't sure she wanted.
And now she was faced with the prospect of losing her family. No matter what she chose, she was going to lose people in her life. She just had to decide if her team or her fiance meant more.
She turned back to the window.