The Secrets That Haunt My Soul

by bauer05

"Confession is always weakness. The grave soul keeps its own secrets, and takes its own punishment in silence" - Dorothy Dix. A collection of oneshots delving into the depths of Stevie Baskara's mind. Focuses on self-harm, depression and suicidal tendencies. DISCONTINUED

7. Love

Hey guys, it's Bauer05 here,

I'm back! I apologise for not updating for a long, long time! But school holidays have started and I have 6 weeks left of freedom to write! Your prayers have been answered and although this one is short in comparison to other chapters it is Zevie centred, enjoy :)

I love you

There I said it

Do you hate me now?

How could you?

You don't even know that I do

You don't know how you make me happy

The laugh lines in the corner of your eyes

The dimples in your cheeks as you smile

The twinkling melody that erupts from your mouth as you laugh

The way you say my name

You never fail to make my day

Taking all of my pain away until I feel normal again

As normal as I could ever feel

But you could never love me back

I am a broken girl with a destructive past

I would be too needy

Too scared and held back to give you what you need

My love for you remains a secret

And a secret it shall stay

Don't forget to rate, comment, follow and favourite, constructive criticism is always welcome :) I am also thinking of writing a oneshot for either Tyler from 'Dog with a Blog', Oliver from 'Mighty Med' or Zander from 'How to Rock'. There will be a poll up on my profile so please vote and if you have any other idea's please feel free to PM me :)