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The author Richelle Mead owns the Vampire Academy universe. I Want To Experience Love is a Vampire Academy Fan Fiction story and it is not intended to infringe on any copyrights held by Richelle Mead or Razor Bill Company. Richelle Mead is the creator of the Vampire Academy characters, however this story is my original work. Copyright 2010 by xx-RedRoseBlackThorn-xx. No copying or reproduction of this work is permitted without my express written authorization.

EPILOGUE: PART ONE

New Turning Point

Here's the day I've been waiting for. The day I knew my life would change. Graduation. I never knew if: it would be for the best or for the worst. Each choice had several pros and cons. However, now, I know graduation will be the best thing I have waited for. It's a turning point. A new beginning. A beginning I was going to be sharing with my true love. Dimitri Belikov.

I turned around in the shower and washed the conditioner out of my hair. I wished Dimitri was here with me, it would have made the task so much more thrilling, but he insisted that since we came back from the Royal Court, that we don't get to involved with one another. Something about him wanting this day to be special. I scoffed at him at the time, but now I see what he means. We hardly even bumped into each other the last few days at the academy, and the more I was without him – the more I wanted him. Dimitri and I got very close at the Royal Court, but we never did make it to home base. However, that wasn't too say that we didn't have fun, because we did! But I think he didn't want to have sex because he thought it would be for the wrong reasons. You know what Dimitri is like... "Rose we just came out of a life and death situation, this isn't the time." Or "We are at the Royal Court anyone could see or hear us at any time, we are not in the right place." Blah... blah... I knew he was just holding off, but he wouldn't be my Dimitri if he didn't stick by his morals.

I turned off the shower and grabbed my towel to wrap around my body. I took several minutes this morning deciding what I should wear to graduation. I was tossing between: formal, semi-formal or casual. I decided to go with semi-formal; you can't really go wrong with that. I dried off my body and slip on a dressing grown. I knew I had to do my makeup first, and I didn't want to put my clothes on and find out afterwards that I had makeup stains on them. I brushed on a light coat on foundation and started to apply my eye shadow. Lissa would love to be here right now, but I told her not to worry. She had to prepare herself for graduation. She wanted to get ready together - like old times - but Christian insisted on him being with her. Yeah, I didn't need him to explain to me what he wanted in detail. I'll get back to Christian and Lissa later.

After applying my smoky dark orange/light red eye shadow, I started highlighter my eyes with some liquid eye liner. The guardians at the academy had spent the last day or so, preparing everything that is needed, ready for today. Not that much was needed to be done. All I was expecting was: seating arrangement, diplomas, and food and drinks for after the ceremony. It wasn't that hard to prepare for, was it? Like my mum had said, she arrived late last night to see me today. I was more than happy; I was ecstatic. She said she had someone for me to meet today, and I couldn't help wonder who it would be. She seemed happy about the idea, but at the same time, anxious and I don't know... restless? I shrugged it off and thought that I was just seeing things. Janine never got nervous about anything...

After checking the mirror several times to make sure my eye makeup was as even as it could possibly be, I dabbed on some light pink lip gloss. It was actually the lip-gloss Dimitri brought me the day Victor came down to the shops with us. I smiled at the thought of Dimitri on my body, but he already had some part of him on my body, because I never took off his promise ring. Actually, since the attack at the abandons buildings – Dimitri never took his off either. Not much later, I shivered. Just remembering Victor being all loving and caring towards Lissa, made me sick. At least he wasn't a threat to us now, will not in a physical sense anyway, in a mental sense – yes. Victor had visited me on my jet flight back to the academy three days ago. I tried pushing the ghosts out of my vision and ordering them to go, which most of them obliged. However, Victor Dashkov didn't. You think he would be sent to hell, wouldn't you? If not hell, something equivalent to it, but no... he got a free pass to haunt me and piss me off.

I dropped my dressing grown down on the floor and pulled on my favourite pair of matching underwear and bra. It was bright red, with black lacy thrills around the edge. It wasn't something you could wear all day and be comfortable, but I wasn't worried about that, because I wasn't planning on being in them for long. I then pull up my tight black skinny jeans, which show my curvy legs and butt perfectly. I then carefully put on a red silky top over my head. It was beautiful. It had tiny straps holding the top in place and hugged tightly to my body. It was also low cut and showed some more skin than I thought was passable in academy grounds, but I shrugged it off. Who cares if it wasn't school appropriate, this was graduation, not a school meeting. For all I knew, Stan might even get a thrill out of seeing what I had to offer. I giggled at the thought!

I blow dried my hair and put in some curlers. I had about 20 minutes to wait before I could let my hair go free, so I took the time to have a sneak peek at Lissa. I knew from the bond that her and Christian weren't doing anything they wouldn't want me to see, so I took the chance and dove into her body. She looked beautiful. I could only see her from her eyes of course, but what I could see looks elegant and stunning. She was wearing a light blue dress, which clung to her chest and flowed free from his waist down. She also had diamonds scattered around her dress. She just finished up her hair, when I saw Christian walk into her bathroom. Oh my, did he look amazing. He actually put some effort into his outfit, well, maybe he didn't have a choice with Lissa being around, but he looked all grown up. He wore dark blue pants, a white button up shirt, with a matching light blue tie, to coordinate with Lissa dress.

