I'm not calling the hiatus officially over but this is more of a break in the hiatus. When I'm not behind I'll write and if I finish anything I'll post it. You guys are all amazing and so understanding and I totally love you. :)
Disclaimer: I do not own Gossip Girl or its characters
Rated: T mostly for language.
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Blair crossed her arms over her chest and allowed the sobs to rack her body as Chuck disappeared from her sight. She stayed there crying in the rain until she felt a pair of arms wrap around her.
Marcus wasn't even thinking when he ran out of the helicopter towards a crying Blair, she was in pain. So he ran to her and wrapped his arms around her.
At first Blair was scared, it was Marcus, he must be angry with her, but then she realized how gently the hands were holding her, almost as if they were cradling her.
"Shhh, Blair its okay," He said softly. He continued to hold her there for what might have been minutes or hours, neither knew for sure, before suddenly and unexpectedly she collapsed in his arms still crying. Marcus picked her up and carried her over to the helicopter which would be taking them to the main plane.
Marcus continued to hold her in the helicopter, both of them soaked. He bent over and placed a kiss on her forehead and Blair didn't stop him but she did glare at him.
"Please don't be like this." Marcus said quietly. Blair had finally stopped crying, yet she was still looking at him as though she wanted him dead. He was starting to think that she wasn't going to respond, but when she did, he would have rather she hadn't.
"And how would you want me to be Marcus. Happy? Happy, that you blackmailed me into marrying you? Happy that I just said goodbye for the last time to the man I love?" Blair was sitting up by this time and now she was screaming. Marcus reached out to touch her face and Blair smacked his arm away. "No Marcus, I'm not happy, I'm miserable. I have to spend the rest of my life married to a man I hate." She was in her own seat now, fastening herself in.
Marcus couldn't prevent the hurt from showing on his face, but he tried to remain calm. "I'm sorry that you feel that way Blair . . ." but Blair interrupted him.
"Didn't you hear me? I HATE YOU!" Blair yelled.
Marcus couldn't take it anymore, he had fallen head over heels for this girl and was willing to do almost anything for her; but she was screaming at him, saying that she hated him. So he snapped. "You know what Blair," he said getting in her face, making her eyes go wide with shock at Marcus's sudden and violent response. "I. Don't. Care." She didn't say a word and he continued. "Didn't you hear me? I don't care how you feel. You don't want to be happy? FINE. You are only hurting yourself. You are my wife whether you like it or not and you might as well get use to it." He backed away from her. When he saw the look on her face he wanted to take it all back, every word. Worse he wanted to kill himself because she was obviously petrified of him and after the way he had treated her she had every right to be. But he didn't want that, he just wanted her to be happy with him; that's all. Of course he cared. But it was too late so he did damage control as best he could. Marcus softened his voice and moved slowly to where Blair was practically cowering in her seat with her back against the window. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that Blair."
But Blair turned her body away from him and looked instead out the window at her beloved NYC. Perhaps for the last time, who knew if Marcus really would allow her to visit. He had made it perfectly clear just then that she was no more than his property.
"Blair please look at me." with no response he continued. "Blair don't be afraid of me please. I . . . I love you." He said quietly.
After a minute of sitting close to Blair, watching her, wanting nothing more for her to just look at him in that moment, Marcus sighed and faced forward. He couldn't help but think that he had just pushed Blair even further away and what was he thinking saying those words out loud to her. She obviously didn't feel them in return and saying them would just give her more power over him. But he couldn't bring himself to regret the words. He meant them he really did and whether she liked it or not, he needed her to know
The helicopter landed and they moved over to the private jet. Marcus moved close to Blair as they were walking over, continually trying to talk to her but she wasn't even listening to the words coming out of his mouth. As they were walking up the plane steps, Blair said curtly, "I'm changing clothes, I'm tired of being cold and wet." Before continuing into the plane, grabbing her suitcase, and heading to the bathroom.
In the bathroom as she was changing, Blair heard something fall to the floor. It was the i-pod Chuck had handed to her. She had almost forgotten about it. Once, she had changed she sat down in a seat on the plane as far away from where Marcus was sitting as possible, got out her head phones and started exploring the i-pod from Chuck.
