Chapter 23

WARNING! Contains explicit sexual themes and language. Refrain from reading if those make you uncomfortable. Thank you.

Squall

Cloud's hair was tickling Squall's ear and cheek as the blond rested his head to Squalls shoulder while they were busy watching an uninteresting splatter movie. Dull and not really entertaining brains-to-wall's-kind of movie. Cloud was warm next to his side, radiating that comforting warmth that spoke in silent volumes of affection, idly playing with the hem of Squall's shirt with one hand. He still couldn't really digest the fact they were.. an item. A bloody couple. For real. It was too amazing to be true, after all that time they had circled around each, not really knowing what to do or to think or what say about anything even slightly suggesting.

But it was all worth it now. The twins had moved out a few months ago and the flat was eerily quiet most of the time these days. It had been a bittersweet parting for all of them but mainly to Sora who had managed to weep his eyes red already the night before. Of course Squall was worried would the twins be ok from now on, but then again… The apartment those two had rented together wasn't all that far away and most likely they would come scratching behind the door after they would run out of food. Squall hadn't been the best possible father figure perhaps, but the boys could at least wash their own laundry even if they couldn't be bothered to cook for themselves that often.

Squalls thoughts got interrupted as Cloud moved sleepily next to him pulling himself to a more sitting position. Lazily he eyed at Squall, the brilliance of the big blue eyes never ceasing to make Squall feel like drowning, and Cloud leaned forward, pressing his lips gently over Squalls cheek. The gesture made Squall flinch in surprise.

"Squall..?" Cloud's voice was moving close to his ear, being low and quieted. On the TV-screen, the zombies were smashed into squidgy pulp by the heroes of the movie.

"Mmm.?" Squall was faintly interested anymore about the movie as Clouds fingers were trailing a tiny path over his t-shirt clad chest, making it rather impossible to concentrate on anything but that. It was fairly unknown that he actually was ticklish to that sort of touch. Too bad for Squall that Cloud knew it now, enjoying this small torture he was able to do. However Squall took it like a man and tried his best to not squirm too much. He didn't hate it after all. At all.

"I want to go all the way." Cloud's voice was dripping thick honey hotly against his ear. A violent shudder wanted to shake Squalls body for the rush that went thru his body as his brains finally managed to register the full meaning of that small, so very innocent, sentence.

"..." Squall was speechless and only able to lick his lips quickly as Cloud took his earlobe between his teeth and yanked the flesh gently. He really should be able to handle a comment like that but.. Damn, it was hard to say anything when he was treated like this at the same time. Cloud knew all too well which buttons to press to make Squall an easy prey.

"I really want to fuck with you. Right now. Right here.." Clouds tongue trailed down to Squalls neck from his ear and he felt the teeth nibbling the sensitive skin. Squall felt a little whimper forming in his throat but swallowed it fast. He should at least try to stay calm. At least for few more minutes before his desires would push the sanity out of the way and he would jump onto his boyfriend.

"Oh, really.." Squall smiled, feeling hot inside. It took a massive effort from him to keep his voice even remotely steady. He tried to focus on the flashing screen before him, a scene of brains scattering all over the walls filled his eyes for a moment, but it was hard, so incredibly hard to watch something so uninteresting while Cloud was hovering over his sensitive throat with those soft lips of his.

"Yeah.." Clouds words ghosted over Squalls skin while his fingers had disappeared under Squall's shirt and trailed over the flat stomach. "I want to hear you moan my name.. Over and over again." Cloud rarely spoke out dirty stuff so it was pushing all the right buttons at this very moment as Squall had the habit of getting a bit more excited because of that whenever Cloud graced him with lewd talk. And Cloud was definitely getting better at it. Squall could feel his whole body tensing as the words and fair touches lit his veins slowly in fire. Also this was the first time either of them had expressed a desire for going thru the whole experience. That alone was enough to make Squall pick up his boyfriend and carry him into the bedroom. Or rip off the clothes and do it right here. Anything was fine really.

