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12th August 1917
Dear Diary
At the moment I'm worried sick because I don't even know if Jack is alive anymore. I was woken up this morning by someone the knocking on the door, no one had done that ages. I thought maybe that it was Emma, come to see how I was, or maybe Jack had come home…But no there was guy standing there in an army uniform, my heart started to race and I felt dizzy. He handed me a letter and took his hat off before saying sorry and leaving.
I slammed the door shut and sank down to my knees not wanting to open the letter. It had my name on the front, 'Mrs. Dawson' I felt so happy to have that name, but felt then that the person who gave it to me wasn't even here anymore. I slowly opened it and as I read it I cried, as I sit here and write this I'm crying. I may never see Jack again and it's all because of this stupid war, why did they have to take him? Why? What had he ever done to anybody?
The letter said;
'Dear Mrs. Rose Dawson
We are sorry to inform you but your husband, Mr. Jack Dawson, was last seen on 5th August 1917 and is missing in action. His last known whereabouts are unknown.'
That's all they told me, which isn't very much. I know it says they don't know, but where are they? Where? I feel like all my hope is gone, but I have to go on for our child, I am so happy that Jack gave me this child.
The last words he ever said to me were, 'I'll always love you no matter what happens.' Those may be the last words I ever hear from him. And the last words I ever said to him were, 'I'll always love you no matter what happens' as well.
Even though I feel as though he is dead there's this piece inside, telling me that he is still alive, and I'm just going to listen to that piece, hoping that it is true.
Well I'm going to go to sleep, at the moment I'm clutching the necklace he gave me which feels ages ago, hoping it will calm me down. I'm also wearing one of Jack's shirts as it sort of helps me to feel closer to him. I should go; I need to sleep to keep my strength up. Oh Jack, I know you're out there somewhere, I just know it.
Rose
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