I am soooo sorry for the delay. I've had grad partys and softball. My summer's been pretty busy so far. Hopefully this chapter makes up for it. Thanks for all the reviews! And for those of you who dont, thanks for reading! Enjoy!
"Booth?"
"Bones, I'm right here."
"H…how long have I been in a coma?"
"A week. I seriously didn't think you were going to come back to me. I love you Bones, so much. I'm sorry about everything I said. I was angry. I didn't mean anything. I sware."
"Where's Joan?"
"I don't know. I broke up with her."
"Was that before or after I ended up here?"
"Before….well, kinda both."
"I see. So if this wouldn't have happened, you would still be with her right now."
"No, no. Before I got the call about you, I was reading the letters you wrote to me while we were away. And then, I realized what you wanted to happen when you got home, but I showed up with Joan. She came out into the living room and asked me what was wrong and I told her I couldn't be with her. That I loved you, always did, and always will. And then, I got the call."
"You still said those things to me. I heard what you said when I walked away. You'd rather have a miserable life then a life with me. How do you think that made me feel?"
"Bones, I was angry. We both said things we didn't mean."
"No, I told you how I felt. All the things that I've kept bottled up inside of me for so long. And then you called me a cold heartless fish. Something that you know I hate when people say. So I told you I hated you, because at that moment, I did. And then what you said….I was angry. I got in the car, wasn't thinking. I was thinking about you when the guy ran into me. The words you said echoed in my head, as I…fell asleep."
"What are you trying to say? That you don't love me anymore? That you're going to get mad at me because I was angry about how you were putting all the blame on me? I have loved you for 6 years. I have wanted to be with you for 6 years. And when I finally got the courage to make a change, you rejected me. Did you think about how I felt then?"
"I was scared!" she interrupted.
"So was I, but I put myself out there. I wanted us to be happy. I wanted to have you in every way possible. I wanted to show you that you are capable of love and that you can have a happy life. But, you didn't even give me a chance. How many guys have you slept with or dated over the last 6 years. How about Dick421 on that little chat room dating site? You didn't even know him and you were willing to give him a chance. But we've been partners and friends for 6 years and you couldn't give me a chance? When I'm the one that knows everything about you. That accepts you for everything you are. I respect your father, even though he left you and is a murderer. I love when you talk all smart and I can't understand what your saying, when most people find that really annoying. I….I love you, all of you. After everything we've been through, you don't believe that I would make a good husband? Father?"
"That was a year ago! You know I feel differently now!"
"But I havent forgot how I felt then! You….you broke my heart. And then you left, when I wanted to stay and continue doing what we do best. I found someone, I moved on, but I still thought about you. But…you put all the damn blame on me! You criticize every mistake or flaw that I have when I respect and love yours. It's what makes us human. You should know that better than anyone. But you can be so cold and…."
"Don't say it."
"Heartless. I have a right to be angry. I have a right to still feel hurt from that day. And I still have a right to be scared that it will happen again. So don't put all the fucking blame on me Temperance Brennan! Because your not as innocent as you think!"
Then, he saw her eyes roll in the back of her head and the beeping started. He looked at the monitor and could tell that she was having a heart attack. He quickly pressed the nurse button as a bunch of doctors and nurses rushed into the room.
"What happened!" They yelled at him.
"We were…having an agruement."
"I need a crash cart stat!"
He started crying. "It wasn't my fault. I…I…I…."
And then he fell backwards.
"Agent Booth!" one of the nurses yelled, as she got down and checked his pulse.
"No pulse."
Half the doctors went to Booth, as the other half stayed to help Brennan.
"Come on Dr. Brennan! We're losing her!"
"Agent Booth, come on. I need a gurney!"
Moments later, all the doctors worked diligently on the couple.
"Anything yet Dr. Roberts?" Dr. Alan asked to the woman working on Booth.
"Not yet. You?"
"No. Come on Dr. Brennan."
Dr. Alan looked up to Brennans heart monitor, as the line went straight. Dr. Roberts did the same, as she saw the same thing. Beep, Beep, Beeeeeeeeeeeeep.
The monitors went, and so did Booth and Brennan.
Soo? Am I forgiven? I know it seems like they take one step forward and two steps back, but trust me...it will get better. I promise.
Also, if anyone would like to help me with ideas for the rest of the story, it would be greatly appreciated. You can either review or leave me a private message or hey, even both. ;)
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