Merry Christmas everyone, yes, I took time, I was busy, also, I'm just trying to find a good end for this story, and...I don't find one. But perhaps it will appear in my mind.
~I won't change myself~
Part 4: Changes?
"Natsuki? Are you alright? You're looking very pale." Reito asked with a worried voice while the latter lost off balance by the information she had just heard. She felt an arm grab her waist firmly. She turned and saw that it was Shizuru. Various feelings crossed her, her love for this woman, the pain for having a broken heart, and anger when she thought about that baby she had lost. She freed herself to that touch that seemed to disgust her, and she said dryly:
"Do not touch me again Viola! Never!" The so-called was disturbed by the coldness and distance of tone, but she obeyed to the order.
"Shizuru, what's going on here?" Reito asked when he noticed the hostility of his girlfriend towards Viola.
"First of all, I'm not your sister; we are not even blood-related." The man smirked, and added:
"But when you're going to marry my sister, we will form one big family." Kuga escaped of her stupor when she heard this information. She could not bear to go out with Shizuru's brother or relative that would mean, she will constantly see that person, and she promised herself to never meet her. And if they were real brother and sister, she would have broken up with Reito.
"Marrying your sister?" The bluenette snorted while Viola winced, she really had to control herself with women, or to keep them away.
"Yes, they are betrothed since birth; and above all, they are really in love, also, I heard some strange noises, a few weeks ago in my sister's room. "Natsuki laughed coldly, she pitied that poor woman who will marry that womanizer, she was not lucky. She would live a horrible marriage, without love and faithfulness.
"No, there is nothing between your sister and me, it was just...sex, well…one time, and nothing more. And she was the one she who had jumped me, I told her that there would be no future together; I even stop the engagement between us. "
"You have no shame, you still the same." Natsuki sighed.
"What? What's that supposed to mean?" Kanzaki asked.
"Reito? Can we go now? I know you need some people." The bluenette tried to change the subject; she grabbed the Reito's arm while the man seemed more irritated by what had just said Shizuru. Yes, she lied about having sex with Mikoto, although it was stupid and childish. She did not recognize herself, but she only just wanted to make her ex-girlfriend jealous, and it did not seem working, because, in the end, she was jealous of Reito, when he received a tender kiss on the cheek and a smile. The doctor seemed to calm down, but it was without further intervention by the chestnut, which would not let the couple go as if it were nonexistent. She hated that, and it was a first for her this kind of feeling.
"You dare tell me that I am still the same, yet you also lying with me, like the others. Do you love me? Perhaps, it was only my body. Oh, kannin na ... maybe your beloved do not know you're in love with me, and that we had a lot of fun together? And forget me; thou hast cast on you Reito? "The couple stopped abruptly. And without her noticing, Shizuru's cheek was burning by the slap that Kuga gave her.
"How dare you say such horrors? You are really miserable Shizuru, I do not even know why I could fall in love with you in the past; you are such a horrible person who only care about herself. But now you're nothing to me, just a bad memory. I will leave you to harm my relationship with Reito. "The man stayed stunned, he had difficulty to digest the information he had just heard. Learning that his girlfriend was with her sister's fiancée, and she had many women than Kuga, was a shock. Then he remembered all that Natsuki had confessed about her previous relationship, he saw how she was bruised and hurt, it was difficult to trust him, but she had always been honest. Kanzaki turned and abruptly pushed Shizuru from her girlfriend; Viola staggered back and fell to the ground.
"If you were a man, I will punch you because you deserve it. You better leave her alone when she Natsuki asks you. Contrary to what you think, our relationship is more stable and real as the one you had with Natsuki. You've never loved her, and although I am sad that she has suffered so much, I would treat better than you've never done. Although what you say would not separate us. It only makes you even more, pathetic than you are." The couple went away while Shizuru gave punch the floor, and she winced, not physically in pain, but it was her heart that was hurt.
"Shizuru? What are you doing on the floor? "The named looked up and saw his best friend Takeda, she invited him to the party because he begged her. And now, she did not know what to do.
A few minutes later.
"It's Natsuki there? Wow, holy cow! She's smoking hot and wow her body; and curves. How could you let her go? I will myself clinging to her." Takeda whistled almost drooling when his friend saw red.
"Do not look at her like that, or I will kill you!" Viola said angrily, she gave a furious kick to the back of the knee of his friend who bent forward, and moaned in pain.
