Hey guys, back again with the next chapter. The next chapters will mostly consist of flashbacks. They will clear up things a lot. It will show the most important parts before and during their relationship. Most of them are already written, just not the chapters in which they will appear.

Also, most of the following chapters will be from Cameron's point of view. Showing her misery. 13's point of view will be shown a bit different.

Have fun reading!

Amazon Life: You will get what you want, it's already planned out which parts I will write down.

Vanamo: You are definitelly right. Just one thing wrong. Thirteen is not at work. Thirteen is the one drinking and fucking around :D You'll see and can check in the last chapter if you want to check that.

foolishgames: I think you might really like this chapter ;)

Allison woke up the next morning because of someone knocking at the door. She looked up and tried to sit. The sudden movement made her head hurt like shit. She mumbled a quiet "Come in!" and saw her boss entering. She panicked a little but tried to act cool as she stood up and walked over to her desk, sitting down and finally looked up at her boss again.

"What can i do for you Dr. Cuddy?" She said, again looking down and trying to act as if she was doing something work related.

"Don't tell mo you slept here, Dr. Cameron," Cuddy said, looking at Cameron more acurately. Her blonde hair was a mess, hold back in a tail that almost wasn't there anymore.

"I don't know what you're talking about," she said trying to hide the "deer in the headlights" look.

"Well, you're looking like a mess, have dark bags under your eyes and Dr. Hadley came to work hung over. That means yesterday didn't end well and you said you couldn't go home."

"Whatever," Cameron answered, getting pissed off at her boss.

"I don't care what's going on between the two of you. But either you talk to each other and resolve these problems or you start coming to work as if you are able to actually work. I don't care but if I see you like this again we definitelly have a problem."

With that Cuddy turned around and left Cameron's office. She felt alone. She hasn't felt so alone for a long time. Not since she broke up with Chase.

But not long after their break up she started dating Remy, so that doesn't count. She wanted things to end with Chase but she never wanted things to end with Remy. The last months were special to her. And just because she was a coward and afraid of what people might think Remy left her. Well you can't say "just" because that is really something big. She was alone because she was to afraid to have people talk about her. Sitting at her desk and staring at her papers she remembered how things with Remy started-after their encounter in the bar.

Since that night at the bar Cameron couldn't get the brunette out of her head. She's been thinking about her 24/7 and sometimes wasn't even able to concentrate on work. Worst times were when the younger doctor was helping out in the ER. The way she smiled and winked at her when they locked eyes. It was just breathtaking. And what she said that night. Was she flirting with her? No, she wasn't, was she? And when the see each other in the hospital, why does she smile at her?

Cameron didn't know what was going on but she was sure about one thing: she had to see her again. Not in the hospital but in private, so she decided to go to that bar again that night and just hoped that she would be there too.

After her shift she went to the locker room and changed clothes. She fixed her hair into a loose ponytail and looked at herself in the mirror. She breathed in and out once more and finally felt ready to go out. When she was about to leave the hospital she saw her in the lobby, talking to House. Well it was more like fighting. She seemed very angry. When she saw Cameron, she made an attempt to smile but it didn't work out well. When the blonde walked out of the hospital she heard her scream at him.

"House just leave me alone, this is non of your fucking business," she heard her yell.

Inspite of everything she decided to head to the bar and when she arrived she sat down at the bar and ordered whiskey, just as last time. She waited about half an hour until she heard someone call out her name.

"Dr. Cameron?"

She turned around and saw her standing there. She smiled at the brunette and pointed to the stool next to hers.

"Hey Dr. Hadley," she answered politely.

"What are you doing here? I mean, I don't want to sound rude. I-" Cameron cut her off by raising her hand a little.

"It's okay. I just had a long day and felt like getting something to drink. What were you and House arguing about? It seemed pretty bad," she said gently, locking eyes with the brunette.

The brunette immediately turned her gaze away and ordered a drink before she started talking.

"Well, House just likes to muckrake and I give him a lot of dirt to do that. He thinks he has to know everything about me and spread it around in the hospital and I hate people that scrabble about in my life."

"Wow," Cameron said, "that was probably the longest speech I ever heard from you." She smiled at the younger doctor warmly. "So you mean he likes to spread rumors about you like your bisexuality?"

"This is just so much bigger than my bisexuality," Remy said, draining her drink and ordering a new one. She buried her face in her hands, with her elbows rested on the wooden bar in front of them.

"Dr. Hadley," she began, resting a supporting hand on her companions shoulder, but got cut off by her.

"It's Remy for you," the brunette said, looking up and smiling at the blonde beside her.

"Allison," she said, returning the smile easily. "Look, just don't let it get to you. It's just House. I was there once. What he does to you now, is just what he did to me for three years. But if you act like you don't care it's less interesting for him."

"The problem is, he is right in some way and he knows things about my past that I really don't want people in the hospital to know."

"You can't avoid it but you can either learn to live with being more open or quit and search for another job. You're a brilliant doctor. It's not like this is your only chance. Although, I would really like you to stay."

The brunette looked at her surprised. That was something she did not expect her to say.

"This job is a good opportunity for someone like me, I can't quit. But why would you want me to stay?"

Cameron thought about how to answer, she took her drink and finally and idea hit her.

"Well, because I enjoy your company too, Remy."

She took her purse, left some money on the bar and walked to the door, turning around once more.

"See you soon, Remy," she said smiling and turning back again to leave the bar.

Cameron felt tears running down her cheek, she didn't even notice until they fell onto her papers in front of her on her desk. Cursing she wiped her tears from her face and arranged the papers on her desk to finally start working.

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