I came back into my body and started pulling out the rollers in my hair. I sprayed a light layer of hair spray, to hold my curls in place, and swirled around in front of my mirror. I looked over at the time and swore. It was only me who could always manage to turn up late. I had 10 minutes to make it to the gymnasium where they were holding the ceremony. I could feel through the bond that Lissa was on her way to come get me. I quickly ran into the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I also put on some hoop earrings and a long gold chain necklace. I heard Lissa call me through the door and put on some black pumps. I took one more look in the mirror,and satisfied with what I looked like, I opened the door to 3 gorgeous looking friends.

Lissa was all smiles, Christian looked unimpressed - with how he had to look - but couldn't help smirk at what I wore, and Eddie looked handsome. Eddie wore a black suit and a red tie. He said he would love to be my date to walk me into the graduating ceremony. I happily agreed to him; it was the least I could do to make up for what I did to him, but that's something I can talk about another time. Eddie bowed to me and held out his hand for me to take. He was such a gentleman. I was going to miss him. I knew the 4 of us would always remain friends, but reality was that Eddie may have to guard a Moroi hours away from us or even countries away. The 4 of us walked to the gymnasium and I couldn't help the feeling I was feeling. I was happy, anxious, cheerful and perky. I could feel Lissa having the same emotions as I, and I couldn't help but bring her into a tight hug before we entered the gymnasium.

We walked in and I was shocked, the gymnasium had been transformed. The room was brilliant. There were chairs lined up in rows across the wooden floorings; where the Moroi, Novices and Parents would sit to watch the ceremony. The chairs were covered by silver silk cotton and tired into a bow at the back. The rows of chairs were divided through the middle, by a strip of red carpet. The red carpet lead from the back of the gymnasium to the top of the stairs reaching the stage. The stage held in the centre: a microphone stand, and two chairs; where Headmistress Kirova and head of the school guardians, Alberta were to sit while the Novice and Moroi, would make their speech. And to the right of the stage was where a table was holding the tattoo equipment, as Novices would get marked in front of the academy. I looked up to the ceiling and there were chandlers hanging from the roof, and just a light layer of streamers hanging down. I noticed at the back of the room were signs indicating where the food and drinks were going to be held.

Eddie gave my hand a squeeze and I gave him a hug, before we were rushed over to where Alberta was standing. The four of us walked through a rather large crowd before entering the section at the back on the gymnasium where the food and drinks were being held. The door was closed so the outsiders couldn't hear the commotion. Alberta clapped her hands to get all of our attention.

"Welcome, follow academy students. The day has come where you will be given your diplomas, and will be notified who you will be partnered with," Alberta smiled. "Before the ceremony begins, I'll just like to say you have been an amazing bunch to have taught." We all laughed. "Okay, I think I don't need to go all mushy on you guys, but I look forward in seeing how you have shaped your future. I'm sure many of you – Moroi - will follow your dreams, and you - Guardians - will keep them safe and do your duty extremely well."

She took a breath and said, "Alright, let's get started. I would like the Moroi to line up first, from alphabetical order please. Once you are called up, you walk to red carpet, where Headmistress Kirova will hand you your diplomas. You then make a speech, and are welcome to walk down the side steps and sit with your relatives for the rest of the ceremony. As for the Novices, I would like you to line up alphabetically too, please. The same drill goes for you however, if it is announced that you are guarding a Moroi from this academy, your Moroi will come onto the stage with you for your speech. Once your speech has been said, your Moroi will exit and you will go straight to Guardian Johnson for your official guardian promise mark," she smiled.

All of us lined up how she told us too, and she spoke one last thing, before she went to go on stage. "I'll just like to mention, not everyone here today will be meeting their Guardian or Moroi. Some of you have been pair up with others from around the world, so please don't feel like you haven't done well, because you have!"

Alberta walked out through the door and I couldn't help but feel nervous. What happens if I don't get to be Lissa guardian? The thought just kept playing around and around in my head. I saw Lissa turn around to look for me and I stepped out of the line so she could find me. She gave me a big reassuring smile and sent me a message through the bond.

"You'll do great, Rose. There is no doubt that we will be together, but if we aren't, we will find a way to stay together."

I gave her big smile and walked back into line. We all started to hear Headmistress start speaking to the audience. We all quieten and waited for the names to be announced. It wasn't long before our first Moroi, Luke Addison, was called up to the stage. We heard cheers and claps and we all turned around to look at one another. We all realised this was it. This was the last time we would all see each other again... together. Luke gave his speech, and then next up was Lady Camille Conta. It was obvious that she got more cheers then Luke, but that was because she was a Royal. It wasn't long before we heard Headmistress Kirova call, "Princess Vasilisa Dragomir."

