A/N: I haven't been putting up a disclaimer because I forgot but I am not Stephanie Meyer and I don't own Twilight. I just like to play around with the characters. This is one of my first stories and I don't know how it's going to turn out but I hope you like it. I really have no idea where I'm going with this but please review and tell me if I should continue with this.
"Bella, I wanted to apologize for what Rosalie said at lunch. She had no right to talk to you that way. She's under a lot of stress now," Edward said. Besides the fact that this was the GIRLS bathroom, I really didn't want him to discover my dirty little secret.
"You're right. She did have no right to say it. I don't care that she's under a lot of stress. She doesn't know a thing about what I'm dealing with right now. She can't go around talking about me like that," I said. Why, oh, why did I even reply? I don't want to talk to him about anything.
"I know how you feel, Bella. I—," I cut him off after that.
"You know how I feel? You don't know a damn thing about how I feel. You don't know anything about me or my feelings, so don't even try to pretend like you do. There is no way in hell you know what I'm feeling right now." Truth be told, I didn't even know what I was feeling right now, so there was no way Edward could possibly have any idea.
"You'd be surprised the things I know, Bella. I'm not just some stupid jock. I care about the way you're feeling. Just know that you can talk to me about anything you need." Aww, how sweet. Yeah, right. I'll do just that.
"Look here Edward. You are not my shrink and I don't need you or anyone else's help. I have been doing perfectly fine for years without anyone there to help me along the way. And I don't plan on changing that now. So, if you don't mind…" I trailed off letting him know I expected him to leave but apparently Mr. Cullen over here didn't understand that.
"Just know, I'm here when you need me. Because one day, hopefully soon, the time will come when you want to talk, and I'll be right here waiting."
"Yeah, okay, well thanks for that, but I'll be going now. See you later." Man, I kinda hate these Cullen kids. Until they came along I was doing perfectly fine blending in. No one bothered me anymore or even talked to me. I didn't have to talk to anyone and the teachers had even stopped asking me questions. I was completely on my own and I really enjoyed that. I didn't have to depend on anyone else; no one had to depend on me. I was content. Not happy, no. I hadn't been happy in years; but I was content. I had learned to block everything out and nothing could bother me anymore.
But then those stupid Cullen kids came along and ruined that all. And it was just getting started.
A/N: I'm so sorry that this is so short and I know it is, but I wanted to post this part first because it didn't really fit with anything else. I'm going to try to post another chapter later tonight but I can't guarantee anything. Please review because I'm still not sure if I should even continue this story. Please tell me your thoughts on what I should do. And if you have any suggestions on what should happen next, don't hesitate to tell me. I appreciate any criticism you may have and any ideas. I can't guarantee I'll use them, but I will try to incorporate any suggestions into the story. There's still a whole lot more to come.
Anyway, sorry about the long author's note. Just review!!!!
