Authors Note: this chapter is all Bellamy and where he disappeared. Nicole is the girl Bellamy spends the night with on the second day on earth, I couldn't find her name from the show, and so I kept her real name. Enjoy
Bellamy
What If She Knew, What Woke Me Up?
This is getting ridiculous; these emotions I am feeling make nonsense. I need some air and a little time out of this place. I went inside the ship to tell Clarke that I was going to go hunting and alone but as I reached inside the ship she was already asleep. A small hair strand on her face, she looked so peaceful sleeping, like all her worries and responsibilities disappeared and she looked so peaceful, so beautiful. Suddenly an urge grew on me, I wanted to move that piece of hair out of her face and maybe...kiss her. I walked close and closer, I was an inch away from her.
"Bellamy?" a voice from behind me, stopped me!
I swallowed my fear and turned to find Monty standing behind me.
"What are you doing here? Why are you even up at this time" he asked.
I let a sigh of relief knowing that he didn't realize or suspect anything about what was about to happen. "Hmm, I came to tell Clarke I was going to go somewhere for a bit" I managed to finally say.
"Well, since I am here you don't have to wake her up" he said with a smile.
"See you later" was all I said and run out of there for some air. As soon as I was out of Monty's sight I gasped for air. Holly f*ck, what was I thinking. I wanted to kiss Clarke! The girl I cannot stand, the head strong, boring and too serious girl. I need to leave and leave now.
I picked up some weapons from our weapon chambers on the side of the ship and began to walk on to woods; actually I just wanted to get away from Clarke for sometime. She is been driving me crazy lately, and I have no idea why. I need sometime to think and get my priorities straight. That way no one will ever know of these unknown emotions I am feeling, especially Octavia. If she comes to know anything, well the whole camp will know. I have been walking for several hours now; I was very close to the camp, where Clarke and me had found guns and other weapons to be able to fight off whatever comes our way. Uh here we go again, I am thinking about her again. Everything I came to leave behind. I walked a little longer and found a small lake on the side; I have never seen this before and I have been here many times actually. That's odd. Without another thought I took my shirt off and jumped in the lake. I need to stop thinking about her now. I closed my eyes and dived deep inside the lake and it felt amazing, feeling the sun on my skin while floating in water, so much better than the tinny bathroom for all the poor people on the space-ship. It had been six hours since I had left the camp; I was kind of worried for Octavia and Cla! Rest of the people but today was all about me. I was in the water for a while and then I began to feel cold, I got out of the water to put my cloths back on. I managed to put on my shorts and pants before I was distracted by a sound of someone breathing very heavy, I picked my bag and run towards the sound with my gun ready. When I reached closer, I saw someone holding her knee; it was a woman, perhaps even a girl. Leaning on a tree, for support maybe. I walked very slowly and suddenly appeared in front of her.
" Nicole? What are you doing here?" I asked her angrily.
" I followed you from camp, but I had an accident and hurt my knee" Nicole replied with a broken voice.
" Why would you follow me here?" I asked immediately.
" Do I really have to say it?" she asked.
"WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN US IS OVER, don't you get it" I began to shout
" No, I don't. You're an ass Bellamy" she began to cry
" Oh no, don't you dare cry, first you follow me here when I wanted to be alone and now you're crying?" I was so angry.
" I am not crying for you, you moron," she said. " My knee hurts, a lot".
" Great and you can't walk? Can you?" I asked.
" Does it look like I can?" her answers were always full of sarcasm.
I hate women, well at least the ones on earth; they're all driving me nuts. I put my gun in my bag and picked her up in my arm and without wasting a second, I began walking towards the camp. The sun was begun to disappear, I had to get us back to camp before it was too dark. You never know what's out to get you. After several minutes of non-stop walking I was close to the camp, my hands were so tired and I just wanted to leave Nicole, but I couldn't. As we reached closer to the camp I heard shouts and arguing voices, I began to worry and soon without even knowing it I was running. As soon as I reached camp, I saw Finn holding raven from running onto someone… from Octavia, she was on the floor, both jasper and Clarke beside her.
"What the hell is going on here?" I finally said.
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