Lissa graciously walked through the door and along the red carpet, many Royal families and other respectable families were giving her their respects as she walked up the stairs. She hugged and air kissed Kirova while taking her diploma, before walking up to the microphone.

"Good morning everyone, I can cheerfully say I am proud to be able to hold this diploma in my hands and know I will be able to go out and experience the world. My mother and father would want me to be free and see what all the opportunities out their hold for me. As for my brother, well, he would want me to have some fun, and you all know what that involves." Everyone in the crowded laughed at the memories Lissa was bringing up. She cleared her throat and said, "I can clearly say my parents would be proud with the choice I have made after leaving the academy. After several discussions with Queen Tatiana, and my choices to remain holding on to the Dragomir name, I have come to a clear and verified life choice."

Everyone in the crowd had their eyes glued to Lissa. She didn't even need to use compulsion it was always in her to get people to notice and listen to her. Everyone wanted to hear what the last Dragomir was going to do with her life, and they were clearly waiting for the announcement. "I will be taken under Queen Tatiana wing, and she will teach me everything there is to know about the Moroi world. I will also be attending Lehigh University. Thank you." The crowd cheered for her and she waved at them while walking down the stairs.

I was unable to see where she went to sit in the crowd, but I knew she would be fine. There was no doubt about it, one day; Vasilisa Dragomir would make an exceptional Queen of the Moroi world. It wasn't long before I saw Bruno Lombardi walk up onto the stage and then Christian Ozera got called up. It was awful to hear not many people made the effort to cheer for him, but that wasn't to say there wasn't any, because there was. I wasn't sure if the Ozera's had the right to be guarded yet, but I knew it didn't bother Christian. He took the diploma and surprising he walked up to the microphone.

"I didn't write or plan a speech, simply because I wasn't going to be saying one. I knew it wasn't going to be respected, but for once, I think it should. The Ozera's use to be one of the powerful families - and because of one mistake - you have all excluded and shamed the family. My family." Christian looked up and caught my eye. He was listening to me; he was sticking up for himself. "Because of the stereotype – what I have left of my family isn't much. Aunt Tasha came here for me today, because she has a heart. She took me under her wing, when none of you supported me – us. And for that I am grateful. I'm not ashamed to be who I am, and I'm defiantly not ashamed to be an Ozera!" He looked around and must have stopped on Tasha because he held up his diploma and yelled, "I love you, thank you!"

Surprisingly he had more cheers going for him then he did while he walked the red carpet, and I was proud of him. The rest of the Moroi went through; Jesse Zeklos and Ralf Sacrozy were there usually stuck up selves, but no matter what they got given cheers. Headmistress Kirova said a speech and then passed the ceremony over to Alberta, which would congratulate us - Novices. By this stage I was being restless, and just wanted it to be over with. And it all started when Alberta called out the first Novices name, Ryan Ayleworth was call out. I saw Eddie flinch ahead of me, because it would have been Mason Ashford first. Nevertheless, Ryan walked up to the stage and got given his diploma. Alberta announced that Camille Conta would be his Moroi, and Ryan's smile couldn't have gotten any bigger. Camille, being the royal she was, and in up and coming family to take over the position of Queen; was going to have to have another guardian to assist Ryan. However that was to be determined at another stage, because he was not there to assist today – meaning he would be from a different academy.

Camille walked down the stairs after kissing Ryan on the cheek and went to sit with her family, who was more than happy with the choice. Ryan then walked over to Guardian Johnson to receive his official guardian promise mark. More Novices made it up on stage, and then it was Eddie's time to shine. He turned around and winked at me before walking the red carpet, which he received a rather loud bunch of claps and shook Alberta's hand. Alberta walked up to the microphone and announced who Eddie would be guarding, and I froze. It's not who I wanted it to be. No, that was an understatement. I expected it to be someone else, not... not Vasilisa Dragomir. My eyes met Eddie's and he was as shocked as I was. I could see the relief that he received someone worth looking after for, but I could tell that he felt bad for me. Since everyone knew – or assume – Lissa and I wanted to be together. We were always together. We had a bond... I thought that would help make the decision easier, but obviously they thought Eddie would do a better job at protecting her.

Through the bond I felt Lissa's shock and confusion. I shook her out of my head and tried my best to smile at Eddie. He didn't believe me, I could tell by the look on his face. If it wasn't me that was going to be guarding her, then I'm sure as hell happy that it would at least be Eddie, and maybe Dimitri won't need to change Moroi after all. I made sure my face showed that I was pleased, and gave Eddie a big smile and a thumb up. He smiled back and kissed Lissa's cheek, when she walked up to stand beside him. Eddie said his speech and walked over to get his mark. The rest of the Novices went through and I was in a daze. I didn't have a clue who I would be guarding, or if I was going to be one of the ones who wasn't guarding anyone from this academy. I was starting to feel queasy, but Meredith Scardow got my attention. I looked up at her and she pointed to the stage; it was then that I noticed my name had been called.

"Rosemarie Hathaway," Alberta said with clear provocation in her voice.

