Blood Part 11

A/N I do not own anything CH, AB and EK do. Any mistakes are my own.

It's hard adjusting to being a vampire. Eric has taught me the rules and some basics but I'm still not sure. I only drink true blood, I'm afraid if I try to feed that I will hurt someone. Surprisingly Dean is ok with it all. I mean he never had a problem with any of the vamps that can control themselves. Sure they feed but only from wiling donors and they don't kill so are they still considered evil, am I evil?

We're going to live in Bill's old house. I'm so glad that dude is gone I mean he was a real asshole the way he treated Sookie. That girl is a pure spirit and the world is brighter for having her in it. We decided to build alight tight room that is hidden and can only be opened by combination. Dean and I are going to build it together and I'm really looking forward to it. We haven't spent much time together in recent months so this will be good for us.

Staying in one place, making a home and getting use to my new situation sounds awesome and with Dean here even better.

It's been a week since I've been changed and Sookie disappeared. I feel for Eric, he loves her and misses her. I can hear him at night and feel him through our bond he is unhappy. He is my master now and I his childe and I wish there were something I could do. My sister Pam Eric's first childe says to leave him be that this shit has been going on for years. She says our master is stubborn and childish when it comes to Sookie and sometimes I have to wonder if Pam is really a man. I mean seriously she must have a huge set of balls to talk about him like that.

I have noticed lately Pam sniffing around Dean and it flares jealousy within me but why? I should want him to be with someone and be happy, shouldn't I? Argh, all these emotions and crap running around my brain in vampire speed. No wonder I'm confused and feeling weird.

"Sam, can you help me with this TV please?" Dean calls out. I go to the front door and find him struggling with a huge box. I take it from him effortlessly.

"Where to?" I ask with a smirk, he just scowls.

"Living room" he grunts.

"There's a projector TV in there already" I say.

"I know that but it's ripped" Dean mumbles.

"It wasn't a couple of days ago, what did you do?" I narrow my eyes at him. He actually turns red a little and my eyes fall to his neck. I shake my head and focus on his eyes.

"Well, um " he rushes out but I understood him. I burst out laughing, seriously that's too funny.

"Bitch" he growls.

"Jerk" I retort and everything is normal.

"There's a couple more things in the car" Dean throws over his shoulder on the way outside. I put the box down and that's when I smell it.

"Dean" I yell but I get no response but I can hear a low grunting noise. I run to the door and see Dean being held by the throat by a woman. She isn't a woman I can smell the were in her and I growl.

"Let him go" I hiss bearing my fangs.

"Oh looky another vamp, where's that vamp humper, bring that bitch out to me" this were grits out. I can see an ugly scar on her cheek that runs to her mouth.

"There isn't anyone here but him and I" I say. She grabs Dean's wrist and brakes it.

"Son of a bitch, bitch" Dean yells.

"Where is she?" She asks again. This time she pulls out a knife and runs it along Dean's throat. Blood blossoms from the shallow cut and I'm momentarily distracted.

"Don't make me ask again vamp" she says getting my attention and cutting a little deeper. She's missed the jugular but the blood is flowing now.

"Let my brother go" I yell. I step forward but before I can do anything Eric's here and has the bitch subdued.

"Sam, tend to Dean and I'll hold Debbie here for you" Eric says with a wink.

"Yes Master" I say. I run to Dean. He's bleeding pretty badly and the only thing I can think of is to give him my blood. I bite my wrist and offer it to him. I don't know if it's the look on my face or what but he latches on and sucks down my blood. I watch as the blood stops flowing and his skin starts to heal. His wrist is mending as well. I pick him up and as he's yelling every nasty word in the book at me I take him inside. Once he's settled I go back out to take care of the were.

"This were has tried to kill Sookie twice and now your brother. Either you will kill her or I will but she must not live any longer. She will only come back and try again" Eric says. I think for a moment and bow to Eric. Rightfully it's his kill first and I don't think I could do it.

"Master" I say and go back inside. I do not know exactly what he did but I never seen a trace of the were again.

"I'm going to bed Sam. Could you bring the other stuff in and put it in the dining room?" Dean asks.

"Sure. Are you all right?" I ask worried that he hates me.

"I'm fine. We did what had to be done. I don't hate you; I'm just tired is all. Night, Sammy" he said.

"Night, Dean" I answered.

I went into check on him and from the looks of it he was having a good dream, I closed the door and went to die for the day.

DPOV

After taking Sam's blood I needed to get away from him but I didn't want him to feel bad. The poor kid has been through a lot lately and he doesn't need this on top of everything. Getting use to Sam as a vampire is going to take time. First he died and I brought him back and he died again and now he's a vampire. I'm not sure if we're even brothers anymore. I mean technically my brother died that night in Cold Oaks. He hasn't really been the same since then. In my heart though I love him like a brother, well even more then that as a soul mate really. Ash told us in Heaven only true soul mates could share the same space. Our Heaven's are only meant for ourselves, that there not to be shared but Sammy and I were together. I never gave much thought to what he said but now I do and it makes sense.

I believe that's why we're both single and still together. When we're apart our souls are searching for one another to feel complete. We're two halves of the same whole and that's why I couldn't let go the second time either because seriously what would I have to live for if Sam was gone? He' been my purpose in life since he was born and he became mine when I was four and he was thrust into my arms.

I feel relaxed and I can feel myself drifting off.

I'm in a bar; it's smoky and crowded. It's a sawdust joint another hole in the wall but I feel comfortable here. I see this figure in the distance on the dance floor and it's calling to me, telling me to come. It's like I'm floating towards the figure not of my own doing but that's ok. I realize it's a guy. That's ok to cause hey I'm not picky. I never did tell Sam that I liked both guys and girls I mean hey how do you tell your brother that? Anyway this guy has his back to me but he knows I'm there.

He's moving to the beat swaying his hips and the movement mesmerizes me and soon I'm moving with him. I reach out my hand and run it down his side to his hip and bring him flush against my chest. He's a few inches taller then me but hey letting go of control once in awhile is good. I reach around his sides to his front and caress his chest. The man is built and feeling all that power beneath my hands and knowing I'll be manhandled later has got me hard in seconds.

I don't think I can take anymore, my senses are on overload.

"Hey let's get outta here" I say.

"Dean?" Comes a voice I've known since forever. I jump back breaking the connection.

"Sammy? What the hell?" I say as I come face to face with my brother. Holy shit I just caressed my brother and got hard. I'm so going to special hell.

I bolt up right in bed and I'm sure I'm going to have a heart attack. The only thought running through my mind, I just had a sex dream about Sam. Not only that but I'm rock hard as well.

Son of a Bitch.

TBC