Blair knew Chuck well enough to know that he wouldn't just give her an i-pod for the sake of giving her an I-pod. No, there was something on this i-pod she just had to find it. She looked at the song list, there were thousands. So she kept looking on the i-pod until she found it. There was only one playlist other than the default ones. A playlist called Always Have, Always Will. Blair clicked it immediately and a song list came up.
Blair looked through the song list but she didn't recognize a single name. The Beginning, You Sure, Role Reversal? None of these made any sense and every single one had an intro. She clicked on the first title, it was labeled Start Here. She was surprised when she heard Chuck's voice.
"Blair, if you are listening to this I am so sorry, I failed you in so many ways if you are actually hearing me right now. Now enough of that, that isn't what this playlist is about; it's about us; our story. So sit back, relax, and enjoy the ride." Blair couldn't help but smile, what had Chuck done? The track switched to the Intro to The Beginning and she heard Chuck's voice once more.
"I could never in my life manage to forget this song. It was a wild night at Victrola and this girl that I had always thought was the perfect lady got up on stage and danced. If I could pinpoint the moment that it happened I would say that this is the moment that I fell in love with you. " Blair still wasn't quite sure where this was going, then she heard the notes of the song. It was Stripper by the Sohodolls but Chuck was the one singing.
Well
Anna you're late
And Maya, I'm here.
The boys in the
band,
Decide to appear.
We walk through the door
Savor the
air.
The girls on the floor,
I've come here to stare.
We've
come here to stare.
Yeah
Don't touch the girls,
Don't
kiss the girls,
I have the right to pull the girls.
Get in a
fight,
On every night,
The scratches, the bruises and the
bites.
But I wanna touch,
And I wanna kiss,
And if you say
no then I will persist,
With you tonight,
You'll make it
right.
You know that you're wetting my appetite.
You
can call me x,
You can call me y,
You can call me z,
You can
come and try.
Come and try.
Don't know what you think
you're doing to me,
(Hey! Stripper, Hey! Stripper)
Don't know
what you see its getting to me,
(Hey! Stripper, Hey! I wanna be
your mister)
Na na, Na na, Na na, Na na, Na
Na na, Na na, Na
na, Na na, Na
Na na, Na na, Na na, Na na, Na
Na na, Na na, Na
na, Na na, Na
Blair remembered that night perfectly. Sure she had been drunk but the entire time she had been on stage her entire body had been tingling with excitement. She had been free and even dare she say it happy.
Like
you're perfume,
Your skin is smooth.
The way you move,
I'm
in the mood.
Tease the crowd,
Please the crowd,
I'm boiling
I want you to see me now.
You get me girl,
When you're nervous
well,
And when your hand is in the thong.
You may be right,
I
close them tight,
You're saving the best for me tonight.
You
can call me x,
You can call me y,
You can call me z,
You can
come and try.
Come and try.
Don't know what you think
you're doing to me,
(Hey! Stripper, Hey! Stripper)
Don't know
what you see its getting to me,
(Hey! Stripper, Hey! I wanna be
your mister)
Na na, Na na, Na na, Na na, Na
Na na, Na na, Na
na, Na na, Na
Na na, Na na, Na na, Na na, Na
Na na, Na na, Na
na, Na na, Na
She remembered the entire experience as though it were yesterday. The lights, the other girls, and most of all Chuck's eyes. He watched her every move. Blair remembered him toasting her because she had proved him wrong. She hadn't been anywhere near in love with him at this point. But he was one of her best friends and looking back now she could see that that is where it happened for him. Where he realized that he cared about her as more than a friend and more than all of those other girls he toyed with.
I've
come to stare,
I've come to stare,
You like me to stare?
I
like your underwear.
I've come to stare,
I've come to
stare,
You like me to stare?
I am a voyeur.
Don't know
what you think you're doing to me,
(Hey! Stripper, Hey!
Stripper)
Don't know what you see its getting to me,
(Hey!
Stripper, Hey! I wanna be your mister)
Blair turned more towards the window. She knew that if Chuck had done what she thought he had then she was going to be going through a rollercoaster of emotions and some of them were going to be very happy. She wanted to make damn sure that Marcus didn't think that any of those happy emotions were for him.
