Six POV scars we share
I love the vibrations that come from deep inside his chest. I just want to stay here forever. I'm really surprised that I've trusted him with so much information but I'm also really glad I have at the same time. I'm about to fall back asleep but my phone buzzes. "Hello", I answer groggily. "Six Wu, where are you it's is almost noon and when will we meet that guy friend of yours", Uriah asks in a high pitched voice trying to imitate mom. "Ugh, no Uri you don't get to meet him, you'll taint him with your weirdness", I tell him. "Ugh, Six I am offended, I'm a blood relative I should meet him first and where are you", he asks in his normal voice, Uri and Zeke became really over protective once they heard some of my story. "Yes you're a blood relative that's why you don't get to meet him, and I may or may not be at his place", I say wincing. "Six Elizabeth Lake Wu you are not at his house, I'm coming over to his place see ya in ten", he tells me before hanging up. This makes me shoot out of bed. Four looks confused by the sudden movements I making. So I tell him, "Okay so my idiot cousin called and he may or may not be coming over in like ten minutes", I shyly smile. He smiles and kisses me on the nose. "Well then we better make you look presentable", he says and I get the perfect idea. "Four, can you get me a long sleeved shirt", he nods but looks confused. Thank god I wore a strapless bra yesterday. He hands me a black shirt and I go into the bathroom. I slip myself through the hole where his neck would go, once it covers me enough I tie the sleeves together to form a bow at the front. The shirt, well now dress comes down to my mid-thigh and looks quite nice actually. It also frames the three ravens flying toward heart, the ravens are represented by my mother, my father and the last one is for the good memories in my life. The 'memory raven' helps me remember that there is good in bad and light in darkness, there is always happiness in sadness, the tattoo helps me get through rough times. I comb my hands through my hair and deem it presentable. I walk out of the bathroom to see a fully dressed Four leaning against the counter on his phone. I sneak up behind him and see him on IFunny. "No fucking way", I yell. He jumps up and holds me close to him with a worried look in his eye as he surveys the room. I laugh at how overprotective he's being, with Uri and Zeke it's annoying but with him I fell as if it's his way of showing how much he cares. "What's wrong", he asks meeting his deep blue eyes with mine. I look deep into his eyes where any sign of emotion will be. "Nothing", I chuckle semi-sarcastically, "I was just kind of amazed that you have IFunny". "You like it too", he asks surprisingly. "Duh, it's like my life", I tell him. He laughs a deep laugh, one where his whole body shakes and he kisses my hair. I can almost swear that when he kissed my hair, he took a deep breath. He steps apart and finally sees what I'm wearing. "Would you like me to twirl for ya", I ask. He doesn't say anything so I just twirl, my hair, in its natural waves, fanning out around me. "Damn who knew my shirt would look so sexy on you", he whispers. I go up to him and kiss him lightly on the lips as I stand on my tippy-toes. He puts his hands on my waist and picks me up so that I'm sitting on the counter. I lean in and kiss him while my hand is running through his hair. He was thinking out loud once and said that it felt really good when I did that. He moves so that he's in between my legs, so that he can kiss me easier. I give a small gasp when he nibbles on my bottom lip, and as my mouth opens with the gasp he takes the chance to go inside my mouth tracing each and every inch. I also take this chance to explore his mouth, it's weird how amazing he tastes. He tastes kinda like something sweet but distinctly male, just like the way he smells. He moves onto my neck as he pushes the hair away. I just can't help myself as I let out a small moan, Four obviously heard it as this just encourages him.
Knock knock I hear echoing down the hall into the kitchen. I reluctantly pull away from Four who has a triumphant look on his face. I know that it's Uriah and I want to look as normal as possible because the post-make-out look doesn't really work for me. I go look into the mirror and see why Four looked so proud, I have a decent sized hickey on my neck. Four sees me checking the hickey out and smirks, I gently slap his arm and move my hair so that it's covered while patting my hair down in the process.
