First of all, thanks a lot for all of your reviews. I was kind of surprised since I didn't like the chapter myself.

You guys are kind of lucky today. Normally I would not have the time to write because tomorrow university starts again but I have the stomach flu, so there's no university for me until Tuesday. I'm just glad that today I can actually do more than just lying in bed and listening to music.


After about an hour of silently crying next to Remy's bed, Allison had fallen asleep with her head next to the brunette's sleeping body and her hand still holding Remy's.

As she woke up only half an hour later the auburn haired woman still wasn't awake. Worry made his way through Allison's body. She felt it everywhere. She looked up at the machines and listened to the regular sound of the woman's heartbeat.

Carefully she let her fingers trail through her rich brown hair, then let them fall down a little and caressed the sweep of her jaw. Moving a little lower to the side of her neck she unconsciously checked her pulse and felt a little more at ease as she found it to be regular.

"God, I'm so sorry baby, this is all my fault. Please just wake up," she said desperately hoping for her to open her eyes.

"I should have never let you go, I know that now," she continued her monologue, thinking that maybe the other girl can hear her.

"I would do everything to change it but I can't." Cameron again felt the wetness flowing down her cheeks. "I love you so much," she said now sobbing with her head on Remy's bed and their intertwined fingers pressed to her mouth.

"…love you too…"

Immediately Cameron's head shot up, looking at the auburn haired girl in front of her, who had her eyes slightly open, showing their ice blue color flashing through.

"Oh my god, you're awake. I was so afraid. Please don't ever do that to me again," the blonde blurted out all in one breath.

"It's not like I planned it," the brunette whispered, finding it very hard to speak but still forming a little smirk on her face to lighten up the mood a little bit.

"You'll never stop being sarcastic, will you?"

"You love it, don't deny this fact," Remy said, smiling at the blonde sitting in front of her.

"Maybe, a little bit. But now I need to get you some water and have to report everyone that you're awake," she answered smiling back as she got up from her chair.

"Everyone? Who would that be?"

"For example the people you work with, your boss, your bosses boss, oh and I think that cute nurse from the ER asked about you a few times. You know, the one you were flirting with a few months ago. Wait a minute, I think her name was Amy," she said, laughing a little bit because of the shocked expression on the brunette's face. "I'll be back in a few. Just rest a little."

Before Remy could protest, Allison had already left the room.´


Only about five minutes later, the door to her room opened again and a man entered, which immediately brought a smile to her face.

"Hey kiddo," her father greeted her, smiling back at his only daughter laying in the hospital bed. "How do you feel?"

"Well, kind of like my car hit a tree, I think. And I…" she hesitated a little. How much did the doctors tell them?

"You what?"

"Don't tell Allison, I think she doesn't know. "

"Doesn't know what honey?"

"I can't feel my legs dad," she said, tears threatening to fall down her cheeks.

The expression on his face showed blank horror. "What do you mean, you…"

"I can't feel them," she repeated, tears now flowing freely from her eyes.

Slowly he approached her and took her hand in his. He slowly leaned forward and pressed his lips to her forehead, lingering a little bit. "It'll be okay, kiddo. Everything will be okay," he whispered, not only trying to reassure her but also himself.

At this moment the doors opened again and in came two nurses and right behind them the woman that held her heart, carrying a glass of water as promised.

"How are you feeling Dr. Hadley?"

"Like my car hit a tree?"

"Good, that means you at least remember things. How about your legs?" God she asked as if it was the most normal thing in the world.

"What about her legs?" Oh god, Allison had to pick up on that one.

"Everything's fine," she told the nurses and gave them a look, as if to tell them to send off Ally and her dad.

"Well, that's great," one of the nurses picks up Remy's glance. "Mr. Hadley, Dr. Cameron, would you please leave the room now, we would like to fully examine her now."

"But-" Allison started to protest but got caught off by Victor.

"Come on, Allison, we'll go get you another coffee. You look tired."


"What was that about her legs?"

Victor sat across from the blonde and debated with himself whether to tell her or not. She would kill me, if I told Allison.

"I don't know. Her car hit a tree, so some damage would be normal, wouldn't it? I mean you are the doctor not me," he said, forcing a smile on his face.

"Yeah, I am, that's why I don't get why they didn't let me stay."

"You're more than her doctor, maybe that's why?!"

"Yeah, maybe," Allison shrugged it off after thinking about it for a little while.

"So I think we should head back now. We don't want her to be alone, do we?"

"No, you're right," Allison answered, a smile forming on her lips as she thought about being with the brunette again.

As they entered Remy's room again, Dr. Cuddy was with her and both of them had serious looks on their faces. They both looked up at them, shocked at first.

"Ally," Remy greeted the blonde with a smile, holding out her hand, for her former girlfriend to hold it. Allison walked over to her and gladly took her hand in hers.

"Is everything okay? You look kind of stern," Allison asked her.

"Well, I just told Cuddy that I really, really miss my suspenders and asked her to bring me at least one pair but she had to ruin it by saying that they wouldn't fit the hospital gown. Do you think so too? You have to be honest."

"God, I really thought something was wrong, stop that please. And your suspenders always look hot on you, you should know that I love them," Allison told her, kissing her on the forehead lightly.

"How would I. Most of the time you just like to-"

"Don't you dare end that sentence Remy Hadley. We're not alone in here," she scolded her like a five year old.

"Sorry mum," Remy mumbled sarcastically.

"Oh, either way I think it's time for me to go. House needs someone to babysit him," Cuddy said, grinning at their little banter. "Get well soon, Dr. Hadley. I'll be back tomorrow."

"Yeah, well I think I'm going for a walk. I'll see you later, kiddo," Victor excused himself too and followed Cuddy out of the door.

"So, what were you going to say earlier," Allison challenged Remy when they were alone again.

"Oh, nothing important, you just like to rip my suspenders off, which is not really nice of you. I really love them, you know?!"

"I love them too, they just sometimes…well they are in my way in some situations," Allison retorted, smirking at her.

"Which situations would you mean exactly?"

"Still flirtatious. It can't be that bad," Allison replied, now fully smiling at her.

At that Remy's facial expression changed to serious again. She looked away from Allison and nothing else was said.

"What's wrong Rem?"

At first Remy didn't answer at all but after a while she looked up at Allison. "Come lay with me?"

"Sure," Allison answered without hesitation and lay down beside her, slightly bumping her left leg against one of Remy's legs.

"Oh my god, sorry," she said drawing back her leg.

"For what?"

"Your leg, didn't it hurt?"

"What? Oh no, no it's okay, really," she said, forcing a smile.

"Remy, stop lying to me. What the hell is going on?"


AAAAAAAND CUT!

I kind of got caught up in this and now it's past midnight in Germany. Since I'm ill I should definitely be sleeping right now which is exactly what I'm going to do right now. So this is not reread. Just tell me if you find any mistakes.

I hope you liked it, please review.