Blair was anticipating the next song. She knew what it was going to be. The title You Sure made perfect since now. "When you danced on that stage that night I was more in awe of you then I ever thought I could be. Then in the limo you kissed me. You were the first and only girl I have ever asked if they were sure. I didn't want to mess things up with you."
As the music of With Me filled her ears Blair let herself go back to that night, except this time it was Chuck's voice singing those words to her. This song had been playing on the radio in the limo the night that she had lost her virginity to Chuck. Listening to these words now; knowing how Chuck felt about her even then; it made them mean so much more.
I
don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing,
without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
Through it
all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these
words.
She remembered how she felt that night in the car. She felt wanted, desired, appreciated; all things that she hadn't been feeling from Nate for a very long time. She loved the way it felt; almost like it was a drug.
I
want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These
words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.
That's why she thanked Chuck for ride home. She thought maybe just maybe he would say something to make her feel like that again and he did. You looked amazing up there tonight.
Thoughts
read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to
the ground.
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
All the
streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come
to an end.
He had fed the thing inside of her that needed to be wanted, desired, appreciated. Wanting more of the feeling she moved closer to him. Her eyes telling him to close the distance he had and she had kissed him.
I
want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These
words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.
Blair remembered how passionate the kiss had been. It was the first kiss she had ever received that made her feel desired. So when he had asked her "You Sure" she had fed the hunger and responded. It was so good to feel wanted.
In
front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know
what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from
the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.
(What you will find, what you will find, what you will find.)
I
don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing
without you.
Blair recalled the way that Chuck had pulled her to him, pressed his body against hers, communicated to her that he wanted her. Blair had allowed herself to be completely engulfed by him, by the moment. They had flipped and twisted in the limo, kissing each other passionately. She remembered Chuck putting on protection before he entered her. She had tried to stop him; she had been impatient but he had shot her a look and said "I won't risk putting you through that."
I
want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These
words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let (go).
I
want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These
words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.
Those words were still echoing through her ears as she heard Chuck begin to speak again. "I still feel that way you know." The voice recording was husky; Blair could tell that Chuck was emotional. "The next song is a little funnier. I remember pulling up next to you the day after while I was listening to this in my limo. This song had always been the way I thought of girls so I thought that maybe if I listened to it; I could make myself think of you like that. Instead it turned out that everything was the opposite. You wanted to forget that night and I wanted a relationship." Blair knew the song before he started singing and after his explanation she knew exactly why he had titled the chapter Role Reversal.
We're
best friends
We hold hands
We're in love
You're my man
Darling, no
That's not me
I'm a ghost
In the
sheets
Blair almost laughed at Chuck doing the voices in the first part of the song. Remembering that she had been to confession that morning just made her want to laugh harder.
Well
is there something that you like about her?
Yes. I like the way
that her body bends in half.
And is there something that you love
about her?
No. There ain't a woman in this world I wont' let go.
That was suppose to be Chuck's philosophy, use 'em and lose 'em, and that had been exactly what she had wanted him to do to her. Ignore her, pretend like it never happened. But she had been the one exception to his rule.
Come
on baby,
We get along
Please don't just spoil it
Don't
steer us wrong
Let's get together
And get it on
Let's get
those clothes off
Before I'm gone
You talk about me like
you own me
Baby, that's not fair
I told you that I had
somebody else
You did not care
And now you're talking on the
phone
You're telling all of your friends:
"We love each other!" (x8)
Chuck had invited her to breakfast that morning, BREAKFAST! Chuck never wanted to see a girl again after she had been in his bed yet he wanted to sit through an entire meal with her. She had been such a stupid little girl. All she wanted was Nate while Chuck was there begging her to even share a meal with him.
Well
is there something that you wanted from her?
Yes. I want her
legs, her body and her cash.
And is there something that you
needed from her?
No. And if she's playing hard to get, I'm out
the door.
She had been mean to him pushed him away and what had he done? He had gone off and bought the necklace that she had put on hold for Eleanor or Nate to buy for her. It had been her favorite piece that she picked out and she didn't actually think that she was going to get it because it was pricey even for her.
