So first of all. For those who didn't understand the whole Cuddy thing: I like the idea of her being aware of everything that's going on in the hospital and I needed someone to push Cameron for this chapter to work out! Why House didn't know is pretty obvious I think. He thought he knew but he just couldn't imagine Thirteen being in the closet about something like that for such a long time. But it will be explained later on. I have it all in my head. Just need some boring lectures at university so that I have time to write it down xD

I hope you will enjoy this one. Have fun reading it.

…before someone else takes your gorgeous girl home tonight!

As Cameron drove down the street to the bar, which she knew Thirteen always went to before they got together, she thought of Cuddy's words again and again. They kept repeating in her head.

She wouldn't do that to me, would she? – She broke up with you, of course she would! – But she loves me, doesn't she? – That's not the point here.

Her thoughts were driving her crazy. She arrived at the parking lot of the bar about ten minutes ago but she just couldn't bring herself to exit her car and go inside to look for her. The thought of Remy being with another girl in there was killing her. She kept playing all the worst case scenarios in her head. Finally, when she thought of herself as prepared, she got out of her car and walked to the entrance. On her way she spotted Remy's car in the parking lot. She gulped and moved foreward, hesitantly entering the bar.

She immediately saw her sitting at the bar and what she saw made her stop in her tracks. There she was, sitting on a bar stool, drink in hand and talking to a girl. No, not just some girl. A blonde woman, a hot blonde woman. Well she wasn't really talking. It was more of a monologue of the blonde, trying to be seductive and touching Thirteen occasionally. She just nodded at some things and gave short answers when appropriate to pretend she's actually listening to her.

Suddenly Thirteen gulped down the rest of her drink, placed the glass down on the bar loudly and stood up. She was done talking, she just wanted to forget.

"Let's get out of here," she said glancing at the blonde and taking her purse.

She turned around and when she was about to walk towards the door she spotted Allison standing in front of it, not moving, only looking at her hurt. She walked over to her and stopped when she was standing right in front of her.

"What the fuck are you doing here, Cameron?" She was furious. That doesn't help her forgetting in any way. What was she even doing here?

Allison looked at her before answering, noticing that the brunette was fairly drunk.

"Oh back into surnames now. Great, seems like you're falling back into a lot of old habits."

"So what? What does it even matter to you? It's none of your damn business, at least not anymore! You don't get to judge me!"

"Actually I wanted to talk to you but now I don't think it is necessary anymore. This situation is pretty clear I think. You were probably right, this just doesn't work. It has no future. So, feel free to continue your evening as planned. I'm leaving."

Allison didn't even give Remy the chance to answer. She just turned around and left a stunned brunette behind.

The blonde girl Thirteen was with grew more impatient with every passing second. But it was difficult to get her attention, since she didn't even know the name of the brunette. When she asked her about it, she just answered that it didn't matter. So she just tapped her shoulder and began to speak.

"Can we finally go now?"

Thirteen eventually turned to look at her companion and shook her head to focus on the blonde from the bar.

"Ah…sure let's go!" With that she walked towards the door and exited the bar with the girl she met.

Hoping that Ally already left, she headed to her car and took the woman's hand to lead her there. But when she was just a few feet away from the exit, she saw her speeding off angrily with her car.

Allison stormed out of the bar, running to her car and turning the key in the ignition. She drove off as fast as possible so that she wouldn't have to see Thirteen leaving with that bitch. But she definitely had no luck with that. Before she left the parking lot, Thirteen stumbled out of the bar hand in hand with the blonde woman.

She didn't even know where to head to but soon she found herself at the hospital again, parked her car and walked away from it to the next bar. She knew she couldn't go home so she tried drinking until she wasn't able to feel anymore.

It had to do something good for Remy, so let's just try it!

When she left the bar she was damn drunk. She walked back to the hospital, supporting herself as she used some houses as a crutch. She stopped at the hospital, leaning against a wall outside, memories flashing to her mind.

Allison entered a bar at 11 p.m. and went straight to the bar, not even taking the time to look around. She had just finished her shift in the ER after a car crash with 12 cars involved. Luckily Dr. Hadley helped out, she left about half an hour before she did, because she had to stop at her office once more. She sat down at the bar and ordered a whiskey as soon as the bartender noticed her. He placed the drink in front of her and she thanked him politely.

"Whiskey? Wouldn't have guessed that," she heard someone say, almost "hearing" the smirk in the voice.

She turned towars the voice and sure enough there was Dr. Hadley sitting at the other end of the bar. She was right about that smirk. She looked at her more intense, noticing that she looked very tired, tired but still kind of relaxed and absolutely beautiful in every possible way. Well aware of her attraction to the stunning brunette she stood up and went over to her co worker, sitting on the stool next to her.

"Thanks for your help today. We really needed it," she tried to start a conversation.

"No problem. Alternative would have been "Monopoly" or House's clinic hours. I definitelly prefer the ER," the brunette answered shrugging.

"So, why is that? What is wrong with the other two?" Cameron looked at her, curious about the answer.

"Well, that's easy. Monopoly means watching the boys fighting about money like babies and clinic hours means people complaining and parents thinking the flu might kill their child."

Dr. Hadley took out her wallet and placed some cash on the bar.

"And besides, the company in the ER is way better," she said winking at Cameron.

She stood up and walked away from her, turning around once more. "See you soon, Dr. Cameron!"

That's where it all began. Cameron felt tears running down her cheeks. When did she start crying? She also felt her whole body shaking. She had to get out of the cold. She walked into the hospital lobby and straight to her office, laying down on her couch, curling up and after another hour of thinking finally fell asleep. So much for not feeling anything... What a stupid lie.

Well that's it. I hope you enjoyed it.

And for those who want to know, I started something in this chapter that I will try to continue. I think of Thirteen in different versions. So you can see which personality I'm refering to when you read "Dr. Hadley", "Thirteen" or "Remy". Figure it out or just ask me. I'm just kind of a freak and liked it that way xD

Thanks for reading and please review to tell me if you still like it!