Friday
[19:02] Me
I lied, I'm not feeling "under the weather".
I promised Kuroo we'd talk tonight.
[19:03] Yamaguchi
Tsukki I literally JUST walked out the door, you couldn't say this to my face why…?
And honestly. Good. Stay home and have phone sex with him. I'm rooting for you!
And, yes, I am aware you just rolled your eyes.
(Driving)
[19:03] Me
I am NOT having phone sex with him so you can give up on living vicariously through me.
And why, why God why, are you "rooting" for me?
[19:21] Yamaguchi
Because it's KUROO TETSUROU and you need to get laid.
[19:21] Me
Stop saying his name like that!
[19:22] Yamaguchi
Text him. Text him now. Text him. Text him. Text him.
[19:22] Me
You suck.
[19:23] Short and Loud
yeah he does ;P like a pro
[19:23] Me
Get control of your shrimp boyfriend before I put hair removal cream in the shampoo he obnoxiously refuses to take out of our shower.
[19:24] Yamaguchi
Sorry Tsukki! (Text KUROO TETSUROU right now and tell me how it goes :D)
[19:24] Me
I am. Stop.
[19:25] Me
Are you doing anything tonight? Or are you studying more?
[19:29] Kuroo
nah fri night is time 4 rest
probs gunna netflix n chill with ken
u?
[19:30] Me
Nope, nothing. I was supposed to be going over to Hinata's with Yamaguchi and have a games night with some old school friends but I didn't go because I can't be fucked.
Well, mostly because there is an intense shithead I would do mostly anything to avoid.
Also I will probably be languidly reviewing things for this group project.
[19:32] Kuroo
omg right u and akaashi in the same class n workin on the same project
whats up with that
i mean i knew he was studyin education and u r but didnt even occur to me
like
BIG city multi unis n u go to mine? study the same as my friend
small fkn world srsly
(is it weird that i find u using 'languidly' sexy? also kinda wanna hear u say it rn)
[19:32] Me
Indeed a small world.
Also I've grown accustomed to decoding your ridiculous made up language, used to take me a while to understand some things but now I speak fluent monkey-attempting-to-message-like-a-human.
(It's a little weird)
[19:33] Kuroo
aww ur gettin used to my crazy
so cute (・∀・)
dont get used to the hyper tho im rly not like it irl
i just sorta txt like this
espc when theres a cute guy im excited to talk to
im much more chill irl
(i love when u talk all educated 2 me)
[19:38] Me
I'll believe the "chill" when I see it.
(So anytime I say anything then?)
[19:38] Kuroo
u wanna see me?! :DDDDDDD
(ohohoho u cocky sonbitch u think ur so smart)
(but its warranted, tsukki is smart)
[19:39] Me
I wouldn't say no.
[19:41] Kuroo
patience young padawan gettin to know u like this first
soon tho probs wont be able to hold out longer than 2 weeks
if that
[19:42] Me
I'm curious about this "getting to know me like this" thing. Not that it bothers me. But why?
Is there a specific reason? It kind of feels like there is a specific reason.
[19:44] Kuroo
there were a couple guys in the past…
[19:44] Me
I figured as much. Go on.
[19:46] Kuroo
its not exactly something i wanna disclose to an innocent lil cutie like u that im tryin to know
itll scare u away tsukki (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄
n i dont want u gone
[19:47] Me
And if I promise that whatever it is I accept it and don't let it affect how I see you?
Also I'm already imagining it being bad things.
[19:52] Kuroo
ummmm :(
ok tsukki plz dont judge me ur opinion of me is important but i trust u
in the past things have been far too physical far too early
clearly im a fairly intense persn when it comes to relationships but im also rly um romantic
i have romantic notions about what a relationship should be and as u probs know many ppl our age tend not to share the same ideas
problm is i get way too caught up in the physical (due to said intensity) and then for some idiotic reason am surprised when its obvs only a physical thing to the other dude
i know im young n shouldnt be settling (or so society tells me "enjoy ur youth" right?) but i kinda wanna settle
i mean not rn like this second but as soon as i meet the right person
and not like house and kids as soon as i meet them but like long steady relationship… thats what i want
which as ur the person im interested in probs sounds heaps daunting and im sorry for that
but thats the reason i like this, our talkin and not seein (becoz damn ur hot n i want u but i also want to be with u)
sorry if thats overwhelming… (๑•́ω•̀๑)
[19:56] Me
I'm sorry you had those experiences Kuroo.