I gulped and gave a weak smile to Meredith, before I set through the door and walked the red carpet. I lifted my head high, and square my shoulders. There was no way I was going to let this ruin my graduation day. Surprisingly I had cheers and claps from the audience, and people congratulating me on the walk. My Mother's voice caught my attention and I looked to my left to see her wearing a long, loose black dress and noticed she tried with some effort to style her short hair. I also noticed there was a man standing beside her rather closely and knew it was the guest she invited. He had black hair and a goatee, but he had a tan – which was strange for Moroi. He was wearing a rather dark blue suit, which screamed money, and a black cashmere scarf. He also wore alot of gold: a gold watch and a hoop earring in his one ear. This Moroi defiantly had a lot of cash and looked dangerous. Four Guardians were standing close by, and if I had to guess, I would say they were protecting him. Who was this guy? And what Moroi Royal Family does he come from? Maybe he will be who I'm guarding? I shuttered at the thought, this man, screamed dangerous... What was I getting myself into?

I gave my Mother a smile and gave a sharp nod to the clearly expensive driven Moroi. He gave me a nod in return with a small smile on his lips. I walked further up the red carpet and a pair of hands wrapped around my neck. I knew who it was at once. Lissa. I pulled back and gave her a smile, while looking up to find Tasha and Christian standing beside her. Christian gave me a punch on the arm, with a hint of flame – that's his way I saying good luck and Tasha gave me her best wishes. I walked up a little further to see Eddie on the side line, with his neck freshly patched up, with cotton to cover his new tattoo. He gave me a big smirk and a pat on the back, before Adrian wrapped his arms around me and kissed me on the cheek. I looked into his eyes, and they showed he was so proud of me. I knew I hurt Adrian's feelings choosing Dimitri over him, but he was a gentleman enough to let it slide. He was here to congratulate me and I was grateful. I gave him a kiss on the cheek back and continued to walk the little red carpet left, before walking up to the stage.

Towards the end of the red carpet, I could sense Dimitri close by. I turned to the right to look straight into his big round chocolate eyes. I couldn't help but smile big at him, which he returned. I noticed a group - mostly of girls - surrounded him and they looked pleased to see me. I was surprised when a teenager who looked about the same age as me, pulled me into a hug and whispered, "I'm so happy to finally meet you." She had brown hair, which was streaked with gold and had dark eyes, which reminded me so much of Dimitri's. It was then that I realised it was his youngest sister, Viktoria. I smiled back at her and looked around at his family. They all looked so happy and pleased. I was shocked that they were here. It's not that I was unappreciative, because I wasn't, but for them to come all the way from Russia, to come to my graduation, must have been because something was important. Maybe Dimitri wanted me to meet them? Maybe it was his last chance to see them for a while, because he is going to be guarding someone else?

Dimitri lightly touched my hand, and I looked up at him surprised. He had a rather large smirk on his face, which I would have loved to kiss off his face, but now wasn't the appropriate time. I knew he wanted to do more too, because I knew I just wanted to run into his arms and kiss him for hours... maybe even do more. He gave me one more nod of his head and I turned to make my way up the red carpet stairs. I walked up to Alberta and shook her hand before grabbing my diploma. I couldn't help the urge which built up inside me and before I knew what I was doing; I held Alberta in a tight embrace. She seemed to not have minded, because she hugged me back and whispered her praises to me. I slowly stepped back and watched her walk up to the microphone, where she would announce my fate: who I would be guarding, where I would be going... my future. It was now all in her hands. I was nervous. I knew Lissa's guard was Eddie, I accepted it, but it didn't relax me one bit. I took in a deep breath when Alberta spoke...

"Guardian Hathaway will be paired with Guardian Castile. The two of them will protect and defend with their lives, Princess Vasilisa Dragomir."

It was right at that moment, that I could have fainted. To say I was shocked was an understatement. I made myself believe that I wouldn't be with Lissa, and here I was with Eddie as well. I couldn't be more relieved! Lissa and Eddie walked up the stairs and Lissa pulled me into a tight embrace. I pulled out of her hold softly and wiped away the tears of joy that escaped her eyes. I then turned to Eddie; wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into a hug. He obliged and hugged me back, more ecstatic then I would have considered.

"I'm so glad you are going to be my partner, Rose," he said.

"As I am of you, Eddie. I thought I wasn't going to be given the chance to guard her, but when they mentioned you – I knew she would be safe."

He nodded, "what about Belikov? I thought he was her sanctioned Guardian?"

I looked him in the eyes and said, "he was, but he made a decision to move forward."

"Are you going to be alright?" he whispered, making sure no one heard us.

Eddie knew about Dimitri and I, so I knew I could be honest with him.

"Yeah, I'll be fine. It's going to be different. I'm use to guarding Lissa with him by my side, but I appreciate his choice, and I seriously, couldn't think of anyone else apart from you to guard Lissa."

"Thank-you!"

