God I'm so depressed right now (mostly because I'm still sick) and somehow I got an idea for this chapter. I hope you like it.
When Remy drove out of the hospital's parking lot she desperatly tried to calm down her breathing. Her chest already hurt from the uncontrolled breaths she took. Her hands were still shaking violently. She didn't even know if it was because of a never ending tremor or because she was still kind of nervous from seeing her former girlfriend, if they were shaking from anger or if it was just because her feelings were overwhelming her.
She drove in direction of her father's, hoping to find comfort there when it began to rain as if the world was going to end anytime soon. Driving slower she tried to focus on the lonesome and all dark road when she suddenly saw a dog standing on the street. Remy kicked the breaks with all her force and closed her eyes as she realized her car was spinning and totally out of control.
Remy knew this couldn't end well, so she just kept her eyes shut still holding the breaks down and having her clenched fists around the steering-wheel, preteding to blend out the situation she was in. She opened them again when she heard a loud noise and noticed that her car just hit something. Something that was way stronger than her car. She looked over her opened airbag to see it was a tree.
Up until that point she didn't even realize the pain she was in. The shock was just kind of numbing at the beginning. Her chest was tight and breathing was even harder now than it was before. She also felt her head ache like shit and raised her right hand to check on it. Feeling a wet spot, she looked at her hand and saw lots of blood making its way down her fingers
After a while of checking which parts of her body were in pain she suddenly realized that her legs did not hurt a bit. Thinking about it, it finally hit her hard. It was not just that there was no pain. She couldn't feel her legs at all. Everything below her hip was death. Taking in this fact, a single tear ran down her cheeks.
She needed help and spottet her cell phone on the floor in front of the co driver's seat. It must have fallen down from the spinning or when the car hit the tree. She struggled to bend down and get it but it was useless. There was no way she could reach the phone. Someone had to find her.
As more and more minutes went by, Remy lost hope that someone would come and find her. She forced herself to stay awake, well aware of the fact that she most likely had a concussion. Closing her eyes sounded like heaven right now but she just couldn't, she had to keep them open somehow.
Her eyelids grew heavier every second and just as she thought she couldn't keep them open anymore, she saw a light coming nearer. She noticed a car parking directly next to her. Fighting to stay awake she wanted to tell the approaching man how bad the situation was but her eyelids decided against her and her head fell on the steering-wheel.
"Oh my god, can you here me?" Those were the last words she heard but they already felt very distant, as if they were miles away. Or was she miles away?
"Car accident. 29 year old woman, unconscious since the time she was found, wound at the head, broken ribs-"
For Remy it seemed as if the voices were pulling her nearer. Every second they got clearer. When suddenly she felt a hand hold her own. She tried to open her eyes but the bright light made it difficult to focus on anything.
"Ally?" she choked out.
"Yes baby, I'm here everything's okay," she heard her say in her angelic voice. All the bad things she said to her came flashing back to her mind. And still she's with me right now, Remy thought.
"Al, I … I'm sorry. I want you to know…" that I love you, her mind finished for her, but the words never came out of her mouth. Slowly she drifted off again, her eyes closing on their own will again, darkness taking over her as the last words Allison tells her are already hard to understand.
"Remy, no… no you can't do this to me. Please."
I don't want to baby, I don't want to. I want to be with you. I can't stop it. It pulls me away from you. If I could, i would stop it. I would do everything possible to be with you. Remy knew that there was nothing that she could do as the darkness around her took her away from the one person she loved more than everything.
I would walk the world I'd cross the sea
Journey beyond the moon
I'd try anything, go anywhere to find my way back to you*
She's hurting. Remy doesn't want her to be hurting. She wanted to take her in her arms, comfort her and tell her that everything would be okay but she knew it wouldn't...
There's a voice in the silence
And I heard it promise me
When you came along
I know you by heart
Like a familiar song
Every word is telling me
That the time has finally come
Now here you are
And I know for sure
[...]
That baby you belong with me**
At some point Remy wonders if this was already death, if she made it already or if there was more to come, more pain to stand. And then she heard it.
"One more time. Clear."
There were voices again.
*Faith Hill - Back to you
**Faith Hill - Baby you belong
So that's it for now. Tell me if you liked it. I just somehow felt like writing it. I hope it turned out to be good.
Thanks for reading.