But it meant that they had a certain decision to make before they would be able to continue with the adventure. Well.. Squall mused turning his head enough to find Clouds grinning face close enough for them to press their lips together for a slow, unhurried kiss that sent their heartbeats up to the roof. There had to be a first to for everything. For him the idea wasn't that offensive now that he was with Cloud. When he had been with Axel for that short time he had been the top. In this relationship he and Cloud were more equals rather than the stereotypes of either one being just top or bottom. If Cloud would want to fuck him then why on earth would Squall say no? There wasn't much he wouldn't do for Cloud anyway.

Squall felt the warmth that was circling inside him to rise up to his cheeks as he pulled Cloud closer to him and deepened the kiss. He plunged his tongue inside to meet its opponent, swirled around it and returned into his own mouth only to pick up Clouds bottom lip between his teeth and suck on it. Squall felt Clouds hot breath on his lips and opened his eyes enough to see the flushed cheeks and fluttering eyelashes. It was so wrong that a guy could have that long lashes. Squall closed his eyes again and gripped onto Cloud harder and buried his face into the blond hair. His heart was about to explode from the joyous feeling he had bottled up inside him.

"Could you hold it in for a moment longer so I can drag you to bed?" Squall breathed into Clouds ear. He knew his restraints wouldn't last very long before he would just peel off the layers of disturbing clothes covering Clouds body.

"I might." Cloud chuckled and pulled away from Squall standing up smiling down at him. "Should I.. Perhaps make the journey worth your while?" Clouds smile turned into a wicked smirk and he started to walk backwards away from Squall sliding his own hands under his t-shirt lifting the hem higher. Squall saw the flat stomach, the finely tuned muscles revealing themselves inch by inch as Cloud slowly made the fabric go higher. When Cloud had reached the door he had managed to drag his shirt over his head and sent the piece of fabric from his hands flying somewhere. He stood there topless for a moment, trailing one finger from his lips down to his throat, then to his chest and finally over his abs and to the buttons on his jeans. Cloud cocked one eyebrow and snapped one button open, staring straight at Squall in the eyes.

Squall smirked and jumped on his feet with his reasons of staying calm flying thru the window and almost ran after Cloud who had disappeared towards their bedroom quite fast. This evening might turn interesting if Cloud was already feeling that playful.

When Squall caught up with his stripping partner had Cloud managed to get rid of his jeans and was sitting on the edge of the bed with just his boxers on. Squall tossed his t-shirt he had ripped off him whilst following the blonds' tracks, from his hands to the corner of their bedroom and strode straight to Cloud. He unbuttoned his jeans and stood still for a moment before he placed one knee on the bed between Cloud's legs. Cloud looked up at him and licked his lips slowly staring straight at Squall daring him to take the first move. That was the last straw. Squall tackled his now grinning boyfriend and pressed the firm, trained body under his own and attacked the moistened lips with such ferocity they nearly clashed teeth together.

Cloud wasn't against this sort of turn of the events as his hands went up the second their bodies connected. Squall felt one set of fingers somewhere between his shoulder blades and one groping his ass. He grinded down his hips and got a satisfactory gasp of pleasure as their erections created friction because his movement. The hand on his ass tightened its hold and pushed down. So, Cloud wanted more? Squall bit down to Clouds bottom lip and sucked it hard while he grinded his hips down more aggressively up and down.

Cloud moaned audibly this time and opened his eyes to look at Squall who had bitten down on his own lip this time just to prevent himself from groaning too loud from the pleasure.

"Squall.. Do it. Fuck me." Cloud whispered. Squall opened his eyes and saw the blond flushed almost fiery red, lips swollen from the nips and tugs, slightly parted and the look that sparkled in the blue depths sent Squalls last remaining bits of sanity sinking down into dark abyss.