And it was the honest truth. I knew Eddie had improved his game when Mason had passed away. He made sure he picked up his game and he was one of the best Novices at the academy, I knew Lissa would be safe with him. Not only had Mason death make an impact on his choices, but so did Carly's death. I trusted Eddie even with my own life, and trust for me, doesn't come easily. Alberta motioned with her hand for me to step up to the microphone and make my speech. I nodded at her letting her know I would be and squeezed Lissa hands, before clearing my throat.

"Good morning, or should I say night? Maybe adding both would stop the debate" I said raising my eyebrows. The crowd laughed, and it encouraged me to speak. "Well, I'll assume you all know who I am – I'm Rose Hathaway, daughter of Guardian Janine Hathaway. Even if you didn't know who I was, I'm sure you would have heard about me. I've been on the television network, radio, papers and even on the wanted list." The crowd laughed again and I even heard someone yell out, "you're wanted baby."

"But I'll like to believe I have grown since then. You can call me all the names you want: run away, disappointment, unworthy, and even blood-whore. But in here," I put my hand over my heart, "I know who I am. I'm Rosemarie Hathaway and somewhere along the line I must have done something right, because I got given a gift I could only wished for. I got given the chance to guard and protect my: sister and best friend. Not only am I able to defend her on my own, but I got given a very handsome, kick ass Guardian to work with."

"I'm well known for my attitude and behaviour. But I must tell you, I'm not ashamed of it." I looked over at Dimitri while I said the rest. "My attitude and behaviour has gotten me to where I am now. They helped me obtain a badass Guardian named Dimitri Belikov, who shaped me into who I am today. Without him, I probably wouldn't be here. I'll be in a flat somewhere, sitting on the couch watching Dr Phil, eating stale potato chips." The crowd laughed again at my metaphor and I smile back at Dimitri. "So to him I am thankful, and hope one day I will be about to make him proud and not put his awesome skills to shame. You will surely be missed, and I hope great things happen to you in the future."

I crowded cheered for Dimitri, and I swear I saw him blush. His older sister Karolina, ruffled his hair and he tried ducking unsuccessfully, while receiving pats on his back from others.

"Well, that's all I can think of to say at the moment. But before I leave this stage and take a giant leap into my new future, I'll just like to say sorry, to Headmistress Kirova, Guardian Petrov and everyone else I've pissed off and put up with me. I sure you are delighted that I am finally leaving your care. Hopefully your health can become in better sharp again." Yes, I'm aware I swore, but who would I be if I didn't let it out! The crowd, however, didn't mind. The clapped and laughed – even the royals. "So here is to my future."

I lifted up my diploma and walked over to Guardian Johnson, while Eddie and Lissa walked off the stage. While the guardian promise mark and my Molnija marks was being tattooed on my neck, did hurt; it wasn't enough pain to override how I felt at this exact moment. My life was changing and for once, it was for the best. After Guardian Johnson patched up my neck, I walked over to where Christian was standing with his Auntie and now, also Adrian. Lissa stood beside him holding his hand, while Eddie gave my shoulder a nudge in contentment. I thought about standing over with Dimitri and his family, but I knew we had to keep the charade up. Graduation wasn't completely over yet... and we both agreed to give it a few days for everything to settle down, before announcing to the world that we were together. And you know what? For once, I wasn't mad at hiding it. I knew it was the right thing to do, because I knew Dimitri loved me, and soon we would be able to show everyone just how much. I sighed in contentment just thinking about it, and gave Meredith a kiss on her cheek, while she walked up the steps to the stage.

The ceremony was nearly over. Everyone had been through the stages and we were waiting for Alberta and Kirova to officially end the ceremony. But before that happened, Dimitri walked onto the stage with six others who I recognised were Guardians. I looked at him in confusion, but he continued to pretend not to notice my questioning face. Headmistress Kirova walked up to the microphone and spoke.

"As I am proud to announce that every student we had in senior year has graduated accordingly, there are also a few other announcements which need to be made." She looked over at one of the other Guardians. "Guardian Marcus, Spice and Newmont have accepted to guard here at the academy. Please, make them feel welcome." The crowd clapped and Kirova went on... "I'll also like to introduce Guardian Karoton, to the team. He will be teaching Defence classes in the coming year."

"As for our last announcement, Guardian Belikov will be leaving us." Dimitri stepped forward, as some people in the crowd sulked, because they didn't want the hot badass guardian to leave, while others cheered him on his choice. "Guardian Belikov has accepted a new position. He has been given the chance to train with the royal guards; to improve strength, agility, stamina, and tactics. To one day become the Royal Guard leader. But that is not all," Kirova paused for dramatic effect and Dimitri's eyes locked on mine. "Guardian Belikov was accepted the request to become Lord Christian Ozera's sanctioned Guardian."

I couldn't believe it. They accepted his request, and not only that, they are given him a chance of a life time, to become a Royal Guard member. We could finally be together, doing what we both want to do. I clapped with extra enthusiasm and I felt my eyes start to water. The crowded cheered, and I turned to look at Christian, he was surprised as well. The Ozera family is the last to be given a guardian. Which is ridiculous because they are a royal family, but because of the incident with Christian's parents, they are dishonoured. However, in this incident, Christian got given a guardian, and I saw that he was actually happy and looked at me and winked.

