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Disclaimer: I do not own Titanic.
4th August 1917
Dear Diary
The plan has been set, we plan to 'go over the top' tomorrow, but I don't know if I'm ready. I'm so scared, I just wish there was some way I could get home and see Rose. I just fear that I'm never going to see her again. I sent her a letter, even though she hasn't replied to the one before, as it could be my last one. I told her how much I love her, no matter what happens. I just want to feel her against my skin again, kiss her tears away, feel her lips against mine and tell her that everything will be alright. And if I get through this I'll feel as though I'm the luckiest man alive, twice.
The sound here is deafening, it's just all gun shots, bombs dropping, and the cries and screams of the people. It reminds me of all the screams I heard on the Titanic as the ship went down. I can't believe I came that close to losing my life staying in that freezing water. Problem is, those screams never leave you, the screams of the dying never leave you. Now I'm in this hell hole, being close to losing my life again. Well at least this time Rose can't get hurt. Going back to what I said about the Titanic, it holds sad and happy memories... I'm thinking if that freezing water didn't kill me, then this war can't either right? But just thinking about Rose or the Titanic or both at the same time does kind of help me get through this I guess. I just wish that Majestic Ship didn't have to go down to the bottom of the cold Atlantic Ocean.
Anyways I haven't been able to keep anything down lately, I think it's something to do with the food, but I know I'm not allergic. But I did hear someone say that rats had infested the food or something. I just hope that it doesn't develop into anything serious. Anyways I better go I want to get as much sleep as I can before tomorrow's attack.
Jack
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