"Your wish is my command." Squall replied slightly out of breath and leaned down to kiss the tempting lips, gently this time. Deeply and slowly he kissed the mouth he could never drink enough from. All the gasps of pleasure, all the moans of ecstasy, all the laughter yet to be laughed; he would drink it all and store somewhere inside his heart. Squall felt a small tremor going thru Clouds body. They had obviously been playing these games many times before but had never ventured to the end. Now that the moment had come Squall felt slightly nervous even if he was just as horny as Cloud was. He didn't want to hurt Cloud but as it would be the first time it was inevitable. But there were things to ease the amount of displeasure. They had both done it with to each other with the help of certain liquids and toys so the sensation wouldn't be too much for the receiving end the first time.

Out of habit Squall reached to the night table to grab the lotion they so very handily kept close and laid it somewhere nearer. First they should remove the clothes that still remained on them. Squall broke the kiss to sit up and remove his jeans and boxers before crawling in the middle of their bed next to Cloud. Cloud lay for a moment eyes closed and panting hard before he removed his remaining boxers and tossed them out of the bed.

"So hot." Squall heard Cloud murmuring and looked up in time to see the blond crawling on all fours towards him with an awfully hungry look in his eyes. "I think I will taste you. Right now." And with that said Cloud lowered his head and licked the tip of Squalls erection which was proudly standing up and eager for any kind of touching.

"Aw, shit. Cloud…" Squall groaned and hissed when Cloud took the whole length into his mouth and sucked sloppily. Squall loved that feeling. That wet and hot touch of the lips he so loved and the soft tongue trailing on the heated, hard skin. Squall placed one hand on Clouds neck and twisted few blond strands of hair around his fingers. He felt the pressure Cloud created with his lips to the tip and then trailing kisses under the rigid shaft. It was simply amazing. The sheer sensation of being touched by Cloud and seeing the blond head bobbing up and down on his lap always got Squalls nerves all riled up and he would end up a sopping mess on the bed way too soon.

Squall grit his teeth together when Cloud sucked even harder, feeling the tongue sliding over and over and in the small slit on top of his cock smearing the pre-cum. Then Cloud suddenly let the throbbing dick out from his mouth with a loud POP and gave it one last sloppy lick. Squall exhaled with trembling lips and stopped Cloud before he was getting down again and pulled the man to sit in his lap. Squall opened his legs in v-shape so that Cloud would be perfectly positioned for what he had in mind. Squall placed one hand to Clouds back and pulled their torsos closer. Cloud obliged easily and placed his own hand around Squalls shoulders and leaned his face sitting close to Squall on his knees the legs on both sides of Squalls thighs. Didn't take much for Squall to take the hint and to lean closer as well to enclose their abandoned lips together again in a deep, breathless kiss.

Squall could feel the hot air as they mingled their saliva together in the kiss that sent his mind spinning with more lust. He reached down in between their bodies and slid his fingers over Clouds cock. He felt the blond shuddering as Squalls fingers trailed down the hot surface and up again to spread the pre-cum over the tip. He knew Cloud loved that tickling teasing. Cloud moaned softly in the middle of their kiss and tightened his grip, his hips involuntary responding to the touch by jerking forward. Squall let go of the member in his hands for a moment just to bring his own erection into the hold. This time Cloud let out audible cry as the two dicks rubbed together with the helping pumping of Squalls hand. The wet sound those two body parts made in this state was one those things that excited Squall even more. And the heat he could feel by touching Cloud like this, it was incredible. He could feel it thru his fingers and his palm and thru the stretched skin of his throbbing member. Maybe he was a bit on the pervy side but who cared. Being able to touch Cloud like this was like the best wet dream come true.

Squall put some more pressure into his touch and increased the pace, feeling Clouds member twitching slightly as the blonds abs tightened. Squall felt the pleasure building the pool of ecstasy down in the pit of his groin and changed the tactics. He loosened his fingers and instead let his flat palm stroke the tips of their cocks moving his hand in slow rotating move. Cloud moaned and bit down to Squalls lip but didn't waste much time plunging back deep into the depths of Squalls mouth. Squall returned the feverish kiss with eagerness taking a firm hold of the pulsating members with his hand again. It was so good, so damn good to jerk off like this. He could feel Cloud bucking up his hips to gain more pressure and knew his edge was pretty close. Few more strokes and they both climaxed bodies jerking against each other as the wave of pleasure crashed thru them leaving them panting hard into each others' mouths.

