A/N- To all the people who have reviewed and added this story to their favorites or story alerts, I love you guys. You keep me going. So with this chapter, I beg you not to kill me? You will see why, I promise x] And I have changed the rating. I don't really think it's completely necessary but better safe than sorry ya know?
I would especially like to dedicate this chapter to my best friend BabyItsTruexo because she gave me the idea for this chapter. So thank you best friend 3
Rachel was caught off guard and was incredibly confused. She pressed her hands to Puck's well toned chest and pushed as hard as she could. It didn't do much with moving him but he pulled his lips from her with a smirk set on his lips.
"We can't be doing this" She said softly, biting at her bottom lip.
Puck played with the hem of her shirt, and shrugged one shoulder "Why not? Rach, I want you. Finn would rather be with Quinn. I'm here with you. Let me be the one to give you what you want."
Rachel looked directly in Puck's green eyes. "Who said I want this" She asked, careful to make sure her voice didn't quiver.
"I just know. I can see it. You want someone to want you more than Jacob Israel wants to get laid" Puck said in a serious voice.
Rachel let the Jacob comment slide, her mind wrapped around Puck's theory. She averted her eyes from his. "Maybe I do" She whispered audibly. She slowly looked back up to him and raised to the top of her toes to eagerly press her lips to Puck's.
What are you doing?
He offered to do this. He's acting really sweet. He wants me.
What about what Kurt said?!
Screw what Kurt said!
Puck pulled her closer to him, his hand at the back of her neck. Her arm's trailed up his chest, snaking around his neck. She didn't stop to think of what she was doing or why she was doing it after that.
Puck's hands trailed down her sides, leaving a path of fire. She shivered in reaction and pulled her mouth from his. Puck's mouth instinctively trailed down her neck, leaving delicate kisses. He gently bit down at her exposed skin, causing her to moan his name softly.
Puck smirked against Rachel's skin and vaguely wondered what it would be like to make Rachel Berry scream his name. His hands dipped under her shirt and he pulled it off with much ease, throwing it off to the side.
Rachel stood in front of Puck shirtless and she looked up at him carefully. His eye's reflected lust and something else Rachel couldn't really decipher.
"Are you ok" Puck asked softly. Sure, he loved sex, but he never had sex with girls who didn't want to. They had just as much of a choice as he did.
"It's their choice" his mother had told him at a very young age.
Rachel nodded timidly and a slight smile fell upon her face. "I'm fine" She reassured.
"Are you sure" He asked, resisting the urge to let his eyes wander down to her half exposed body. He'd always wondered what diva priss, Rachel Berry, wore underneath those ridiculous, short outfits.
What in the world was he doing? This was Rachel Berry for Christ's sake and he was about to take her virginity? If someone had asked him three weeks ago if he'd be doing this his answer would have been "Hell no. Rachel Berry is slushie material and that is all." But now he had these weird feelings towards her and he found her way more than just sort of hot. She did bad things for him down in his male anatomy. [I was forced to use that XD]
"Just kiss me Noah" Rachel said softly, before demandingly pulling his t-shirt over his head. She threw it with her top, off in the corner.
Puck attacked her lips with his own and slowly swiped his tongue along her bottom lip.
Rachel nervously parted her lips, and gladly obliged when his tongue dipped into her mouth. She's never gone this far with anyone, and to say she was nervous was an understatement. She was terrified she'd do something wrong and embarrass herself. Noah Puckerman doing this with her in the first place was kind of surreal and she feared if she messed up he would disappear.
There was a warm feeling in the pit of her stomach and she wanted more. More of his kisses, more touching. His hands trailed down to her shorts and he carefully tugged on the drawstring, looking at her for approval. She nodded and he pulled the material down and she timidly kicked it away.
God, she's beautiful.
I mean, hot. Studs don't do beautiful.
Puck was too wrapped up in his thoughts to notice Rachel pull his jeans down. He stepped out of them and led her to the bed, laying himself on top of her. He kissed her gently before pulling away. "I'll ask again…Rach are you sure you want to do this?"Why am I sounding like I want her to say no? I'm the one who suggested we do this.