Four opens the door to a very impatient Uriah, a fed up Zeke, and to my surprise a very excited Shauna and Marlene. "Hey Zeke, Uri, Shuan, and Mar this is Four. Zeke and Uriah are frowning until the see what I'm wearing. "Holy shit man you got her to wear a dress. Okay just because of that I'll ignore the swollen lips", Zeke says in amazement as Shauna and Marlene stare in awe. "In all of Six's three years here I've never seen her A. Wear a dress or B. With a guy that isn't her cousin or an extremely close friend", Shauna tells him as I feel the redness crawling up my body. "Is that so", Four asks while raising one eyebrow, I roll my eyes at him. "Yes, so maybe now we can finally get her into heels, and makeup oh so many new opportunities", Shauna gushes. Four looks down adoringly at me I don't know why though but he seems happy. I search for the emotion in his eyes, it's harder to find now that we are in front of people but I can just barely make out happiness, this makes me smile because I know that he is happy. I've decided that I'm going to call the way he acts in front of people his 'Four mode' because when I'm with him his eyes aren't hard and cold they are open and loving they show every emotion. "So", I say reluctantly turning my head, "You guys done here or what". They all give some form of yes and leave.
"So what do you want to do today", I ask Four as I'm leaning against the door. He thinks for a minute and says, "I've always wanted to go to the Art Museum in Millennium Park". This makes me love him even more, I've never met a guy besides my father who enjoyed art. "I'm going to go get some sandals from my room because I'm pretty sure that the people who own the museum don't want a barefoot girl walking around", I tell him. I run up to my room and grab the first pair of sandals I see. "Is it true", he asks. "Is what true", I inquire. "That you've never been alone with a guy that isn't your cousin or a close friend", he answers. "Yeah, I just don't trust guys very much, you know because of my brother. I mean it took me a couple months to be completely okay with Uriah and if you're wondering why I trust you I really don't know all I know is that I love you", I whisper the last part inaudibly and thankfully Four doesn't push it. He drapes his arm around my shoulders and we walk to his car.
"M'Lady", he says as he gets down on one knee and sticks his arms out so that he can pick me up, so that I can get in his Godzilla sized truck. "Why thank you kind sir", I tell him as I sit in his arms. He lays me in the seat and 'accidentally' moves my hair in the process which exposes the hickey he so kindly put on me. I suddenly realize that we have three weeks of summer left and I don't know where Four is going to school. "Four", I ask breaking the silence, he makes a noise that acknowledges me, "what school are you going to". He thinks as we pull into a parking space. "Umm I think it's called Millennium Park High or something like that", he says unsurely. "Where do you go", he asks. "Umm I think it's called Millennium Park High or something like that", I answer trying to imitate his voice. He laughs and gets out if the truck. He stops at the back of the truck before he comes to get me and I can see him fist pumping in the rear view mirror, this makes me quite happy. "M'Lady", he says again as he holds out his arms. He sets me down gently after he kisses my cheek. "So where to first", I ask him. "I don't know let's just walk around", he answers and we do just that. When we get back to the truck it's almost four p.m.
"Can we watch another zomedy", I ask, "It's called Shaun of the Dead". He laughs but nods and I almost jump up and down in my seat, Zeke and Uri never cared much for them, they were always to occupied with Mar or Shauna to watch them with me. He carries me to the apartment, I don't think he realizes how much I like it when he carries me. I walk in before him and see my phone on the counter buzzing off the hook. I look at the screen and see that Mom is calling me.
"Hey mom", I say.
"Beatrice where have you been I've been calling for the last hour and a half", she yells at me, I feel bad that I put so much worry on her, she must've been really scared, she only calls me Beatrice when she's really scared.
"Sorry mom, I was at the art museum on Millennium Park with Four", I respond.
"Okay that makes me feel a little better but you need to come home. You've spent the night at his place and most of the day. P.S. You're grounded for leaving your phone there and spending the night with a boy. Don't get me wrong sweetie I'm very happy for you but you need discipline. Since I'm nice we can do this two ways. The first way is where you come home know and are grounded for a week but you get to keep your phone or option two you can stay till ten, be grounded for a week and lose your phone", she scolds.
"But mom-", I get cut off.
"Don't but mom me young lady make your decision", she tells me.
"Option one", I growl.
"Okay, I'll see you in a few, love you", she cheerily says.
"Bye, love you too", I mumble.
