Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in twilight. I only own this story. She can't sue me for using forks because it's a real place! Love steph lol
A/N: Alice has feelings too. She can had an outburst just hers happens to be in secret.
A/N: Thanks to MissNessieCullen and xXxZellyxXx; for your reviews and being here from the start
My Bella – An Alice/Bella Twilight Fanfiction
Chapter 5: Other side of the glass
Alice had continued to release her pent up emotions throughout the forest; her small hand balled into fists and throat tight, her eyes felt strained as they beseeched to cry the tears could not shed. Her long dead heart throbbed and tightened as the thoughts of Bella passed through her mind. Thoughts of Edward and Bella…
His arms wrapped around her warm waist… !
His lips pressing against hers… !
His fangs piercing her skin… !
Always him… it would never be her. Edward had gotten Bella; he had saved her from the car. He has saved her from James… him… Her topaz eyes seemed to blur out almost as if she was having a vision, the fog think and heavy as a low hiss escaped her lips.
*BANG!* *CRACK!* *CRASH!*
Slowly she unclenched her fists; taking a long, deep, unneeded breath. Her frustrations now at a low simmer; emotions under control again. Her eyes fluttered open taking in the evidence of her rampage. Tree had been ripped from their roots, trunks had been shattered and shrubberies torn apart. She had obliterated a small section of the forest creating a shambolic clearing; it looked as though a crazed lunatic had driven a wrecking ball through it. She felt ashamed of herself, she had lost control… the dangers of what could have happened haunting her thoughts. What if a hiker a had passed through or she'd been closer to humans. Could she have stopped herself hurting them? This kind of destruction as expected from Emmett or even jasper but not her… not little calm Alice.
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The tree branch murmured as she landed on it delicately, the wind rustled the trees casting shadows on the wall. Alice peered through Bella's window looking at her still form, curled under her quilt. She loved chances like this, looking through the window as Bella slumbers. Edwards was out hunting, leaving Emmett to patrol the forests and her to patrol fate. She enjoyed watching Bella sleep, her eyes burning into the humans back. Alice's keen ears listened to her shallow breathing rise and fall, the beat of her human heart going in a lovable rhythm through her brain. It was her favourite sound, as was Bella her favourite smell and her eyes her favourite colour.
It was weird how she could just sit here at watch her for hours, memorising each movement and rhythm. She could tell if she had a nightmare or was dreaming about something important. She could tell if she had a cold, if she was sleeping heavy or light.
Alice has been watching Bella sleep for the last three months whenever Edward was away hunting of for the few minutes whilst he changed. Yet no matter how often she took this pleasure, she had not yet grown tired of it. A gust of wind howled, making the leaves and branches rustle, blowing her pixie cut hair around her face. Leaning further forward she pressed her head against the window, inches closer to the girl she loved. Even through the thick panes of glass, I could hear her steady breathing. The low steady tune lulled over her mind hypnotising her. Suddenly, Bella's position shifted. Her breathing was now hitched, her open eyes facing the window. Alice's mouth dropped open a little and eyes met her. She seemed to lose herself in them, that beautiful brown which could melt the coldest heart… even a vampire's.
So beautiful… *sigh* Now I have to leave, she can't think I was really here…
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"Alice…wait no don't…" Bella called out quietly as she saw Alice's eyes start to turn away, hanging around with Edward she reaction were getting a little faster. Another second and she would have been gone. Rubbing her drowsy eyes, she pushed herself up, fixing her baggy pyjama top. Alice was here… she would always have been this happy to see her peppy vampire friend right? It wasn't just the kiss thing? The kiss! I had forgotten, I thought it was some perverted dream… but it was good… She said she loved me… do I love her? No I cant, I love Edward… right?
"Alice wont you come in? A neighbour might see you… well catch a glimpse."
Rolling her eyes the small vampire, straightened from her crouch then she was gone.
"Good morning." Her angelic voice called from the rocking chair is the corner; the one Edward always sat in. Smiling Bella turned to face the vampire, glancing to the window. Closed, it amazed her how they could just be in without noticing a sound or movement.
"It's not morn… oh…" turning to the clock her sentence trailed off. 03:12am.
"Sorry if I woke you… I was just…"
"You didn't wake me. Ha! Like you could, I just woke up, felt like… well someone was here and, I was warm" Bella smiled, cheeks flushed from the heat. Sighing she tossed her quilt off her warm skin, revealing her baggy t-shirt which ended mid thigh. It had been too warm for her sweat pant.
Alice's eyes trailed along Bella's body following the bare skin of her leg and remaining on the hem of the t-shirt, swallowing a lump in her throat. Her skin looked so soft and warm, her legs so smooth and … No! Shouldn't be looking there!
Her brow furrowed, and she frowned, looking at the floor. "So Alice, why are you here? I thought it was Emmett's turn to look after me. I'm pretty sure he ran off to the forest just as E… he left." Why did she feel guilty saying his name around her? Edward is her brother…
Alice swallowed again, thinking. How could I tell her what I was really doing here? Taking in her images, she was like a drug. I sat on that tree savouring my next hit. I couldn't, so I settled for a half-truth. "I was making sure you were safe for myself. I wanted to make sure you were in no danger at all."
"Oh okay…" am I disappointed? Did I wasn't her to come here for something else? Kiss me! Was all I wanted to say right now, why? I don't know… Shit…
How was it I wanted Alice to kiss me. Alice my best friend, my FEMALE best friend. I'm not gay, I've never liked girls… How could I even fancy someone else when I'm with Edward?! They most perfect being on the planet and love me. Is this some self-destructive urge to ruin it because he's too good for me? No… but Alice is so sweet and happy and hot… Uhoh…
I like Alice Cullen…. Fuck!
A/N: And that's the end of that chapter peoples ;) Don't you love how I end. No life of death cliff hangers but enough to bring you back.
Any ideas on what's gonna happen next? Any ideas for what I should have happen? I want you feed back so R&R.
Love,
Me.