Kirova continued her speech. "On behalf of the academy, we are honoured to have you join us here for as long as you did Guardian Belikov, and we would like to wish you the best for your bright future set ahead." Dimitri nodded in respect and Kirova closed the ceremony. The others started to head back to where the food and drinks were being held, but I didn't leave, I waited for Dimitri to walk down the stage. He caught sight of me and walked straight over.

"Congratulations!"

Dimitri gave me one of his rare big smiles showing his teeth. "Thanks, Roza. Congratulations yourself. I believe there are certain things which need to be celebrated," he purred with his voice husky.

"I believe there is. Don't panic, but I'm going to lean in for a hug. A friendly hug that happens between friends" I said seductively.

I leant in for a hug and he held me tight to him. It felt so good to be in his embrace again. I had to wait for so long. I also wanted to kiss him and show how much I missed him, but I knew we had to wait for a private moment. I breathed out a sigh of contentment and snuggled my head further into his chest. I felt him chuckle and then he pulled away.

"I gather you missed me, as much as I missed you," he said softly and sweetly. I nodded and he said, "by the way, I should mention, that you look beautiful this morning."

I was just about to say how sexy he looks in his suit, but my Mother's voice stopped me before I could.

"Yes, she does look beautiful this morning." I looked up at her and saw her Guardian mark in place. I just hoped she didn't think anything of Dimitri's comment, then just a general compliment. "Rose am I able to spare you a moment?" I nodded baffled. "Good, because there is someone I'll like you to meet."

Janine led the way towards the back room where the drinks and food were being held. We didn't end up walking into the room where families we talking to one another, but we did stop walking not far from the entrance. She walked over to the well dressed man she was standing with at the ceremony, and if I saw correctly, her cheeks had a slight pink shade to them. The Moroi was still surrounded by his Guardians and placed his hand on my Mothers arm. I stopped and looked up at Dimitri – which I insisted – that he came with me to meet my Mother's guest. He gave me a wary look and it made me nervous to think I was meeting this man for my first time and Dimitri didn't seem comfortable about meeting him either. The man stepped forward and held out his hand.

"It's nice to see you again, Rose. It has been a very long time." He then smirked and said, "I'm Abe Mazur."

I shook his hand, and gave Janine a quizzed look. "It's a pleasure. I'm sorry, but I... I don't remember meeting you before?"

Abe Mazur. It wasn't a Royal name. So why do he scream off rich and dangerous? Maybe, he was a Royal and decided to keep his last name of one of his parents? How does he know me? Oh god, I hope he wasn't someone I insulted when Lissa and I ran away. No, he couldn't have been. I would have remembered meeting someone like him. Abe brought me out of my thoughts.

"I don't blame you, little girl. Last time I saw you were just over two years old. It's been quite a while," he expression changed, and I think I saw regret. "You have grown up to be a beautiful woman. I wouldn't expect any less though," he smiled and looked quickly at Mother. "You have an attractive Mother, there was no doubt that it would pass on to you."

I suddenly felt defensive of Janine. She was my Mother and he was a sly Moroi sleazing his way onto her. It was disgraceful.

"How do you know my Mother, old man?" I hissed. I saw his Guardian stiffen when I mentioned old man.

"No," he said, his smile turning harder. "That question is, how long have I known your Mother."

I looked at Janine and she put her hand out on Abe's hand. I didn't understand why they were so touchy feely. I glared at Abe and he seemed to be passive but stared at me back. Janine stepped forward.

"Rose, I was hoping we could discuss this in a private area, and inform you in a different way, but it so happens that you want to know now." She looked at Abe and he gave her a tight smile and a nod of his head. "Abe Mazur is your Father."

I gasped and moved my hand to cover my mouth. I felt my body fall backwards, but Dimitri's strong hands caught me. I looked up at him and saw his expression. He was shocked and cautious. I can't believe this man is my Father. There has to be some mistake, right?

"And you're... positive about this?"

For the second time today I saw Mother blush. "Yes, Rose. I'm certain. I was with him when I got pregnant. He was also there for your birth and until you were two. There are no doubts that he is your Father."

I couldn't speak. I just kept my eyes going back and forth between Janine and Abe. This was some type of joke, right? It had to be. Fortunately, Dimitri broke the awkward silence.

He held out his hand to Abe. "I'm Dimitri Belikov, sir. I've been Rose's mentor for the past year. It's a pleasure to meet you."

Abe shook his hand and gave Dimitri a small smile. "Yes, I've heard plenty about you. I appreciate you taking Rose under your care. She must have been a hand full. Congratulations, on your promotion. It's not every day the Royal Guard accepts transfers, as well as, guarding Lord Ozera part-time. It's an exceptional offer – especially of someone as young as you. However, your reputation is mind-blowing, so I shouldn't be too surprised."