I look over at Four and see his amused face. "I'm guessing you're grounded by the look on your face", he assumes. "Damn straight", I grumble. He kisses me, just a small peck but it makes my heart fill with joy. "Bye, babe", he says as I'm walking out of the door. "Bye, sugar", I yell back as I readjust my hair to cover the hickey.
Slowly walk to the apartment and open the door. Mom and Dad are sitting in the couch holding hands with each other, that's never good, I can practically feel my eyes growing to the size of saucers. "How did that boy get you into a dress", my mom asks. "I really don't know", I tell them shaking my head. "Why did you spend the night at his place", Dad asks. "Well two reasons really. Reason one it's was like four a.m. and I was really tired. Reason two I trust him", I answer. "Tris you can't just go around like that what if he'd been dangerous", mom wonders out loud. "Mom he's not dangerous, he cares a lot you just don't see it", I sigh. "Your brother used to care about you like the way he did and look how that worked out", Dad tells me, oh he did not just go there. "Why would you even compare Four to my useless cunt of a brother. Caleb always had some evil in his eyes, always but Four I've never seen any evil and believe me when I say there isn't. I don't get why you'd think of Four the same way as Caleb", I yell, now pacing across the room. They share a variety of looks before saying, "We need to go talk in the other room, you stay here".
I can hear muffled voices but nothing that'll clue me in on what's going on. After a few minutes they come back, mom looks somewhat pleased, dad not so much. "Okay Tris you're still grounded but we want you to go onto birth control if you plan to keep seeing him", she tells me. I can feel my face grow red in response to her comment. "Mom we've only been together for around two months", I shyly say. "Tris sweetie I lost my v-card when I was sixteen and almost got preggo at a party. I don't want that to happen to you", she tells me, first off ew I didn't need to know that. "Okay ew mom I did not need to know that", I reply. "Well it's the truth sweetie and while you're in your room I'm going to go to the clinic in a couple days do I can get your birth control", she says, I groan. I dramatically flop on my bed and I'm almost asleep but my phone buzzes.
F:How bad is it
S:Not bad just gotta stay in my room for a week
F:That sucks
S:Yeah but at least I get to keep my phone
****time skip to three days later****
I wake up at one in the afternoon to my phone buzzing.
F:When are you going to get crap for school because I have no idea what to get
S:I'll probably go the week before school and I'll take you along so don't worry
F:Those guys at my house the other day were your cousins right
S:Yeah and the girls are their girlfriends. I would introduce you to all of them but Chris and Will are in Texas and Zeke and Uriah aren't that much fun without Chris or Will.
F:Cool. I know this sounds weird but can you sneak out and meet me around midnight tonight.
S:Sure where
F:My place
S:K see you then
Mom comes in and throws me a package of birth control. "Take it now", she tells crossing her arms. I huff but swallow the pill and she seems happier. "Okay sweetie dinner will be ready in like ten minutes", says and leaves me to my solitude. After dinner I decide to watch some Netflix. "Hey honey could you turn that down I'm trying to sleep", Dad asks. I smile and nod as I turn the volume down. I look at my phone and see that it's around ten-thirty. I go take a shower and thankfully it's not unusual for me to take showers late at night. I change into some black leggings and a black t-shirt that I might've outgrown since I've last worn it but who cares. I put my hair in a messy bun so that it'll look like I'm ready for bed if one of my parents come in.
I check my phone and see that it's eleven-forty-five, I better get going Mom is a light sleeper which makes it harder for me to sneak out. I know that I probably won't be able to go out of the front door so I look around for the laundry shoot. I slide down it and smile as I land in the laundry room in the lobby. I slowly walk up to Four's place and arrive just on time. I lightly knock on his door and he immediately opens it as if he was waiting for me. "Hey", I smile. "Hey, what's up", he asks breathlessly. "Nothing much, just sliding down laundry shoots, you", I ask raising one eyebrow. "Waiting for a gorgeous girl to show up at my door", he says as he braces himself against the frame of the door, god he's looks so hot when he does that. He places my hands around his neck and picks me up. I seriously love it when he does that.