"It's not over yet.." Squall whispered into Clouds ear and felt the man trembling in his embrace. He licked Clouds neck, a faint taste of salt on his tongue, and leaned forward to gently lay his shaking partner on the bed sheets and then crawled up to lay next to him. Seeing Cloud like this all naked and beautiful, out of breath, the pale face flushed, Squall felt his heart clenching and his chest tightening at the sight. He tried to steady his breathing while wrapping his arm over Clouds naked torso and facing him with a pleased smile on his lips. Cloud turned onto his side to face Squall and smiled back.

"I.." Cloud started but hesitated and burrowed his eyebrows. He bit his lip and looked at Squall with slightly embarrassed look. He coughed and smiled. "I guess I'm not that sentimental I could just go and state my feelings out loud so easily even if I wanted to." Cloud had almost an apologetic look upon his face but it disappeared as the man reached behind Squall and pulled a blanket over their bodies and then settled down to look at Squalls face again.

"Well, I might have to lure the words out of you some other way then." Squall smiled and pulled Cloud closer so that their entire bodies were touching again. "Maybe I'll start from somewhere…" Squall trailed his fingers down Clouds spine and to his buttocks. "Somewhere around here?" He gave a small slap to the tight buttock and Cloud flinched in surprise.

"Naughty you.." Cloud narrowed his eyes and leaned forward to place his lips on Squalls neck while trailing one hand behind Squalls back. Squall smiled and inhaled the fragrance emanating from Clouds skin and hair. It was one of those things that could just like that get your head lost in some fluffy clouds or turn your veins to a boiling point. He let his fingers trail along the curve of Clouds buttock and down to the thigh. He took a better hold and lifting Clouds leg Squall led the leg to rest over on his own hip. This of course brought their groins back in contact and a small shudder ran thru both of them for the touch.

Squall let his finger trail back to the round tight ass he so badly wanted to ravish and began to circle the skin lightly with his fingertips. One of those things he had leaned while he and Cloud had been studying about each other was this: Cloud really liked when Squall trailed his fingers gently over the pale skin not really doing much else but just touching ever so gently. Cloud said if Squall would touch his lower back enough long like that it would eventually start sending electric jolts up and about Clouds body which were comparable with small orgasms. Of course Squall had taken the words to his heart and used the information whenever he had the chance. Squall let his fingers wander without hurry from side to side, occasionally making a vertical slide just faintly touching the gap between Clouds butt cheeks. Slowly he felt the body against him turning warmer and Cloud started to fidget slightly in his embrace. Squall smiled, knowing he had managed his task.

Clouds fingers kept tracing their way up and down Squalls back, pressing down time to time to the muscles, sometimes getting high enough to get tangled up into the mass of brown hair. Cloud liked to mess with his hair and Squall had nothing against it as it usually sent a warm pleasing sensation down his body. Clouds breathing had fastened during these small ministrations and the blond was huffing warm air on Squalls neck in increasing speed, the body tensing and flinching whenever Squall trailed over some spot that sent waves of pleasure running wild under the marble skin.

Squall could feel the familiar warmth pooling inside him, gathering to the pit of his stomach and down to his groin. He dipped his fingers into the crack he had been hovering over about and felt a jolt in Clouds body. Squall licked his lips and he removed his touch from Clouds skin reaching up to find the bottle of lube he had left lying somewhere around the pillows. While he searched the bottle Cloud sank his teeth into Squalls neck and sucked the skin hard enough to leave mark. Cloud had a habit of doing that when he got the chance. Not that Squall minded it, not really. He was sickeningly fluffy idiot these days and he blamed his idiot boyfriend for it happily.

