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Chapter 11

Possession

"Just remember... you are mine."

For a whole week I slept, hearing Kain's deep voice within my I finally awoke I was dehydrated and groggy. Hecate informed me of the things I'd missed while I recovered. She ensured that I had plenty of fine meats to eat and warm milk to drink. While we ate together I told her of what had happened that night. Her eyes showed how impressed she was."Both of them?" she asked, "And you survived them?" I was probably looking a little smug at this. "Did they...?" she asked, and waved her hand in a circle; the innuendo in this was not missed as she raised a small cup of tea to her lips."No..." I blushed, "But I think Kain was excited." She giggled at this, nearly spitting her tea out in laughter. "Has Kain called for you Hecate?" her face was suddenly serious.
"No, in fact he has not summoned any of his concubines since you went to him. I think he is waiting for you to recover.""But why would he do that?"
"I think he wants to make a woman of you. And if I know him as well as I think I do then he will not want to wait long, and he will not let Lord Raziel share that moment with him. He will be possessive about that I'm sure." I started to chew my hair at her words as I remembered what was going to happen to me. I had been so consumed by simply being with both of them that I had forgotten that I had yet to have my virginity taken. "Just be aware that you belong to Kain now, you do not belong to Raziel. You are Kain's property, it is he who you need to please. And I suggest you don't tell anyone that you are being used by two vampires. Some of your fellow worshippers will not take kindly to that sort of favouritism."

I was summoned within the next week as Hecate had predicted, although she suggested that I need not bring a sacrifice with me this time. She insisted that for what was going to happen, my blood in a goblet would not be necessary.
Selena had already been taken to Zephon's bedchamber a few nights previous, but I could not bear to ask her about it. I could care less if it was only a quick nibble on the neck. She seemed very pleased with herself when she returned the next morning so the simple fact that she had stayed in his chamber the whole night was enough information came to me with her hair messy, her dark lipstick smeared across her chin but beneath that her smile beamed with joy.
"You'll never guess what he likes to have done to him!" she said smiling. I threw my arm up to stop her talking.
"Oh Gods, Selena, I already know too much of what that pervert likes to do, please don't tell me anything more." She laughed and strolled away. I could only be thankful that she was happy serving him, but I did notice the deep gashes across her arms and back which had bloodied her mauve, silk dress terribly, obviously the result of vampire claws.
Hecate was helping me into a red dress, the same colour as my hair and just as revealing as the ceremonial gown I'd worn to the presentation.
"Do you think I'll please him, Hecate?" I asked as she laced up the back.
"I have no doubt you will. The Matriarch has said that if you just do what you think of doing to him most nights then that will definitely make him happy." She giggled behind me.
"That's a most disturbing thought. The very idea that she sees my fantasies and can tell just anyone what I'm thinking."
"She does it to all of us." She said reassuringly, "Everything we do is based on her perception of our thoughts. She has told me that the reason you were chosen for Kain is because you wanted to be the best. Your determination is what made you good enough to be given to Kain."
"Are you saying that I worked too hard? That if I'd not been so obsessed with being so good that I might actually have been given to Raziel instead?"
"Anastasia," She said firmly as she tightened the laces making me gasp for air, "You have been given an honour not many have the pleasure of knowing. You are officially Kain's concubine, you out rank most of the other humans here because of that. Besides, you mustn't forget that you wanted him to own you. The Matriarch was quite surprised at some of your more exotic thoughts about him and you together."
"I hate that." I sneered.
"Apparently she was a regular young girl once." This I could not believe, "And a very attractive one too."
"You don't think me so gullible do you?"
"She was a concubine to Kain, Ana. Many speak of her being the first woman to offer her body to a vampire. Her love of the flesh cost her dearly, as you have seen" She finished tying the laces of my dress together and walked around to face me, inspecting my makeup, "Kain desires only the best and most attractive of young women, do you honestly think he would have settled for anything less than perfect?"
My eyes were wide in disbelief. This was only a rumour, but still a poignant one which certainly made one think. Did that make me perfect?
"Who was she Mistress?"
Hecate reached for her makeup and began applying more colour to my lips, "My dear, it is not for me to tell you. Perhaps one day, Mother will reveal it to you for herself."
She finished by twirling a strand of hair into a kiss curl over my eye, she smiled and then kissed my forehead as a sister would, "There, you are ready."


