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28th May 1917
Dear Diary
It's late and I know I should be sleeping but I can't. Jack is leaving tomorrow and I wish he didn't have to. I am going to miss him so much. I sit here trying to memorize every feature, his lovely sandy blonde hair that always falls into his eyes, so he has to flick it back, his piercing blue eyes that gaze deep into your soul, how his body feels against mine and the warmth of him lying next to me. Even after six years of being with him, I still feel my knees go weak when I look at him. I really don't know what I'm going to do without him.
But I've had such an amazing four days with him, we did everything together. I cooked him a lovely romantic meal on the 25th, and he didn't have to go to work which was relief so I could spend the whole day with him. He drew me couple of times in the back garden; we went over to the pier on the 26th just having fun sneaking kisses here and there holding hands the whole time. Afterwards Jack made dinner for me and after that we just lay on the sofa and talked, just happy being with each other. Yesterday we just took a really long walk and just talked like we would never do it again, which we might not… Then we went to a restaurant to eat dinner, before coming home and just sitting downstairs talking and kissing. And today we had dinner in an Italian restaurant which was ever so romantic, and there Jack gave me a beautiful necklace, it was J and R intertwined with a diamond on each letter. I'm not sure how he could afford this, but I was happy all the same. He told me that whenever I look at it to think about us together. I felt so bad that I didn't get him anything. He kissed me saying that just spending these last couple of days with him was enough. I felt so happy that I had found a man like Jack. We also made love every night, it was so magical.
I feel so jealous of Emma; all her husband has to do is translate something, so he has no risk of dying. I'm going to try and get some sleep seeing as this is the last night that he is here, my eyes are tearing up again, I have to stop I need to support Jack, he must be terrified about having to go to war. Jack's starting to wake up I have to go.
Rose
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