Dimitri nodded his head, "thank you, sir." Dimitri skipped the information about me and spoke about his promotion. To my dislike, Abe and Dimitri seemed to be getting along quite well. Abe was still dangerous looking, and asking hard questions, but Dimitri seemed to be in control, and spoke words Abe admired. I should be happy they can along, shouldn't I? I mean Dimitri in my boyfriend – hopefully future-husband – and Abe Mazur is my Father. Ah, that sounds so strange.

I started freaking out and said, "I think it's time I float around the room and say my goodbyes."

Janine gave me a don't-be-disrespectful look, but said, "I think that's best. I'll be leaving at the end of the day. I'll come by your dorm around 5:00, to say goodbye."

I nodded and looked at Abe. "So, I guess I'll be seeing you around?"

In a flash the tepid expression on his face he had with Dimitri faded and was replaced with a hard expression. Suddenly, I wanted to get away from him. Run away from him even. There was something deadly beneath the extravagant, buoyant façade and I didn't want to spend another moment near him.

"Actually," he spoke taking a step towards me. His Guardians watched me carefully and tensed when they saw him move. "I was hoping we'll find time later to chat."

I gulped and felt fear rise within me. "Um – yeah that's – well ok – where – what time's best?" I stumbled.

"I'm not leaving until tomorrow. Perhaps, when you have finished saying goodbye and packed your things we could meet up in my guest room?"

"Sure," I murmured. "Will we be alone?"

He lifted his eyebrow. "Would you prefer that we weren't? I can organise to have my Guardians with us."

"No, No. Ah... alone is fine," I mumbled and blushed when I realised how ridiculous I sounded. I was meant to be a fearless Guardian and I was scared of a Moroi. How embarrassing!

He laughed out loud for the first time, a prosperous, cavernous sound filled with genuine amusement. I frowned, and felt utterly insignificant. I felt Dimitri hand on the small of my back and looked up at Abe.

"I'll see you early tomorrow morning," he said smiling, before he walked off, with his Guardians following.

I looked at Janine. "What are you doing with him? Can't you see that he is a dangerous man?"

"Rose," she exclaimed. "I know more about Ibrahim then you think I do." She looked offended, "Ibrahim is a wonderful man. Never forget that."

She didn't need to say anymore. It was written all over her face. She was in love with him. And to this day, I think she still is. Her expression turned all dreamily recalling some other time and place, where she most likely spent with him. Ah, could this moment be any weirder? Everyone always said I looked like my Mother, but the truth is I got my dark skin, dark hair and eyes from my Father – Ibrahim Mazur, also pronounced Abraham in common English. Ibrahim was a Turkish way of saying the name.

"For the love of God, why couldn't my Father be the mailman?" I whispered. "How could you... Ah," I screwed up my nose, "I can't even think about it."

"Rose, you two have a lot more in common then you think."

"You have got to be joking! He's supercilious, sarcastic, and arrogant and not to mention he likes to intimidate people."

I looked up at Dimitri and saw a smile playing on his lips. I couldn't believe it. He thought I was a lot like him as well. Gosh, was everyone ganging up on me today?

"Mother, what is it... what is it that Abe does for a living? He seems very well off for a non-royal and very intimating..."

Her face changed again into awe and she said, "he's a business man. He does favours for a lot of people, which they gladly like to return. He has a lot of influence in this world."

"It's probably illegal," I seethed.

"If he wants to tell you, he will. Don't push your luck though, young lady," she said turning into the Mother I knew. "I never thought you would meet him this way."

I looked at her shocked. "Why? I thought you wanted me to meet him today."

She smiled, "We both thought it'd be best if he wasn't in your life. However, word got back to him about your display at the abandoned building, and he suddenly had the urge to want to see you again."

"Oh, so this is so he can teach me how to be like him," I said sarcastically.

"No," she said. "It's because he is proud of you and wants you in his life." She started to walk away and said over her shoulder, "that's if you want him to be."

I rolled my eyes. Looks like Abe is going to be in my life for the long run. I wonder what he wants to talk to me about. Hmm, that should be interesting! I've started to have a good relationship with my Mother and then my Father comes into my life wanting to know me as well. It's defiantly I knew start in life for me, that's for sure. I looked up and turning slightly to my left. Dimitri was giving me a smirk.

"Wipe that smirk off your face. Or I'll do it for you," I said aggravated.

"You're adorable when you're angry."

I started to glare at him, but my expression softened almost immediately. He didn't do anything wrong, it was me who was acting like a spoilt brat. I so badly wanted to be in his arms.

I bit my lip and said, "does my Father scare you?"

"I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervous. He holds a very strong reputation in Russia, and yes, he is very dangerous. If I didn't just find out he was your Father... I wouldn't want you anywhere near him. "

"So that means you have heard of him?"

"Yes, you could say that. He is known as Abe Mazur, or Mr Mazur, you could say," Dimitri looked like he was in thought. "But behind his back people call him 'Zmey.'"

"Zmey?" I looked at him confused. "Is that Russian?"

"It is. It's a Russian name for sea serpent," he smirked.

