Hi, sorry for updating so late.

I am in Louuu with my dad´s girlfriend

Chapter 5

Bart seems sad lately. I found out that he still loves Misty. I did feel a little jealous for a minute, but let´s face it he always loved Misty. That shouldn't have surprise me at all. I love Bart a lot, but Chuck brought some new to me, his passion for me and his jokes. After the charity party Bart seem so distracted.

"Blair, will you still marry me?" He asks me one night after we had eaten. What was I suppose to say? Does Bart still love me? No he loves Misty.

Chuck also seems eager for my reply. He asked me to be his girlfriend, and I told him that I love him. This was just too much. Who shall I promise myself to?

One night Chuck knocks on my bedroom door. I let him in after a hesitation.

"What are you doing here so late?" I hiss at him. I close the door fast. I don't want Bart to catch me with Chuck so late. Chuck takes me in his embrace before I could stop him. Chuck kissed me with such passion that I felt faint for a minute. Why does my heart beat so fast? Chuck smirks at me and lifts me over to the bed.

"Who do your heart belong to Blair?" Chuck asks husky. He looks furious with me.

When I did not answer fast enough for his like he kisses me more roughly.

Tell me Blair," Chuck barks at me. He looks desperate. I felt bad for not knowing what I feel for him.

"It is not so easy for me," I say with a shaky voice. Chuck shook me. I felt tears run down my cheeks.

"I told you I loved you. Does that not mean anything?" Chuck asks sounding angry.

"Yes, I love you to. You know that," I beg him to understand my position in this. Chuck moves his hands down my body and kisses my neck. He is quite forceful. I try to get out of Chuck ´s embrace. Had jalousie made him so angry? Chuck tucks me tight to his chest.

"I love you Blair, my father doesn't," Chuck roars at me. I kiss him to quite him down. He was undressing me. I should feel fear because of Chuck´s anger and lust, but I feel the same lust as he. I open Chuck´s shirt with such a force that bottoms on it sprang free. Chuck chuckles at my eagerness. He had freed my breasts form my bra. Chuck touches them with quite a gentle hand while kissing me. Suddenly his gentleness vanishes and he kisses me more roughly.

"When you were an escort did you sleep with your clients?" Chuck asks sounding darkly. I was glad I could tell him no.

"I am an escort, but I am no slut," I say back in a flat tone.

Chuck smiles at me and kisses me with a more sweet kisses.

We end up without any clothes on. Chuck´s body was on top of my tiny one. Chuck was kissing me with his soft lips. I had my hand in his hair. Chuck had a nice body, firm and strong. I couldn't stop myself from touching him. Chuck groans. He likes to be kissed on his neck. Chuck was fingering me with his way to talent fingers. He keep kissing me while give me a super Hand Job. I kiss him and I want him as well. I hear my own moans grew louder. Chuck was covering my mouth with his kisses to try to quite me down. Chuck groans as I bit his neck softly. I want to give myself to him and forget the world outside for a while. Chuck seems to think the same as he moves his hips to my hips. We lock eyes and Chuck thrush his way in to me. I am so wet that I don't feel any pain on till he hits my hymen. I nearly scram at him. Chuck kept kissing me and whispering sweet things in my ears.

"God, Blair, you are so wet and hot," Chuck groans and hisses. I can feel him in me. His so rock hard and very deep inside of me. Chuck starts with hard thrushes. After a while I want him faster. I move myself to show him. Chuck gets my hint to go faster. My hands are on his firm ass. I can take much more. I moan so loud it sounds like a cry. Chuck was breathing heavily. We come together as Chuck rams inside me with such a force that, I clams down on him. Chuck kisses me with rough kisses. My lips feel num by the kisses. Trying to catch our breaths and get enough power to rise ourselves up.

Suddenly we hear Bart call. I beg Chuck to hide. We have to tell Bart the true. Chuck looks angry at me. He doesn't want to hide at all.

"Blair," Bart says in a very low tone. He sounds lustful. No, what have I gotten myself in to two Basses both lustful. Blair you dummy. I want to kick myself. This has to end. I have to tell Bart and Chuck what I really feel.

"Bart, I thought you were sleeping?" I say in a shaky voice.

"I cannot sleep thinking about your warm body sleeping a room away from me," Bart sounds drunk or horny.

"Oh, Bart, you flatter me," I try to sound flatted, but I feel angrier at myself from playing them.

Bart leans on a kiss me. I had kissed Bart many times. He smells like Gin and tonic. Yes he was drunk.

I broke the kiss. Bart is no bad kisser. Bart starts to drag me out of the room. He drags me over to his bedroom. No, I cannot do this. It surprises me that Chuck hasn't showed himself yet. I deserve to rot in hell. Playing both of them is not faire.

"Bart, I cannot marry you. You still love Misty," I say while he is kissing me.

Bart looks lost for a minute. I had hit the nail right on. Bart looks sad suddenly.

I had always seen Bart as a collected type. He did not like to show emotions. Bart hate to look weak I knew his type my father was a lot alike Bart.

Bart walks out on me. I am left with a bad feeling. Chuck comes out of his hiding place.

"Chuck, I am leaving. I made a mass," I start to walk over to my room to pack my things.

"Blair, please don't leave," Chuck begged me.

"I don't know what to feel, and I am in doubt about my feelings for you and him," Chuck looks sad. He kisses me and tries to hold me tight. I push Chuck off me. I don't usually run away from my problem, but I feel so lost.

I am sorry Chuck.