Oh
no, baby
Don't say it's true
Please say you love me
Like
I love you
Come
on baby,
We get along
One week of danger
Is not very long
Let's get together
And get it on
Let's get those clothes
off
Before I'm gone
This of course caused her to think about that evening. Chuck had admitted for perhaps the first time in his life that he had feelings for a girl. That she meant more to him than a one night stand. Sure he had made that awful bet with her and snapped back at her but he was also the one who comforted her when Nate hadn't shown up. He had told her that she was beautiful. He was the first person to ever really make her feel that way.
You
talk about me like you own me
Baby, that's not fair
I told
you that I had somebody else
You did not care
And now you're
trying to make me out
To be some kind of a square
You're
talking on the telephone
You're telling all of your friends:
"We love each other!" (x8)
Blair wasn't sure how such a funny song as One Week of Danger had left her in such a somber mood but she was excited to see what the title Sneaking Around was referring to. "So this song is one that sticks out particularly in my mind. If you remember, it was the first time that you had ever mentioned anything about us being more that just friends with benefits. At the time I went with you when you said that I didn't want people to know either but right then, I would have traded Nate for you in a heart beat."
I'm
walking on the southern street, get to the river 'fore it runs too
low.
I'm walking on the southern street, get to the river 'fore
it runs too low.
Old
gypsy woman spoke to me, lips stained red from a bottle of wine.
Old
gypsy woman spoke to me, lips stained red from a bottle of wine.
"The
one that you are looking for, you're not gonna find her here."
"The
one that you are looking for, you're not gonna find her here,
here."
At first she didn't really recognize the song. It's not the type that they normally listened to but suddenly something triggered in her mind and she remembered that this was the song that had been playing the day before Cotillion when she and Chuck had been in her room in the midst of foreplay when Nate had interrupted. You're A Wolf was the name of the song. She couldn't help but think back to the way in which Chuck had suggested that together they could be more than what they were apart. That she would be more than an accessory on him.
I'm
runnin' on the northeast street, get to the ocean 'fore it runs
too low.
I'm runnin' on the northeast street, get to the ocean
'fore it runs too low,
Get to the ocean 'fore it runs too
low.
"The one that you are looking for, you're not gonna find
her here."
"The one that you are looking for, you're not
gonna find her here, here."
Old gypsy woman spoke to me,
said, "You're a wolf, boy, get out of this town."
Old gypsy
woman spoke to me, said, "You're a wolf, boy, get out of this
town."
"You're a wolf, boy, get out of this town."
"You're
a wolf, boy, get out of this town."
"You're a wolf."
"You're
a wolf."
"You're a wolf."
"You're a wolf."
Chuck may have recorded the song because it was the prefect summation of their period of sneaking around but for her the song meant even more. This was the first time that she had considered the possibility of what they were turning into an actual relationship. The song was short and soon enough she heard Chuck's voice again in the intro to Losing Control.
"Now we have come to the part in our story in which I start screwing up. The Debutante Ball. I was so bent on keeping you that I plotted and schemed to do it. I tried everything in my power to make sure that I didn't lose you to Nate. But of course you being you and knowing me as well as you do you figured out what I had done and told me that we were through. Looking back now it is almost funny to me that I was so terrified of losing you that I couldn't see that I was the one pushing you away. This playlist isn't just about our good memories, it is about everything, our entire story. So here is the point where I lost control."
We'd
be so less fragile
If we're made from metal
And our hearts from
iron
And our minds from steel
And if we built an armor
For
our tender bodies
Could we love each other
Would we stop to
feel
And
you want three wishes:
One to fly the heavens
One to swim like
fishes
And then one you're saving for a rainy day
If your lover
ever takes her love away
Ooh ooh ooh
Blair loved what he had done to the song. It sounded so dark and husky as he was singing it in his low voice. She of course remembered this song. It was the song Chuck cued right after Nate had been thrown out.
