A/N Sorry for the delay had PC problems and finaly got them sorted - Hope you like the next chapter. Please review - i know i am new but would love to know if this is any good

Olivia

I know your probably thinking the worst about this letter but please don't. I wanted to write and let you know that I have gone up to my cabin for the weekend. I would love it if you would join me.

I have so much that I want to talk to you about and explain regarding my actions over the past few months. I know things have been tough between us with the arguing etc.. I really do hope you'll join me there. I do not want to write in down, I want to be with you face to face to see your reactions and to get your true feeling on things.

I am truly sorry for walking out last night, I guess I'm so scared of losing the only good thing in my life that I don't know how to talk to you or behave any more. But please give me one chance to explain everything this weekend.

I have enclosed a key just encase I am not around when you arrive. Please make sure you make yourself at home.

Missing you ...............................

Your secret admirer CN

A tear runs down her face and she refolds the letter and put into her pocket. She walks back out to her desk, thinking about things, does she leave now, should she wait to the end of shift, why would Casey run away from her fears, what have I done to cause her to be afraid to talk to me about things. She opens her desk draw and sees the engagement ring she had bought a few months previous.

It's a quiet shift, which is good as Olivia's mind was everywhere else but on the job. She walks over to Cragen's office and knocks on the door. She hears his dulcet tones "come in". She walks in "captain is it OK if I go, I have got a personal problem that needs my attention and I can't leave it any longer".

He smiles "sure of course you can, but make sure your back in Monday morning" She turns to walk away, "Oh Olivia, fight for Casey, you and her make a great couple" He winks at her as she leaves the office.

As she walks out she stands there stunned by what the captain had said. She then walks over to her desk still thinking, she grabs the box from the draw and her jacket of the back of her chair. El "I'm going home OK, will see Monday" She smiles at him and walks away