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I was back at the reaping. On the train. Back in the arena. Back in district 11, watching Rue's and Thresh's families. Seeing the old man giving me the signature district 12 hand gesture. Hearing him get shot. Being back at the Quarter Quell Arena. In district 13. Seeing Peeta thrashing around. Calling me a Mutt. Being back in the capital. Fighting. And finally watching prim, catch on fire, just before I did Myself.
Before I knew it, I was the one thrashing around. I was under the sheets and blankets, far from the position that I had fallen asleep in. I must've woken Peeta up by the sound of, probably my screeches, and my thrashing around.
I sat up and started to cry. I was crying, probably the hardest that I had in a pretty long time. Now that I've had all of the things that have gone wrong in the past year and a half on my mind. Peeta had his hand on my back. "More nightmares?" He said. "Yes!" I managed to choke the one word, and to nod my head a few times. "I am so sorry that I woke you up!" I managed to get out in between sobs. "Oh, no!" he said to me. "You didn't wake me up! I was having nightmares too! Just like you!" I looked up at him. "Do you promise?" I said, kind of childishly. "Of course." He said.
I glanced over at the clock on the wall that I could see from the light that I had wanted to leave on in the hallway. I didn't want to be in complete darkness. The clock said that it was about 4:00 in the morning. "I will not be able to get back to sleep." I said. "Yeah, me neither." Said Peeta back to me. "Hey, Peeta?" I whispered very quietly. Surprisingly he heard me. I did not think that he did. "Yeah?" He said back to me. "I don't think that I can do this anymore." I was clearly having an episode. "What?" He asked. "I don't really know." I replied. "Just this. Just life." He now had his whole arm around me. "You can do it!" He said encouragingly. "You know why?" I didn't really know where he was going with this. "Why?" I said back to him. He smiled "Because you are Katniss Everdeen. The woman that I love. You have done so many things in your life. You have done so many things in just this past, what? Year and a half? It seems like way longer!" We both gave a little laugh, because we both knew that that was true. "Anyway, my point is, is that you can do anything. Even if you don't really set your mind to it. Besides. You will always, always, have the boy with the bread, to help you out if you ever need it!" I felt sooooooo much better at his words.
"I love you sooo, much!" I said. Both of his arms were now around me. "I love you sooo much too!" We kissed. It was a small, average everyday kiss at first, but then we leaned in again and we kissed like I hadn't kissed him since the Quarter Quell arena. I felt amazing inside. I now knew that I could do it. I knew that with all of my mind, my heart and my soul. I also knew that I loved Peeta Mellark with all of my mind heart and soul, and I would never, ever let him go ever again.
Okay so guys, I am sooo sorry about all of the errors in the last chapter! I was up until 2:00 in the morning working on it! So I am sorry about the errors. Also if there are any other errors that I did not catch while writing this chapter, I am sorry about those ones too! So, please read, rate, and reply! Thank You!