"Oh, it will be a slaughter. And I'm not the only one looking at her; so stop being jealous and angry. Also, you can not burn Kanzaki with your eyes."
"I did not do ... okay ... I'm jealous ... and I'm not usually ...like this..."
"But you're human and it's great! You can not always be polygamous. It is necessary that you stay with someone. It's the life. With babies and family." The man with the green hair remarked with a smirk.
"You're right ... I ..., you will be surprised…but…I have no idea what to do…could help me make amends with Natsuki, I will be eternally grateful to you. I'll help you for everything you want. " The intersex asked shyly. His friend seemed to be in shock, and when turned to his, he hurt his neck.
"What! You? A professional with women? You ask me advise to seduce a woman? Me?" Takeda questioned incredulous, while his friend was equally surprised to such a request, however, she could not act her way, and she would have no chance of regaining the heart of her Natsuki.
"Yes, and do not shout, everyone is watching us, I am hopeless and desperate to make amends with Natsuki. I do not think I was a bad person, but I do mistakes without realizing ... please ... help me ... what should I do to win her back to my life? I do not think sex helps in our case. Even though it's extremely important. " The Kyoto Ben woman begged, his roommate felt the pain of the young woman and sighed.
"Alright, Alright, doctor love Masashi will help you. It's true that sex is not everything."
"But it's still important." Viola added under the disapproving look of her friend.
"Yes, and you saw the result. The woman you love is with another man. And they look very happy opposed his roommate. He was absolutely right. "But unlike you, I am not an expert in women. So I do not know how I can help you ... "
"You had how many girlfriends? " The beauty with rubies asked, and her interlocutor was blushing with shame.
"Three? Not with that two of my childhood, it's not much."
"And how long were you with them?"
"The first? It was in high school. Four years, and the second, a year and a half."
"I have never had a girlfriend. So I do not know how to behave or act, I don't know what I should do, so... I am a complete novice ... with love and feelings…I don't want to mess up again…"
"Really?" Masashi inquired incredulously while his friend nodded.
"The lovers so I've had, but I've never been in love until today. And I realize that when you lose something you really care,it made you realize how important it was ... "Viola confessed, biting inside of her mouth.
"Then I'll help you! And in exchange, you could help me with that woman who works for your father, his secretary? "Shizuru laughed and smiled:
"I did not know you liked Rena."
"She is too beautiful and sexy. But I have no chance; I know she loves men more charismatic than me. You'd be more her type. "
"Ok. I will help you. But first, you begin with me. "Masashi shook hands with his roommate who agreed to help each other.
"Okay, so the first thing to do is not to act as you have done previously. Don't be a jerk. Stop seeing others women. Natsuki is the only one you want. You have to apologize without apologizing. "The beauty with ruby frowned. What was this supposed to mean?
"What?"
"Instead of acting like a man without brain and only with a penis, stop proclaiming that Natsuki is yours, she is not. She's not your possession, and you should be forgiven if you show you respect her, show her that you're sorry and that she is important to you, but without too much bother, otherwise you to lose forever. "
"Since when you are so clever? Did you read the magazine of your mother?"
"If you are rude, I won't help you." Takeda scoffed and crossed his arms.
"Sorry. I'm sorry. Forget what I have said. And how am I doing to show that Natsuki is important to me?" Shizuru asked which was more lost than before.
"You've got to prove that you changed, and really change, especially for her, but also for yourself. And you need to apology, but without saying about your one night stand, you're wrong and most important, give her gifts."
"Natsuki is not venal." The chestnut intersex protested.
"I did not say to pay her whatever she asked! Or buy her forgiveness. She will push you, and she probably rejects your gifts, she may even sway over you. "
"So I have to give presents, even if I know she will necessarily reject them?" The honey-haired woman squealed, so how she will win her heart?
"You just need to give small gifts, flowers, chocolates, perfume, show that you think about her and more important, that it is you who have chosen them."
"Damn, it is complicated a woman ..."
"You're in a far as I know. Well…not entirely." Takeda laughed to his own jokes, and his roommate rolled her eyes.
"Yes, but I am less complicated."
"Then marry you to yourself if you love you so much. And you will see your beloved's arm Reito and have his children. "Shizuru winced, and she watched the bluenette, she was so stunning…and these hands that touch her back make her furious. No, she was not going to give up, she was finally going to do what she had never wanted to do for someone, except for Kuga: she wanted to change.