Finally Squall found what he was looking for and wiggled the cork open with one hand. He managed to squeeze some lube on his palm and then returned to his original task slicking up his fingers thoroughly. Cloud let out a trembling breath when Squall slid one finger down the crack and onto the puckered flesh pushing in. Cloud pressed closer at that moment to Squall, breathing in quick shallow pants. The blonds' breath was hot on his skin and the heat enveloping his finger was so intense he could actually feel his cock stiffening just by thinking he would be burying himself into that exquisite warmth today. Squall allowed Cloud a moment to adjust to the feeling of being penetrated before he began to move.

Squall wanted nothing more than to make Cloud feel good, to make him a trembling mass of echoes of pure pleasure dripping down the swollen lips and his mind nearly exploding with ecstasy. Squall carefully inserted a second finger. He moved his fingers slowly; pulling them out and then going back in to be sure he wasn't tearing anything by being rash and impatient and coating the insides with the lube thoroughly. When he scissored his fingers Cloud puffed an audible, throaty moan that was yet unheard of before. The blond sounded so lewd like this Squall found himself wishing they had a mirror in the sealing so he could see all the different faces Cloud was making this moment.

When Squall added the third finger Cloud let out such a moan Squall could almost feel his own arousal jerking violently. Cloud rocked his hips up against Squalls and the touch their stiffened cocks created between their stomachs elicited a strangled groan even from Squalls mouth. Squall wanted to take his time with this but try as he might his will to keep himself calm and patient was slowly but surely drifting away from him. So he added the fourth finger and thrust the digits painfully slowly inside few inches. Clouds breath hitched once more and the blond hid his face to Squalls shoulder holding on tight, moaning shamelessly.

"It's enough, Squall. Just do it already. I want you." Cloud panted into Squalls ear and yanked the earlobe with his teeth not all that gently. Enough cue to anyone to stop prepping and get down to the real work.

"You asked for it." Squall smiled gently and removed his fingers and sat up. Cloud inhaled hungrily for air, probably feeling quite empty after the fingers inside him and sat up too his hands propping him up shaking slightly. He ran his hands thru his spiky blond hair and suddenly pulled Squall into a tight hug kissing him fiercely, plunging deep into the brunets' mouth sucking on the tongue he met in the middle almost feverishly. The kiss was so intense Squall almost forgot what he was supposed to do next but as suddenly as Cloud had tackled him the blond let go.

"I love you." Cloud mumbled blushing deepest shade of red before turning his back on Squall who sat there blinking a packet of condoms loosely hanging from his fingers. Squall smiled and coughed, unwrapping one piece of plastic and rolling it over his visibly throbbing cock. He reached for the tube of lube and added a liberate amount of the gel like substance over the rubber clad surface and inhaled deeply.

"On your fours then." Squall mumbled and when Cloud had obeyed he placed himself behind the blond and guided his member to the hole he was about to impale. Squall bit down on his lip, spreading Clouds buttocks lip as he ever so slowly started to push into Cloud. He heard the blond grunting and gasping for air as the length went more and more in agonizingly slowly. After excruciatingly slow moves and minutes later Squall had sheathed himself fully inside. He was gasping for air the same way as Cloud was. The heat was so immense, so burning and tight, it consumed him so wholly Squall felt like he was being boiled alive. Alone these sensations could have sent Squall over the edge again but he leaned over Clouds bent back and kissed the tense shoulder blade. "I love you too." He whispered softly and felt to his relief Cloud to relax tremendously.

Squall began to retract slowly almost to the point of pulling out completely but just before doing so he pushed in just an inch or two and then retracted again. Repeating this in slow motion created such amount of pleasure just to himself Squall was on the edge of letting out rather obscene moans. Just so and so he managed to muffle his voice by gritting his teeth together and breathing in sharp gasps. When Squall heard Cloud letting out an lecherous moan he began to thrust inside just a little bit more with each thrust, working his way deeper in smooth rhythmical moves that made Cloud let out such noises Squall never thought possible to fall out from those lips. Finally he was at the hilt buried back inside and by then Squall knew Cloud was accustomed to the penetrating cock inside him as the blond was arching his back and thrusting his hips to meet Squalls.

