hey guys! i'm sooo sorry for abandoning this story for so damn long but my laptop got a virus that wiped out everything - including every chapter & rewrite i had of this story - so that got me pretty bummed then real life got far too hectic for anything that wasn't college or work so that, coupled with the fact i was bummed about losing my chapters, lead to me losing interest (for lack of a better word.) in this story but recently i've been catching up on reading some fanfic & a story called "how to seduce a werewolf" by leelator totally got me wanting to keep going - so read it & thank her (; - & i promise that, from now on, i'll update more often. (:

so, if any of my beautiful, amazing, ever-so-patient readers are still interested, here's chapter fiteen - it's really short but it's the i-had-a-perfect-lemon-that-the-bad-virus-stole-from-me chapter that i was never gunna be able to replicate or be fully happy with again & i'm aiming to have chapter sixteen up by tomorrow night so.. enjoy. (:

"It's always been you too Jake, now.. do that again." she whispered and pressed her lips to my neck, pulling back to wink at me. Oh holy.. sweet Jesus-fuck.

Bella's POV.

"Bells.." Jake mumbled against my lips, grabbing at my thighs as he fumbled to get the zipper on my shorts. I gripped the sheets in one hand, my other hand ghosting down his back, memorizing how the muscles there moved. It fascinated me - it still fascinates me.

He snaked his tongue up the column of my throat, setting my skin on fire, and my eyes fluttered closed. It should be illegal to be that good with your tongue.

"Jake.." I panted breathlessly, moving my hands up to grip his shoulders so tight that, if I hadn't known better, I would've thought I was hurting him "Jake.. wait.. Jacob.. what if Billy comes home?"

"He won't." he grunted against my skin, using his lips, teeth and tongue to assault that sweet spot on my neck, and making me struggle to remember why I wanted him to stop.

"But what if he does? He'll tell Charlie, you'll get k-killed," he bit down gently on my neck, shocking me in just how good it felt when he did it "And.. and I'll be sent to live in a maximum-security convent somewhere far, far away."

He pushed himself up off the bed, crossed the small room and locked the door. He grabbed the chair from his desk, upending the clothes he had stacked on top of it before he jammed it under the door knob.

All of my resolve gave up, packed it's bags and flew outta the window when he turned back to face me, growling low in his throat, and pushed his sweats down his thighs until they hit the floor. And I almost melted.

OhholymarymotherofGod!

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"Jacob.." I whined and twisted my hips just a little, silently pleading with him to touch me there again.

"Bella.." he mimicked my tone, grinning down at me "C'mon baby, all you gotta do is tell me what you want me to do."

"You're mean." I huffed and turned my head away from him to hide the blush, keeping my fingers splayed against his utterly perfect abs.

I heard him exhale loudly, placing his hands either side of my head on his mattress. I glanced up at him; he was - naked - kneeling between my legs, staring down at me with that look. That look that makes my mouth go dry. That look that shows me his Alpha side - all demanding and impossible to deny. That look that makes me inexplicably wet..

"Tell me, Bella." he said, his lips hovering just above mine.

"Deep." I muttered, feeling a blush start to creep over me already. "Til it hurts but it's still go-oh!"

He slid inside me before I had the chance to finish my sentence. I didn't think I'd ever get used to feeling so.. full.

"Oh.. fuck!" I groaned, digging my almost-blunt nails into his shoulder blades, and dragged them down his back.

"That's my girl." he groaned out, kissing me - a real, lip-bruising kiss that was filled with more teeth and tongue than any kiss I'd ever had.

Jake grabbed my hips - we both knew he was leaving bruises but neither of us cared - as he thrust into me again. I pushed my hips up, meeting his thrust, and he groaned, biting down gently on my shoulder.

I bit down on my lip, smiling a little as Jake mumbled 'mine' over and over against my skin, kissing the area he'd been biting only seconds ago.

Jake grabbed my wrists, pinning them to my sides as he began thrusting just that little bit harder, his thrusts going just that little bit deeper. He reached down between us, rubbing torturous, little circles on my clit.

"Oh God.." I panted, my eyes rolling back in my head a little. I didn't have to look at Jake to know he was giving me his smug grin.

I knew I was tumbling down the slope towards my climax but I wanted him right there with me too.

I pushed my hips up towards him again, meeting each thrusts and squeezing him just enough til he was pounding into me, using just enough pressure on my wrists and going just deep enough.

"Bells.. oh sweet.. fuck.. I love you so, uh, so much B." he panted, thrusting into my one last time before everything got a little hazy and a lot tingly.. and I coulda swore he asked me to marry him if I promised to do that thing with my hips everytime he was inside me.

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"I love you." he sighed and pressed his lips to my shoulder, before nuzzling into my neck and whispering 'my Bella' into my skin.

"I love you too." I smiled, still basking in my post-coital high and the subsequent warmth of having Jake still on top of, and inside of, me.

"Love you more though." he winked at me, finally pulling out and flopping down on the bed beside me. I actually groaned at loss of him, because it almost hurt.

He stretched his arm out a little and pulled me to him, tucking me against his side; one arm over his tummy and my head on his chest. I threw one leg over his and settled in, happy to stay like this. Forever.

"Jake?" I titled my head up to look at him, waiting for those big brown eyes to reach mine.

"Yeah, B?" he peeked one eye one, dopey smile spreading on his face

"You're making it too hot in here." I mumbled through a yawn, fighting to keep my eyes open.

"I know baby." he winked, grinning down at me and attempting to sing "hot in herre". Badly.

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