Today i had a wonderful dream. It was about me and HIM's singer Ville Valo. I was at HIM's consert and I was pullen onto the stage. I don't remember exactly but i might've tried to hump Ville's leg...
Anygays (I love saying that. Actualy my gay friend started saying that but i picked it up =D) I don't own Twi. All wonderfull Stephanie Meyer does. Sorry for taking so long (2-3 days). What is it with me and ()? Yay 2 caps in one day!!

6. How to die alone?
Alice p.o.v.

I felt dizzy again. Charlie had gone too far again and threw someting in my face. „Bella? Where are you?" I asked her. I couldn't see her anywhere. Actually i didn't see anything because my eyes were swollen again and i covered them up so nothing could cause more trouble.

„Here Ali." Bella was limping, I could hear. She placed her cold hand on my forehead. God, it felt good.

„Oh my God Alice, you're burning." She sounded concerned. „I don't care. Are you allright. Could you please remove the towel from my eyes so i could look at your knee?" she slowly removed the towel from my eyes. I heard her gasp.

I opened my eyes and closed them quicly because of the pain. „What heppened t-to my eyes?"

„We have to get you to a doctor." She whispered and tried to get me up but fell down herself. I touched her knee and was shoked in what condition it was. „Good, we have a blind girl and an invalid." I think she smiled.

„Okay, but we have to go to a doctor. With your fever you could die." She started panicing and i seeked for her shoulder to put my arm on it.

„I'm not going to die, okay? Now please give me my towel back. Blind or not, you are going to a doctor." I pointed somewhere where i tought was the window. She carefully tied the towel around my head again and i slowly stood up. I tried to listen close and heard nothing. Charlie had allready left for Henry's bar allready. I searched for something long and hard to make a home-made gypsum around Bella's leg.

„We must go now. He could get home any minute." She guided me to the window and i slowly opened it. We had spent the night out thousands of times when we were little so we could probably climb on the roof with our eyes closed. Well if not, i would try it out right now.

It was cold outside. Plus we were only wearing big t-shirs and skinny jeans.

Then we heard a sound what made us both froze. Charlie pulled up with his cruiser. He probably brought beer home so we had about five to ten minutes before he came upstairs beating us again. I knew he would kill us when we were injured enough for other people to notice.

„Only five minutes more of this pathetic life." I heard Bella mumble to herself. If she was the only child i bet she would've killed herself long ago. Even before mom.

I slowly made my way onto the roof. „Alice what are you doing?" she asked/whispered me.

„Bella please, i'm begging you. I don't want you to die. I don't want to die myself. We would never survive alone." I heard her slowly make her way outside the window.

I don't remember how, but we got down into the garden and Bella was guiding me towards the forrest ahead of us. We were sneaking until we heard angry Charlie scream from our room, then we started running. Well kinda. Bella was jumping on one of her legs, falling constantly, and i was somewhere swaying behind her.

„Alice, I think i'm bleeding." She said and with that fell. I shook her and repeated to say something.

„Bella, don't die, please! I'll get help." It hurt so much to cry but i couldn't help it. She could die any minute. I comped her until found the wound. It was exactly the same when Charlie once shot me. The wound still hurts.

I took the towel off around my eyes. It felt like someone stabbed both my eyes out at the same time. But i didn't care and pressed it on her wound to stop the bleeding. I tried to open my eyes. The move hurt like a bitch but i could see fogg. I looked down at Bella and saw alot of red. My hands were the same colour.

I started running and tried not to close my eyes because opening them again was torture. I was crying and running. I soon had to close my eyes again because the pain was getting unsufferable. I suddenly bumped into a stone but when i opened my eyes i saw Jasper and Rosalie standing there, staring my bloody arms.

„You have to help her!" I screamed at them and passed out in Jaspers arms.