Squall grinned to himself between his thrusts and took a firmer hold of Clouds hips. Then he pulled out and slammed back inside as deep as he could. Cloud cried out and dropped his head to the mattress leaning to his elbows now. The amount of pleasure was so intense Squall wanted to pound fast and hard to relieve his ecstasy but tried to control his urges for a little while longer before he would give into his carnal desires. He reached down and wrapped his fingers around Clouds profusely leaking cock and pumped in sync with his thrusts. Cloud contracted around his own dick and they both let out a moan of deepest pleasure.

"Come on Squall, fuck me hard. Now!" Cloud suddenly groaned hoarsely and pushed his ass backwards to make Squall sink in just a bit deeper. Squall needed no other command and spread the buttocks in front of him wider and began to pound relentlessly in trying to find that one specific spot that would make the blonds toes curl and mind see white spots. Cloud shuddered violently and let out a moan against the sheets almost reaching his climax a trickle of saliva leaking from the corner of his open mouth.

"Yeah, you like that, huh? Found your sweet spot, did I?" Squall grit his teeth and sank his cock once again so deep Clouds legs almost gave out and he whimpered into the mattress under him. Squall could feel the blond tightening around him and it was working him towards his own end extremely fast. Squall reached down to stroke Clouds throbbing cock into his hand, pumping it up and down the hard flesh hard, the slick sound echoing along with the grunts and moans they both were letting out and rammed himself into Clouds ass so hard he thought he would end up breaking his boyfriend in the process.

He could almost feel the bundle of nerves he was hitting inside Cloud though he didn't need that to know he was doing things right. Cloud was now the trembling mess Squall had wanted to make him, whispering his name over and over again eyes closed and muscles tightening with every contacting push. The fiery warmth was pooling inside Squall rapidly and traveling to seek its exit from his pulsating member inside Cloud. Squall could feel the cock in his hand swelling and stiffening, the walls around his own member sucking him further in and knew Cloud wasn't far from his happy end.

"Nha-ah! Ah! Nhhaa…! Squall!" Cloud had pressed his face to the mattress and was yelping in muffles gasps. Squall gritted his teeth seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, his heartbeat hitting dangerous speed probably. It took few more thrusts before the climax reached him, white light erupting into blazing fire display before his closed eyelids and he let out a strangled, loud moan feeling Cloud ejaculating a moment later into his hand and trembling all over violently.

Squall nearly collapsed at that moment but had the sense of pulling out of Cloud before slumped next to his panting and quivering partner. He kept his eyes closed and tried to even his breathing when he felt a warm arm landing over his chest and Cloud turning his sweaty and flushed face to looking exhausted but exhilarated.

" I'm not walking tomorrow. No way." Cloud groaned but smiled closing his eyes steadying his breathing. "Next time you're gonna take it." A wicked, if a bit tired smile spread onto the blonds lips and he sneaked a peek at Squall.

"Perv." Squall snorted and heaved himself up so he could place a kiss to the salty forehead. "I'd like to see you top my performance." He reached down to his softening cock and carefully removed the condom and throwing it into the trash basket and flopped down next to Cloud.

"Oh, I'll make you scream my name." Cloud retorted amused. "But not now, I'm old and tired and want to cuddle. Deal with it." Cloud rolled onto his side and wrapped his arm around Squalls waist, pulling their bodies together, blissfully ignoring the mess they had made on the sheets and the fact they could've used a shower before indulging themselves into the pleasurable aftermath. Squall just smiled returning the embrace.

A/N

Well, I do hope it was coherent.. One hopes you get your dirty little kicks out of it too. I've been putting off writing this part for six torturous years! Was it worth the wait? For me, it was.

The story continues still, no worries.