Every reflective surface I passed I stopped in front of to check that I still looked alright. I knew already that despite my best efforts I was not going to emerge from this looking anywhere near as glamorous as I'd entered, if I left at all. That did not make me any less paranoid about going in there and not looking my best.
Just calm down, Ana. I'm sure you look fine.
Upon reaching Kain's bedchamber I smoothed down my dress and ran my fingers through my wavy hair once more for good luck, I took a deep breath, I can do this, I'm brave, I felt dizzy as I pushed open the door.
The room appeared empty, but I was not alone. Kain's presence was unmistakeable. A mist surrounded me and then as quickly as it had emerged it disappeared.
"It's not polite to keep your master waiting," I turned around and there he was, he towered over me and took my face in his hands before I had time to react. He placed a clawed finger over my lips to stop me from talking and he inhaled deeply, "But you smell so good. So I'll forgive you…" I gulped for my mouth was suddenly very dry, "Don't worry young one. I will be gentle with you." He smiled at me as his hands slid down my body and took hold of my own hands. He walked backwards, leading me to his bed.
When we stopped I started to shake. I was so nervous about what was going to happen in the next few minutes… or hours… my mind was filled already with images, so intense were they that I had to cross my legs to stop the tingling sensation between my thighs that was oh so familiar to me by now. Kain smiled at me as he placed his hands on my hips and began to lift my skirt. He leaned closer as my dress passed my knees and continued to ride upwards. His face was inches from mine and I could feel his warm breath on my skin. I was unable to take my eyes away from his intense gaze, even when I felt his claws touch my inner thigh and continue their journey to my more intimate places. I gasped as he touched me.
"How does that feel?"
"… Good…" I managed to say before biting my lip as I felt him again, his claw massaged me so gently that it did not even graze my flesh. I was amazed at how soft his touch was, that same hand that had broken men in half. My legs started to buckle and I ended up sitting on the bed. My arms were shaking so much that I had to grip the sheets which only made the rest of my body shake. Kain walked round to the other side of the bed where I could no longer see him. I was too involved in what my body was doing to really notice the sounds that were coming from behind me until I felt a claw gently pulling at the laces on the back of my dress. I let Kain finish undoing my dress thinking about how long it had taken Hecate to do it up in the first place and then I turned around. Kain was in the bed, the lower half of his body covered by the sheet, his hand teased at the fabric of my clothing, making it slide down my arm.
This wasn't like I expected it to be. I expected him to be rougher, to simply tear my dress from me and take me. It feels nice, there's no denying that… am I just nervous?
"Come here," he ordered as he shifted his weight to rest on his elbow. I crawled across the bed to him, letting my lovely red dress slide from my body. I lay down on the bed next to him and he moved nearly on top of me, our naked bodies separated by only a thin sheet of silk, his arousal pushing hard against me. His lips passed against mine delicately but he did not kiss me, instead his mouth moved to my neck, to where the evidence of my last encounter with him was still scarred on my flesh. One hand touched my naked breasts and traced its way down my body to find the place he'd sought earlier, this time his claw slid easily inside. As I gasped again he bit down into my throat.
My hands gripped to his shoulders as he moved me. His arms were so strong that they could lift me anyway he wanted. He moved me directly under him, his muscular body pushing against mine. There was so much strength in him, but his movements were restrained, he was gentle as he had promised. His hips moved slowly as he entered me the first time and I cried out as he impaled me upon himself, tearing me in two slowly, but the rhythm gradually increased as I became accustomed to his size inside my body. He held my arms in bondage, he bit me and drank from me while I writhed in ecstasy beneath him. After a while he released me and rose up to look down at my body while I received him. My cries of ecstasy were matched by his own.
I was amazed, although he was forceful he was not at all brutal, but He was a God of destruction, this was well known. Maybe he appreciated that this was my first time, maybe my fear of this moment was more obvious than I thought… Whatever his reasons, I had seen him with Hecate once and he was not tender with her, I doubted that this kind of treatment would be granted to me after this first experience.
Kain dragged me with him as he rolled onto his back, placing me above him, giving me some control over what was happening, but not much as his hands grabbed my hips and made me rise and fall upon him over and over again. I wondered what we must look like together; I reckoned it probably looked even better than when Hecate was in this position. I placed my hands on Kain's hard, muscular chest as I neared my edge, heat was suddenly rising through my whole body and I had to support myself on him. I think he sensed what was happening to me and drove me down harder and faster, or maybe it was for his benefit. My racing heartbeat made the wounds in my neck pump my blood from my throat, it traced down my body in thin lines. This must've excited him for he began to smear the blood over my body and his cries became louder until he almost screamed and arched his back, pushing himself against my pelvis, thus bringing me also to my own climax which burned through my aroused form. I fell onto his chest and tried to regain my breath.
"Have I pleased you... my Lord?" I whispered between breaths.
His chest shook as he laughed under me, "Of course. I am always satisfied with the choices I make, and you are no exception."

Satisfied that I had pleased my God, I rose from the bed and retrieved my red dress for all the good it had been. I held it in front of my body and made my way to the door.
"Thank you, my Lord." I whispered. He did not respond although I was sure he heard me.
My hands were trembling and my legs felt weak from the awkward positions he had forced me into.I left his bedchamber smiling. I had left his bed a woman, and now I was a true worshipper; I couldn't have been happier.


"So...? Just how big was he?"
"Please Selena. You don't see me asking you those sorts of questions. Besides, it would not be very lady like of me to kiss and tell like that." She looked at me with a cheeky look in her eyes and I started to blush.
"He was huge, wasn't he?"
"You've become obsessed with sex since you started doing it. It's not right." I tried to look serious at her but the look in her eyes just made me burst out laughing, "Oh my word, Selena. He was huge." I exclaimed as I gestured with my hands just what the size had been.
We both fell about on my alcove bed laughing, Selena in fact laughed so hard that she fell off the side and that only made the situation funnier.