Chapter 2.
Now was the great day. The first love of her life would come back from her past like a shadow which chased her, thinking that everything was nice between them. She had to live again the past. She didn't knew what John was thinking and believing. Then only she knew was that she would learn it at less than an hour when she would see the ship which would carry John at the port. She was wondering how John would be? Would he change at all? How long would be the therapy? At actual fact Pocahontas was scared because maybe she would fall in love with him. She didn't want to squeal Rolfe. And then she felt a headache because she thought her mother's words, who left her little daughter Pocahontas at the age of 5. Her mother told her ''A person who is scared because he/she thinks that his/her love will loose, he/she doesn't love''. But if this is true? The native princess never learned how to love? She left Captain Smith for Rolfe. That means that she didn't love him. Now she was scared because she thought that maybe she couldn't control her desire and made Rolfe worry. ''Can't I love someone forever?'' she thought. While this thoughts bombarded her mind she walked to the port which was filled by people, children, housed. Pocahontas remembered the day that she broke apart with Smith here. He remembered the time that she kissed him, while he sailed in the sea. How different was this place long time ago; less people, no houses, everywhere trees. Now Jamestown had changed. Maybe both Jamestown and she changed at the same time? So much people was there but she couldn't hear, she felt alone. Rolfe was willing to bring and stay with her at the port but she disagreed. She believed that if Smith would see her with someone else he would get upset. Although at Thomas, Ben, Lon, Nakoma, Chief Powhatan, even at Percy, Meeko and Flit she showed that she didn't like to play this theater, she was interested for Smith's was the man who learned her to love, with him she stopped a war and he helped her to make peace with King James, at least. Although John didn't agree from the first time with her decision he helped her. But why he disagreed with her's decision? John Smith was fearless. Maybe he had only one fear. To lose Pocahontas. And for that reason he said ''Tell her that she's crazy''. So many questions that she didn't think to ask him, they didn't bother her, because she made a red line and forgot everything. Suddenly she felt a chill and a wind blew- the spirits. But for first time the wind didn't blow from her side. But from the side of the ship. When Pocahontas thought that John was dead she would more than anything else to come just like he would do now. When she saw the ship tearing the waves to arrive at the sore she thought ''John is here, again''.
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