"So where are we going", I ask as he places me in the truck. "That's for me to know and you to find out", he tells me as I roll my eyes. We drive out of the city into a more rural area where there aren't lights everywhere. "Come on", Four says from my open door, I didn't even realize that he got out of the car I was to busy focusing on the stars. I'm still quite focused on the stars and barely register when he picks me up and out of the truck. "It's so beautiful", I whisper. "Yeah", he says. I sets me down and opens the bed of the truck. I'm still staring at the stars when he picks me up again. I'm set in the bed of the truck and I realize there's a blanket on the bottom to make it more comfortable. I lay down so that I can see the stars better. The stars make me smile, my birth mother used to say that no matter where we are in the universe, heaven, hell, or earth we see the same stars. Four doesn't realize how much he's given me. I look across from me and see Four laying next to me. I think of all my favorite memories under the stars and suddenly I remember the perfect song to describe him.
"When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul
Well I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, I'm still looking up
Well, I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough enough
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up" (I won't give up by Jason Mraz)
"That's beautiful", he says as he nuzzles into my collarbone. I gently grab his face and see his glistening eyes."Isn't it, this was my favorite song for a very long time", I tell him. "Why'd you sing it", he asks. "Well this afternoon I was trying to draw your eyes which is incredibly hard by the way and this song reminded me of you because of your eyes they're like the night sky", I answer him. "You find such beauty in simple things", he tells me. You learn to hold onto the simple things when you've got nothing left, I think but apparently I say it out loud. "No, Tris you have everything and everyone you need and so do I", he says but I don't think that he thought he said that last part out loud.
I grin and lay my head in the crook of his arm. "Do you wanna know what I really want to do right now, Four", I ask. He seems to think deeply for a minute and says, "My names Tobias, Tobias Eaton, and what do you want to do". "I like it, it fits you perfectly", I tell him and I really do mean it, "but let me guess you only want me to call you that when we're alone". He nods and I roll over a little bit so that I'm facing him. I smile and he puts his hands on my hips, which are exposed thanks to my shirt. I push myself up and kiss him. I grab onto his neck as his grip on my hips gets a little firmer. This position is very awkward so I swing my leg over his lap and pull him up to meet me in the middle. The fight for dominance doesn't last long and soon Tobias is tracing my mouth again. I decide that I want to have my fun so I grind my hips into him and Tobias lets out a groan. I move onto his neck and I can't help but say that when he groans my real name it's kind of a turn on. I finally find what I'm looking for, the sensitive part on his neck, thanks to his moans.
Finally satisfied that there will be a mark I pull back. He meets my eyes and I smile as we both lean back in. He nibbles on my lower lip and smiles as I give a slight moan. He pulls back and gives me a goofy lopsided smile reminding me how old he really is, just a teenager. "So Tris did you get to do what you wanted to do", he asks. I blush and smile. "Well then we should get you back because it's almost three", he says while shifting uncomfortably and I realize his predicament. I smirk and say, "Is it going to be a little hard to get out of the truck bed". He gives me a playful glare but gives a slight nod. "Hmm, let's see, think about grass or your grandmother kissing you, if that doesn't turn you off we got some serious problems", I suggest. He gives a me smile that is completely sarcastic but after a little bit he hops out of the truck. I actually like that I caused his reaction and to be honest with myself I'm turned on too. "C'mon", I say as I put my hands around his neck.
He picks me up and sets me in the seat as he kisses my forehead. We drive home the music from the radio filling the car. "Bye Tobias", I tell him as I drop his hand and head up the stairs.
I enter the door as quietly as I can but I hear a cough and I turn slowly while wincing to see Dad. "Hey Daddy", I says while rocking on my heels. "Hello Six where have you been", he asks sarcastically. "With Four", I wince. "You're lucky that your mom hasn't noticed your absence and since I like this boy I'll let you keep seeing him but if you sneak out again consequences will be much worse than just watching you closer", he tells me. I hug him and kiss his cheek. "Thank you Daddy", I whisper. "You're welcome Sixy-pie", he whispers back.
I walk-run to my room and fall asleep with a grin, thinking about my time with Tobias
Toodles- Defying Nature xoxo
So I hope that this is a good chapter and yeah I know I haven't updated in a long time but school is getting crazy with end of the year crap and stuff like that. Also someone mentioned this earlier. Two things, one if own nothing my last name is not Roth so there for I will never be her and two the only thing I could ever own is this plot I though up while I was bored during L.A.(classy as fuck, I know right)