Rachel's hand trailed down his chest and she nodded "I'm sure." She pulled his mouth down to hers for another searing kiss.
The next hour and seven minutes went by with excruciating pain, to sweet reassurances, to joy turned to ecstasy and then topped off with laying together in each other's arms. It was perfect. Everything Rachel could have ever asked for.
Rachel's head was set on Puck's shoulder and her chest moved up and down in rhythm.
Puck's mind wandered as he looked at the sleeping girl before him.
She gave you everything, Puckerman. But you got Quinn pregnant you tool, and if Rachel found out she'd never forgive you. You'd break her heart because all you can do is sleep around. You're nothing but a lima loser.With that thought, Puck slid out of the bed careful not to wake Rachel. He got dressed and looked back at Rachel regretfully, before leaving.This is for the best.
Rachel smiled and moved to snuggle closer to Puck. Her eyes snapped open when she didn't feel his welcoming, warm body next to her.
"Noah" She called, sitting up with her blanket wrapped tightly around her. "Noah" She called again, more franticly this time. She climbed out of her bed and quickly assorted her clothes, pulling them on. She made her way to her bathroom and peeked her head in to check if Puck was there. She sighed as she saw it empty.
"Maybe there was an emergency, Rachel. I mean, maybe…maybe" Rachel's voice drifted off as her breathing became staggered. She wasn't brainless. She knew what had happen. She just never thought she'd be the key of a man's games. She took a deep breath to calm herself, because there was no way she was going to shed even one tear over Noah Puckerman. It wouldn't be worth it. It was simple. She just had to talk to about changing back to their original partners for glee and she'd avoid him at all costs everywhere else.
You're better than petty teenage girl problems. You are Rachel Kristina Berry and you have a dream to make happen.
She sighed and plopped down onto her bed, looking at the clock. 2:12 AM. She figured she should probably sleep but she was too upset. She pressed play on her ipod. As the sounds of The Winner Takes It All from Mamma Mia filled her room she closed her eyes.
"Maybe I can be pretty for one night" She whispered as warm liquid escaped her eyes. Stupid tear ducts.
"The winner takes it all. The loser standing small. Beside the victory. That's her destiny."
She felt as though she'd stepped into Mamma Mia, only she didn't get a happy ending. She'd never felt so betrayed and used.
That morning when Rachel reluctantly woke up and walked down into the kitchen, her fathers had been waiting for her. They'd bombarded her with hugs, and questions and apologies for being gone for so long.
"Rachel, sweetie, are you ok? You don't look so good" Jason Berry asked his daughter, placing a hand on her forehead to check her temperature.
"Daddy I'm fine, I promise. I just didn't get a lot of sleep last night" She said softly.
Sam Berry lifted her face with his index finger and he nodded "I can tell. Would you feel better if you stayed home for a day honey?"
Rachel shook her head "No dad, it's fine. If I feel nauseous at all during school I'll go to the nurse and call you. Ok?""Ok" Sam said, kissing his daughter on her forehead as Jason kissed her cheek.
"Have a nice day" The both called as she left, and she smiled to herself. Her dads always made her feel better.
As she walked into the school she had her head held high. She passed by all the abandoned hallways(the advantage of coming to school so early) until she came upon the room she'd been looking for. She softly knocked on the open door of the Spanish room. Mr. Schuester looked up and smiled "Rachel, hey. What can I help you with?"
"Mr. Schue, Would it be ok if Noah and Kurt traded again. I'd like to have Kurt as my partner again" Rachel said with her arms crossed.
Mr. Schuester looked up at her wearily "Rachel, we already swapped partners. I think Santana and Kurt already started practicing."
"Oh there you are Rach" Kurt said happily, walking into the Spanish room.
"Kurt have you and Santana practiced yet for glee" She asked, praying they hadn't.
Kurt raised an eyebrow "We plan to tonight, why?"
"Please be my partner again" She begged.
"Rachel," Kurt started.
Rachel sighed "Please Kurt. Mr. Schue. I can't work with Puck anymore." Her voice was pleading and couldn't deny her what she wanted. Kurt looked at her closely, wondering what had happened after he left.