There is nothing you "should" or "shouldn't" do, no one can tell you how to live your life.
If you want to settle, if that's what will make you happy, then you should be proud of that.
Though in knowing you (as little as I do) I know that you probably are proud of that and it's just a sense of nervousness in telling me specifically.
It's not overwhelming.
Is it weird that after less than a week of knowing you that I don't find that confession overwhelming?
[19:58] Kuroo
TSUKKIIIIIIIIIIII!
jesus fuck
i literally just held my breath waiting for ur message, 4 minutes, my lungs hurt
but u heal everything 333
ok i dont wanna get too real with u rn but ur beautiful and thank u srsly
but lets not rn bcoz im too happy and kens staring at me like im fuckin stupid
u make me stupid tsukki
shit
ok shit stop
[20:00] Me
What are you watching on Netflix?
[20:00] Kuroo
and u change the subject to save me from my stupidity ( ω )
u r a damn angel tsukki fml
we cant decide between sense8 and jessica jones
[20:01] Me
You haven't watched Sense8 yet?!
Okay Jessica Jones is very good, very very good and I definitely 10/10 recommend.
But Sense8 is a CINEMATIC MASTERPEICE and literal 11/10. Must watch.
[20:02] Kuroo
yeh ken was sayin sense8 but i was pushin jj becoz marvel
ok ur the tie breaker and ken says thank u for "changing my ignorant mind"
i think hes startin to like u more than me alredy
[20:02] Me
You NEED to PAY ATTENTION. Put your phone down and watch.
I'm not responding for your own good. I need to eat and do some reading anyway. Enjoy!
[20:03] Kuroo
yes dear
ur goin to be a bossy wifey
i like it ^_^
[20:34] Me
Save me.
[20:39] Yamaguchi
What happened?!
[20:42] Me
He's… Um…
DO NOT SHOW THIS TO ANYONE ELSE, NOT EVEN HINATA, I SWEAR TADASHI.
This is serious.
Sending image file…
Image sent.
[20:45] Yamaguchi
Oh… Oh my God. Poor Kuroo-san :(
He's perfect. Someone this perfect shouldn't exist. You realise this is perfection right? Especially for you.
I mean you've never been a dating or sleeping around type of person.
You're a serious relationship person Tsukki! OMG.
[20:46] Me
Delete it now. And I know. I'm kind of sitting on the balcony staring out at nothing.
Yamaguchi I can't do this. I'll hurt him. I don't want to hurt him. He's perfect and I'm…
[20:46] Yamaguchi
Tsukki! Don't you DARE doubt yourself on this!
Please please please please do NOT do what I think you're going to do.
Don't you dare push him away because you're afraid!
[20:50] Me
It's what I do.
[20:50] Yamaguchi
NO. NO NO NO NO NO.
Tsukki listen to me. You won't hurt him. You're perfect for each other.
That's even one of the things I was thinking when I met him a few times (BEFORE YOU EVEN KNEW EACH OTHER) and we were talking about Akiteru because he's a detective and Kuroo-san's studying law. Kuroo even asked about you then (possibly because I ramble a little) but I knew it then and I know it for sure now.
[21:14] Yamaguchi
TSUKKI.
[21:16] Yamaguchi
Incoming call…
Call failed to connect.
[21:17] Yamaguchi
DO NOT MAKE ME COME HOME. SUGAWARA-SAN AND I WILL BE VERY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU IF YOU DO NOT ANSWER YOUR PHONE RIGHT NOW TSUKISHIMA KEI.
[21:25] Yamaguchi
Incoming call…
Call failed to connect.
[21:28] Yamaguchi
Answer your phone. Tsukki. Please just talk to me.
Please don't get caught in your own negative thoughts.
[21:49] Yamaguchi
Tsukki please.
[23:57] Kuroo
IF U HAD HAVE TOLD ME THERE ARE HOT HISPANIC GAY GUYS U WOULD HAVE SOLD SENSE8 SOOO MUCH SOONER
even ken said theyre hot n he never says things like that
[00:15] Kuroo
tsukki?
u fall asleep with ur face in a book?
[00:36] Kuroo
must have
sleep well tsukki 3