"Well he surely scares me too, so we'll tell him about us together. As for my Mother well... she can't talk... She made love to 'Zmey'," I snorted.

Dimitri chuckled and said, "why don't you go hang out with your friends? You'll miss them. Have some fun."

"What about you? I want to be with you!"

His eyes turned soft, "you will, Rose. We have forever, your friends don't. You deserve to have some fun.

"What have you done with Dimitri? My Dimitri wouldn't suggest for me to have fun."

"Your Dimitri, does try to look out for you," he raised an eyebrow. "But he does need to lay back a little bit, and let you live your life. You are still only young."

"For once I am not hurt you called me young. I think it helps that I'll always be younger than you... so the fun will always follow."

Dimitri snickered at my logic and said, "I'll be over by the food at the far wall if you need me."

I nodded and blew him a kiss before walking over to where Christian, Lissa, Eddie, Meredith and Bruno were sitting around talking.

Now standing with Lissa, Christian, Eddie, Meredith and Bruno – Bruno who the one I thought about. Bruno was one of the survivors from the attack at the abandon building. He was also one of the few Victor's play-friends Strigoi capture with me. He was lucky he lived. When Tasha sent Victor on fire, the Strigoi let him go, thinking he was no threat. It was then that Bruno ran and ran, until Janine found him. I saw plenty of my friends die that day... I was just lucky one of them survived. I wouldn't say we were friends, because he hung around Jesse and Ralf, but he was Lucia brother – and Lucia is a friend.

I stood across with Eddie and he knocked his knuckles with mine. "How you feeling, Rose?"

"I'm good. No wait, Great. I'm great."

"I'm going to miss you Rose," Meredith said from beside me.

"I know, it's going to be strange not seeing everyone all the time, but I'm sure we'll cross paths."

The six of us sat around talking about gossip and nothing too important. It was nice, nice not thinking about leaving and where we were headed next. I knew I would be with Lissa, Christian and Eddie, that was solid – but saying goodbye to others, that would be a little difficult. During the conversations, I notice Bruno eyeing me every now and then. It looked like he wanted to say something to me, but kept pulling himself back. Eventually he broke his awkwardness and spoke what was on his mind.

"Rose, I ah... just wanted to ah, say... I just wanted to say thank you."

I looked at him stunned, "there is nothing for you to thank me for Bruno."

"Yes, there, ah... is," he shifted in his seat. "You saved my life. I would have been next. If you didn't keep distracting him, I would have, ah... I would have been a goner."

I shook my head, "no, Bruno. I was weak. I didn't stop Victor. The truth is – Tasha did. If Tasha didn't sneak in, we all would have died. I think you should give yourself more credit. You were really brave back there!"

Bruno nodded and I even saw him blush. I was just about to tease Christian when I heard Lucia raise her voice and call "Bruno" was she pulled him into a hug. He didn't pull back, in fact he hug her tighter. It was nice to see them together again. I noticed Adrian not far from her. He winked at me and smirked.

"Adrian, the girl is a little too young for you," Christian snickered.

Adrian smirked and said, "no girl is too young for me."

Bruno's eyes moved straight to Adrian and he said voice hard, "don't you ever touch my sister. You got that?"

Adrian put his hands up in a surrender position, while Christian laughed his head off, Lissa looked synthetic for Adrian, and Eddie and Meredith just looked interested in seeing what would happen next. It was Lucia who spoke.

"Bruno, don't be a jerk. I am old enough to look after myself, you big ass!"

"You are not old enough to look after yourself! You are still in school!" He stood up and held her shoulder. "Adrian is a lot older then you, you need to be careful."

"Bruno," Adrian said, and Bruno glared at him. "Nothing is going on between us. I leave for New York in a couple of days."

Bruno's body relaxed and Lucia sighed. It was good to see a normal family reaction – I couldn't help but laugh.

"So is this when I can start not liking Rose again?" Christian asked.

Lissa hit him across his shoulder, "Stop it. You two are going to have to play nice."

Christian smirked, "Oh, we can play nice." And Lissa believed him and kissed him on the lips.

I rolled my eyes and knew Christian and I would never change. "In your dreams, Fire-Boy."

He laughed fully then and said, "its Adrian's dreams you need to be more worried about."

"She loves every moment of her dreams, don't you little Dhampir?"

"Okay, guys... let it go. We all know you both love dreaming about me," I winked.

Adrian and Christian answered at the same time. Adrian said, "you can bet on it." While Christian said, "I'll rather burn my eyes."

Lissa turned to Christian and said, "you better watch out for when I can dream-walk."

"I wouldn't have a problem with it, sexy."

Adrian gave him cocky smirk, "you wouldn't have a problem with it, because you already dream about her naked."

I couldn't help but laugh and hi five Adrian, while Lissa blushed majorly and Christian smiled with pride.

"Hey Adrian," Eddie said. "When are we going to be seeing you next?"

"During the university break I reckon, if not then, than sometime around Christmas."

"Sweet, can't wait to meet up with you again mate," Eddie said patting his back.