Chapter11 I See Things Clearly Part3(It Has Taken Affect)

Kevin's Pov

It was half past 8 and I sat on my bed sadder then I was when I was sent to the null void as I'm about to go find Ben he walks in and just stares out the window.

Seth wants to talk to you downstairs right now so get off your ass and get downstairs Ben said to me as he looked at me over his shoulder.

Oh ok ugh sure thing I guess I will go and hopefully one day you can fully forgive me for todays actions I said as I stood up and walked out.

Seth's Pov

I waited downstairs in the living room then suddenly Kevin walks in but looking dissapointed with Kevin just the man I wanted to see come in there is something I need to discuss with you I stated.

Ok Seth what do we need to discuss Kevin asked.

The chaos its getting stronger and stronger everytime Ben goes into any dark emotions like sadness or anger it not strong enough to be unbreakable so thats good but its strong enough to enter his dreams and alter them I answered with worry in my voice.

I am to blame yet again I am so stupid I should of thought before I spoke to him the way I did if I had thought things threw we wouldnt be in this mess I'm such an absolute idiot Kevin stated as he slammed his fist into the wall.

Kevin calm down and just try to calmly tell me what happened I said as I put my hand on his shoulder.

Ok well after Benji got home he tackled me and pinned me down onto the sofa I never saw him act that way and I actually liked it after watching tv for a while together my stoumach started to rumble so he made me something to eat and after that he said he would sit down and relax in a bit but he had to put something away and out of my reach idk what it was but I didn't ask Kevin stated.

Ok but I need to know what you did that upset him Kevin if I dont know what caused it then I cant help my friend I replied with concern.

Right ok well I guess he was bored and decided to dumb it down and not be flirtish but just be silly and so he went invisable and sat next to me then pulled me over near him after that he layed me ontop of him and finally kissed me and giggled then he revealed himself I was so scared so I said Benji you crazy fool why did you do that you bastterd Kevin stated.

You called Ben a what well no wonder he hates you right the fuck is wrong with you Kevin your Ben's boyfriend he probbibly dumbed it down because he felt you trying to be on his same wave flow was a bit much for you to handle right away and yet you go and swear at him both Ben and I know you can be coldhearted at points but not this cold and heartless I snapped.

Look I know what I said was wrong and I should of thought before I opened my mouth and spoke to him I just want him to forgive me and stay with me. This is so complicating I never know what goes on in his mind but if I did the relationship would work so much better Kevin sobbed into his hands.

Good your admiting your mistake and your right love is not easy but it might take Ben some time to decide to forgive you because you hurt Ben hard and deep. I think I can help you see into his dreams but you should know that he doesnt plan on talking to you for the rest of tonight and all of tomarrow morning aswell as the fact that he doesn't want to sleep with you tonight so that means he gonna sleep down here in the living room I said to Kevin.

Oh no Benji is hurt that bad Im so stupid I hate myself so much right now that I wanna punch something. Hold on a second if he sleeping in another room then my room then how can I read his dreams Kevin stated.

Very true fact indeed but it's simple just go down and do as I am about to tell you without waking him and then you can see all of Ben's sweet positive energy when he's alseep without waking him up I want you to stand behind him and put your left hand in his hand then your right thumb on his forehead and at that same time kiss him on the forehead. When all is done hopefully you will learn a thing or two I said as I opened and entered a portal back to my dorm.

Kevin's Pov

I went back up to my room and saw Benji throwing his things into his travel tote I guess Seth was right about Ben moving downstairs I was worried that he might not want to talk and hear what I had to say but I decided to try and get at least a few short words out of him so I knocked.

It's your room you dont need to knock I am almost finished anyway so dont worry you wont have to sleep with Ben the bastterd tonight Benji stated unlocking the bed sidtable drawer.

Babe stop reminding me of the word I called you that I shouldn't have said now everytime I here your name and that word in the same sentence it hurts me really badly I know it not much my concern but what did you lock inside. After messing combo after combo Ben opened the lock and pulled the drawer out grabbed something and threw it onto my bed. Sweetie come on talk to me or at least tell me what is with the to slips of paper and the small box I asked.

It's your birthday present 9days early I planned on giving it to you on your birthday but after today I figured your not one for suspence I will be downstairs getting ready for bed Im really tired Ben stated as he walked past me and down the stairs not meeting my eyes.

I closed the door quietly after he left my view and I walked up to the slips of paper discovering that they are MonsterJam tickets at this point all I could do was smile a small smile. I then held the small box in the palm of my left hand and opened it with my right to find laying down inside was a necklace that had a gold heart with a black pearl in it on a sterling silver chain. That's why Benji freaked out the other day he was trying to get my present all setup and I destroyed the most wonderful present I could ever get from Benji and that is Benji himself. I put on the necklace it was beautiful Benji has always been cute and romantic just like cupid I then looked at myself in the mirror and tears fell down my face due to the fact that even when hurt my sweetheart still goes above and beyond just to show his real feelings. Drying my eyes I went downstairs to see Benji and thank him aswell as to ask him if he wanted to go to MonsterJam with me. As soon as I walk into the living room I see him playing capture the flag with others on Halo4 and he wearing a headset also he is lying down on his side Ben after this match there is something I want to tell you I said but he didnt move so he didnt hear me so I tapped him on the shoulder he told his team to advance without him for a bit and he would join asap while he turned his headset off.

What is it Kevin havent you caused me enough pain for one night and cant you see that my team needs me so this better be important Ben said.

Thanks for the presents you got me and also would you like to go to MonsterJam togehter aswell as Im sorry for what I said earlier today I said to my sweetheart.

Sure glad you like them, Fine I dont got anything planned to do the day of the event, Whatever you can apoligize as much as you want I still wont fall for it. Are we done talking cause I got a team who need my help Ben responded.

S94,A94,M95,S95,A10,G10 hmm so these are the people you are teaming up with who are they babe come on dont be so cold and distant I stated.

Seth,Artur,Marla,Syliva,Albedo and Gwen we are feared by many people on this game especially when we do capture the flag. Now if you dont mind I got a flag to protect Benji snapped back at me.

Oh ok I get it when you got such a great rep you cant afford screw ups I guess I will go back up to my room night Benji rest easy and remember I love you always I said and then left the room and went back upstairs to go to sleep.