You
say you want to know her like a lover
And undo her damage, she'll
be new again
Soon you'll find that if you try to save her
It
will lose her anger
You will never win
And you want three
wishes:
You want never bitter
And all delicious
And then one
you're saving for a rainy day
If your lover ever takes her love
away
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
When Chuck had cued the music, she recalled walking over to him. He started dancing with her and she hadn't stopped him. She had been looking for Nate and as soon as he told her Nate had been thrown out she had known exactly what he had done. She had immediately told Chuck that they were done. Now looking back she should have realized then that he only did it because he loved her so much that he didn't want to lose her.
And
you want three wishes:
One to fly the heavens
One to swim like
fishes
You want never bitter
And all delicious
And a clean
conscience
And all it's blisses
You want one true lover with a
thousand kisses
You want soft and gentle and never vicious
And
then one you're saving for a rainy day
If your lover ever takes
her love away
Blair could almost feel her memories as she remembered how he had tried to pull her back, to kiss her, and she had run away. It was one memory that still stung in her mind because she couldn't help but wonder what if she had stayed with Chuck then? Chuck's intro to Losing You came quickly and she didn't have to be told the real name of the song, it would be Apologize because that was the song that had been playing over the ballroom sound system when she and Nate had slept together.
"So Blair there is something I have to confess before this next song, I saw you and Nate that night at the Cotillion. I followed you out of the ballroom and watched from the stairs as you pulled him into the bedroom. I'm sorry I never told you but that's why I left for Monaco. That was the moment that I didn't just know that I wanted you but that I was genuinely in love with you."
I'm
holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm
hearing what you say
But I just can't make you sound
You
tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But
wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd
turn around and say..
That
it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too
late to apologize, it's too late
Blair clearly remembered what had happened that night with Nate. He had thought she was still a virgin and she had faked it very well. The sad thing was looking back the entire time all she was thinking about was showing Chuck that she couldn't be manipulated. That and the fact that now her life was back to being perfect.
I'd
take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need
you like a heart needs a beat
(But it's nothing new)
Yeah
yeah
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid
Looking back she couldn't believe that she had every she wanted now then; and she had thrown all of it away. Sure Nate was a great guy and extremely important to her but what had she been thinking running to Nate. And Chuck had seen them and never told her.
It's
too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to
apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah
It's too late
to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to
apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize,
yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah
I'm
holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground…
Blair felt a tear slip down her cheek as the intro to the next song started. "Ah yes, My Worst Mistake. Unfortunately not all of our memories are fond ones and since I'm really trying to tell our whole story; I've got to tell even the things that I regret and believe me I regret this more than anything I've ever done."
I
don't think I want this anymore
As she drops the ring to the
floor
She says to herself: 'You've left before'
This time
you will stay gone, that's for sure
And he shouted
something else
To drag her suitcase down the path,
To the
driveway
She had never gone that far
Why had he put this song on there? He had to have known what it would do to her, thought Blair as the tears started streaming down her face. It was Happily Never After by Nicole Scherzinger.
Normally
this would be the time
That she would let him talk her out of
leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car,
she said
No happily never after
That just ain't for me,
because finally
I know I deserve better after all
I'll never
let another teardrop fall
She was close to sobs at this point and she could hear his voice in her head. "You're like one of my father's Arabians; rode hard and put away wet. I don't want you anymore and I can't see why anyone else would either."
As
she drove away she starts to smile
Realized she hadn't for a
while
No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she
stayed in such denial
Laughing about the way he shouted
something else
To drag her suitcase down the path
To the
driveway
She had never gone that far
Those words had pushed her to the brink. She had dealt with everything else but she couldn't deal with that. Even then she couldn't lose Chuck. She had begged her mother that night. She had begged her to send her to Europe; to let her run.
Normally
this would be, the time that she
Would let him talk her out of
leaving,
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car,
she said
No happily never after
That just ain't for me,
because finally
I know I deserve better after all
I'll never
let another tear drop fall
This song had been playing in the bar that night and again the following night as she was boarding the plane. She didn't realize that Chuck had even known. That he had paid enough attention to that night that he still remember what song was playing as he turned her away spoke volumes.
I'm
done, I'm done
(Said I'm so done)
So done, I'm done, I'm
done
I'm free, I'm free, I'm free
Free to be me.
