IM SO SORRY GUYS
IM SO SO SORRY
(Hi Whovians)
Okay so yea I'm really sorry but the reasons I've been out so long are:
1) I keep cringing at my previous chapters. I guess I matured a lot or had a lot of views changed within the past months but I mean they're terrible. V ew.
2) I spend most of my time coming up with the story. I like to daydream to music a lot and I was like oh, we can make Lucifa a song god and then within all these months with all these songs I literally thought up 5 other stories with crossovers to Black Butler and Lucifia x Sebastian and now it's my own OTP and
Yea don't judge me
Without further a-do, here's the new chapter!
Disclaimer: I'm not Mashima
After Lucy's and the others were settled down on her comfy bed did they finally function other than tears and comfort words. It was quite nice, they all laid down on the mattress and slept, accidently through the day. Ha.
Lucy was the first to wake up in the arms of two men. Shit, it's dark outside. As careful as she could be, the untangled herself and walked towards her kitchen to make some tea. While she slept instead of being in fantasy land she didn't dream at all, it was just a dark, empty, beautiful place of the first peace she had since that day in the guild.
Despite her efforts, salmon and ginger heads popped up behind her. Loke's bed hair was really cute, she was used to Natsu's.
"You two look cute."
"Take a look in the mirror, princess."
The mage took a few steps towards her body mirror and what she saw was a messy bun with her crop top all messed up and her skirt… was all the way rolled up. Dammit!
Then the two boys stood behind her making teasing poses. Sexual harassment at its finest.
Lucy's face turned red with anger, and she went on her trademark rampage. She then stopped remembering the tea she made.
"I can see why Natsu cuddles you every night, your bed is heaven." Loke teased, earning a bushing Lucy and an agreeing Natsu.
"Oh yea, you should see this picture I took of you three."
The trio's heads spun 180 to see a redhead and an ice princess.
"Whaa!"
"You know Luce, Natsu's right. You should keep your window locked. It was too easy." Elsa commented, sounding too familiar.
"This is absurd, it's like- the middle of night. Why are you guys here?" Lucy questioned. Honestly she should be getting used to this.
"To sleep here. It's truly heaven." Ezra answered, suddenly fixing Lucy's skirt.
"Isn't it?" Loke added.
"Bakas!" Lucy cried.
"Could you make me some tea too?" Gray asked. To be truly honest he looked fine as hell with that messy hair and no shirt on (obviously.)
"Me too?" Erza asked, eyes already sparkling with pictures of sweet tea.
"And me?-"
"Ya know what just forget I'm making everyone tea there." Lucy stated, sighing in defeat.
Every little demon (everyone in the room except Lucy) smiled as if they were 5 year old children getting a new toy.
Everyone knew Lucy made really good tea.
In the morning Erza and Gray left before Lucy, Leo, or Natsu woke up.
Natsu woke up soon after however, and stared down at the beautiful girl in his arms, then he remembered the stories she told.
Natsu's whole world changed. His view of Lucy was entirely different. That poor girl. He felt pity that soon converted into intense anger. He wanted to kill whoever did this to Lucy! He kept his anger to himself.
*back to yesterday after Lucy told the story of her mom's death*
Natsu gently held the crying girl in his arms, whom he was carrying back to her apartment, Leo trailing behind them.
Lucy missed Ceona so terribly bad! It was all my fault! I wasn't strong enough to save Layla! She kept sobbing in Natsu's arms. Endless tears falling from those sad eyes. It didn't help that she was making a scene in public. After a while, her tears began to dry up.
"Hey- Hey Natsu? Leo?" Lucy sniffled.
"Yea Luce?"
"Please… don't tell anybody this. I don't want you guys to feel bad. You guys already did enough for me."
"Nonsense! We're Nakama! We're always here for you!"
But I'm never of help to them.
Lucy just weakly smiled, for Natsu. On the inside the flame of self-hate flickered. She just kept it to herself…
Erza and Mirajane were chit chatting at the bar, their topic being Lucy. Lucy came to the guild every so often but never went of missions for obvious reasons. Luckily, Leo agreed to go out on missions for her rent money. But back to Erza's and Mirajane's conversation…
"Mirajane, what do you think of Lucy nowadays?" Erza asked, setting her cheesecake down on the bar.
"Well, she's sweet, kind, and beautiful. She's the strongest celestial mage, so she's pretty powerful." Mirajane answered, trying to avoid the real answer of Erza's question.
Of course, there's no use.
"You know what I mean." Erza countered. Mirajane sighed and stopped shining glasses to walk to the end of the bar where Erza was sitting.
"I feel so bad for Lucy, but there's nothing we can do! She's acting funny too- whenever she comes to the guild. I personally want to keep a safe distance, but she's my Nakama, so I'll go near her I have too. It's not Lucy's fault, anyway. But you know I don't like talking about my friends behind their backs."
Erza stopped for a second to digest what she said and form her opinions, before she turned in her seat.
"Oi! Natsu!" Erza called.
"What?! Natsu hollered.
"Don't question me! Get your ass over here!" Mirajane took a step back, then returned to shining glasses.
Natsu left Lucy (they were eating at a table) and hightailed to the redhead demon.
"Y-Yes Erza?"
"What do you think about her?"
"About who?"
"Lucy, dimwit."
"Oh, Lucy…" Natsu trailed. He thought back to that day when Lucy sobbed in his arms, asking him not to tell anyone. He made a promise.
"Lucy is going through something, I don't know what it is, but she's Lucy! She'll get through it! She always does!"
"Hmph. Interesting." Erza commented, taking a bite of her cheesecake.
"Erza-san, don't tell me you think this is Lucy's fault." Natsu asked, Mirajane asking the same question in her head.
"No… yes… I don't know. I feel like there's something she's not telling us, on purpose."
Well damn Erza, you're pretty accurate, Natsu thought.
"How could you be going against Lucy-san! This is totally not her fault!" Sweet Mirajane retorted, joining in on the conversation once again.
"Well there's something she's not telling us!" Erza yelled, suddenly standing up and slamming her hands on the bar. She was overwhelmed. She loved Lucy, don't get her wrong. And these two were making her feel like a villain!
Everyone in the guild turned their heads towards the scene. Lucy stood up, sighed, and walked out. See, there's another thing she hasn't told anyone.
Her senses became more strong. She had perfect eyesight, and could target people. She could hear far away, and smell a pastry dish from across the city. Her sense of taste and touch are stronger too. She can feel the little bumps in the paper that nobody knew of. She could taste the salt of the sea a city away from the beach. Her senses become stronger each time
"Lucy, wait!" Natsu yelled, chasing after the celestial mage. She just ran faster, and it almost seemed to Natsu, speed dramatically increased?
Erza followed Natsu, also questioning the girl's speed.
Natsu could hear the whimpers of the crying girl.
"Everybody hates me!"