Hiya, enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own Titanic.
16th August 1917
Dear Diary
I'm sitting here with one of Jack's shirts on, I've been doing this lately to feel more close to Jack; I'll wear my dressing gown draped over me, so that I'm not too cold. I'll just wear it around the house and if I have to go out I'll change.
I had to go out yesterday to buy more food. I also went to the doctors just to make sure that I was okay, he told me to try and worry a little less as I could harm the baby or even lose it, and I really don't want that. I'm trying my best not to by; thinking about names and what I could call her or him, and thinking about the good times with Jack, and trying not to think about where he is or what he's doing right now. This has proven to be quite a difficult task.
I don't really know what to do with myself, as I don't want to worry about him, but I want to know if he's okay and I tell myself to calm down as I want to keep this baby. But sometimes wearing his tops calms me down as it feels as though he is hugging me right now; I can still smell him from the shirt that I'm wearing.
I'm starting to show now, and I just know that when I go out next time I will bump into someone that I know and will have to tell them. Anyways I may need a friend to help me so I will have to tell Emma sooner or later. Oh Jack I miss you so much, please come home soon, I need you, we need you.
Rose
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See ya