She
inhales an air she'd never breathed before...
The air of no drama
no more
However, it still took all the strength she had not to change the song. But Chuck had recorded it for a reason; to tell their story and as hard as it was to hear their story had had some side parts.
She
said
No happily never after
That just ain't for me, because
finally
I know I deserve better after all,
I'll never let
another tear drop fall
No happily never after
That just
ain't for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after
all
I'll never let another tear drop fall
Another tear drop fall
When the song ended Blair breathed a sigh of relief. She was well aware of the fact that they didn't talk for months after that which meant no song references until happier times. Chuck's voice had a smile in it when he spoke again. "Sorry for that last one. I know how hard that had to have been to listen to. This song is one I've included because of the date I heard it more than what was actually going on during the song."
Blair looked at the screen, having no idea what song was about to play. It said Finding My Way Back; but the next song that came to her mind wasn't until the wedding and that was what Chuck had recorded next.
Every time you walk away or run away
You take a piece of me with you there
Oh it seems like I'm walking right to your door
With my hearts still resting, looking for something more
Are you ever going to see everything you mean to me?
I'm trying very hard to believe
Blair couldn't help but smile. It was Rufus's song. This had been the night that they had gone searching for Georgina. Later that night they had fallen asleep together on her bed. That had been the start of them as a real couple. That and the wedding.
Nothing feels right when I'm left here on my own
Left last night
It seemed like I waited too long
Are you going to ever see everything you mean to me?
I'm trying very hard to believe
Come back to me
You smile and you make my life complete
She was still smiling when the song ended and Chuck's voice began speaking once more. This time he was talking about The Wedding. "Blair, the wedding was one of the most important days of my life. Whether you know it or not, it was the first time I ever told anyone that I was in love with you. I told Nate and then I realized that I didn't want to be without you so I told you so in my best man speech. When you took me back I felt like the luckiest guy in the world. I am so sorry for screwing everything up."
We're
not the same, dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed and
so have we.
There was little we could say, and even less we could
do,
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.
Blair remembered the numerous things Chuck said to her that night. About how sorry he was and about the fact that he wanted a relationship with her.
We
bury our love in the windsory grave.
Along came the snow, that was
all that remained,
But we stayed by its side as the days turned to
weeks,
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd
speak.
His best man speech had been for her. She had known that from the start but later he had made sure that she knew. Blair would always remember the way in which he had kissed her that night.
And
when spring arrived,
We were taken by surprise when the flows
under our feet,
Led into the sea.
Nothing was left for you and
me.
Chuck had said that he wanted to take it slow but it hadn't stopped them from leaving early to go be together. It had been so long but both of them had still remembered everything about the other's body. They were a perfect fit.
We're
not the same, dear.
And it seems to me,
There's more where we
can go,
With nothing underneath.
And it saddens me to say,
But
we both know, well, it's true.
That the ice was getting
thinner,
Under me and you.
The ice was getting thinner,
Under
me and you.
Blair
cringed knowing what was next. After this Chuck would have to jump to
the end of the summer because they hadn't seen each other for two
months after that week. She was wiping her tears away as Marcus sat
down next to her.
Marcus reached up and pulled out her earbuds. "Blair talk to me. You've been listening to this damn thing for over an hour. Please don't make this difficult.
Blair reached into her bag and took out her spare set of head phones (she always kept extras) and plugged them into her ipod instead before turning once more towards the window and away from Marcus.
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A/N: I don't know when Part II will be up guys. It's going to be just as long and I have a lot of work to do on it still. Either way I thought you guys deserved an update. Reviews are always appreciated.
Songs as they appeared to Blair: (Chuck's title, real title, singer)
The Beginning: Stripper - Sohodolls
You Sure: With Me - Sum 41
Role Reversal: One Week of Danger - The Virgins
Sneaking Around: You're A Wolf - Sea Wolf
Losing Control: Three Wishes - The Pierces
Losing You: Apologize - One Republic
My Worst Mistake: Happily Never After - Nicole Swartzenager
Finding My Way Back: Everytime - Lincoln Hawk
The Wedding: The Ice Is Getting Thinner - Death Cab For Cutie