"Ok Rachel. You and Kurt are back together and Puck and Santana are in the same group" Mr. Schuester said with a nod.
Rachel smiled half heartedly and nodded, walking out of the classroom with Kurt on her tail.
"Hey" Kurt said, setting a hand on her shoulder. "Are you ok" He asked worriedly. When Rachel didn't answer he turned her around to look at him. "What happen yesterday" He asked, afraid of the answer he might get.
Rachel sighed and plopped down on the ground, leaning against the wall. "Noah and I…after you left we-"
Kurt slid to the ground next to her and his mouth was wide open. "You did the nasty with Puck" He screeched.
"Sshhh" Rachel scolded, looking around for anyone who could have heard.
Kurt shook his head "Rachel, I told you. I warned you not to do it unless you were dating someone and you didn't listen to me. I told you so!"
"I know Kurt" She said softly, looking down at her hands. "But he told me he wanted me and that Finn doesn't. He just made me feel like someone wanted me and it felt nice. But then he left afterwards while I was sleeping. It was a stupid mistake is all."
Kurt pulled his friend into a hug and rubbed her shoulder comfortingly. "He's a puck head anyway. He's worse than the losers on the hockey team. You deserve better."
Rachel sniffled "Thanks Kurt. You're a great friend." They stayed that way for a few more minutes before Kurt dropped the big question.
"What was it like" He asked curiously.
Rachel stood up and shrugged "It hurt at first. But he was really sweet about it and then it was really nice."
Kurt's face turned angry "And then he just left?! What a dumb ass!"
Rachel shrugged and cleared her throat "I'm going to go to the music room for a bit before first period. I'll see you later then?"
Kurt nodded "Yep. See you later dear!" As Rachel disappeared, Kurt jumped to his feet and headed to the one place he knew Noah Puckerman would be for sure.
Walking into the locker room he glared when he saw the back of a Mohawked head. "Puckerman" Kurt yelled, trying to sound manly but terribly failing.
Puck turned around and groaned "Leave me alone Beyonce."
Kurt walked closer and promptly smacked him, knowing Rachel never would.
Puck's eyes were wide and angry. "Did you just bitch slap me" He yelled, stepping closer to the small boy.
Kurt stood tall, standing his ground. No one hurt his friends and got away with it. "I warned you, did I not?"
"Hummel, your not a girl! I can beat your ass" Puck yelled again.
Kurt inspected his nails "Try it, puck head, I dare you. If you do I will get Finn, Mike, Matt, and Mercedes to beat you so fast it'll make your pretty little head spin. Just stay away from Rachel."
Something in Puck's stomach turned at hearing Rachel's name. He felt like such a prick but he knew it made perfect sense to leave…right?
"Is she, like, ok" Puck asked, carefully picking his words.
Kurt scoffed "Like you care, hump and dumper!" He glared one last time and turned on his heel leaving the locker room.
"Damnit" Puck yelled, slamming his locker closed. Man did his life suck.
A/N: Puck's a tool? Oh yeah, I know. Sorry if this chapter seemed a bit unreal but hey it's what popped into my head.
Nothing has ever pissed me off more than this weeks episode of glee. Ugh the only decent people left are Rachel, , and Emma. I feel so bad for Will. First he finds out his wife is a bat shit crazy liar and then he can't take his students to sectionals. I wanted to punch the writers for that one! Damn! Emma is a saint though. She makes Will feel better and to top it all off, offers to take the kids to sectionals the day of her wedding?! You bet your ass that'll be fit into the next chapter of this. Oh and why is everyone so damn hateful to Rachel? I find I unnecessary! Also, I am glad Quinn stuck up for glee. Other than that, I am very sad. -sigh- Let's go back the Mashup. That was a good episode. Oh and 1 more episode and then we have to wait until April?! -cries-
Just a side question, does anyone else wonder why Rachel's dads-the most talked about parents- are never seen? I mean we've seen Finn's mom, Puck's mom, Quinn's parents, and Kurt's dad but we haven't seen Rachel's dad's and yet they almost always get brought up in Rachel's 'my father's are gay' speeches. I mean come on. XD
Ok done ranting. Reviews please? : D