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No, it couldn't be him. He was too early! I couldn't bare it anymore. The last thing I saw was Dimitri's cold expression as my body fell limp to the ground.
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I woke up feeling groggy and light-headed. I cried out in pain noticing the big slash on my left shoulder. Then everything that happened yesterday came rushing back to me. I gasped. "Help! Anybody! Please…" I started sobbing uncontrollably.
"Rose?" I looked up and Dr Olendzki was standing there. Oh, she was like a sight for sore eyes.
"Oh my god, what happened yesterday? Is Lissa okay?" I asked frantically. She had to be okay.
"Don't worry Rose, Lissa is fine. Everyone is fine. Except for you, how are you feeling? You were out for 4 days."
"4 days! Are you kidding me? Don't worry. But what about Dimitri? What happened with him?" I ignored her earlier question
"I'm so sorry Rose, we had to do it, it was the only way.." she started sobbing lightly.
"What was the only way? Please! you have to tell me! what happened?" I asked. No. If what I was thinking was what she was about to tell me, there was no way I could go on. I couldn't live in a world without Dimitri. There had to be a way!
"Rose, I'm so sorry, Dimitri, he's," She took a breath. "He's dead." No. No. This couldn't be happening. how am i supposed to go on without him? He was my strength, my bright light in the darkest moments. Our forbidden love that was so strong, is now gone. I couldn't think anymore, couldn't breathe. I cried out as the full force of what had been running through my mind hit me like a tidal wave. I soon grew helpless and weary as the dark waters pulled me under.
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I woke up, second by second taking in my surroundings. I was still in the infirmary. Typical. Then I realized Lissa was asleep next to my bed. "Liss?" I asked. Her head popped up straight away as she heard me say her name.
"Oh my god Rose, I am so so sorry!" She stood up looking down at me, holding my hand. "I did what I could, I tried to heal him but, nothing. I don't know what happened, i could feel the power and everything but, Oh god Rose," she choked on her words as she started sobbing.
"Shhhh, it's ok Liss, it's gonna be alright." I reassured her, patting her hair. okay, it's weird that in all of my heartache, who would of thought that i would be the one doing the comforting.
"Liss?" I asked
"Yeah?"
"I'm hungry," She gave a slight chuckle.
"Of course you are," she said
"and i want to leave. I don't like it in here." It brought back too many memories of when Dimitri looked after me when i was injured.
"Dr Olendzki?" She called. Dr Olendzki came in straight away, looking troubled.
"Is everything okay?" She asked
"Yeah everything is fine," I answered. "Can I pleaaase leave?" I whined.
"Hmm, Just let me see how you're doing and then you can leave." She replied with a smile.
"Thanks doc." I grinned.
"Hey Rose," everyone greeted me as i walked into the commons, Lissa was already there. I had to run up to my room and get a change of clothes. When i got up there, I saw something I never would have expected to be there. A letter from Dimitri.
I could hardly believe my eyes. How could this happen? I unfolded the note and read what it said.
Rose,
I hope you're ready to join me. I know I'm ready for you.
Love, D
I knew that it would be impossible for me to join him now. But just something, i don't know what made my senses go on high alert, like I had to be ready for something big. How odd.
In the commons, i went and grabbed 2 donuts and a burger for lunch. Delicious. "Hey Rose? How are you feeling" asked Eddie
"Pain wise? I feel fine, but with emotions? not so well." I replied
"Rose, I'm so sorry. If you need anything make sure you ask. okay?" I smiled
"Of course Ed."
The rest of the day just went by in a blur. After dinner everybody was going to watch a movie in Lissa's room, but I passed as I felt super tired after everything that had happened. After a quick shower, I brushed my teeth and flopped down into bed. I couldn't hold it in any longer. I just let the tears flow silently as i cried myself to sleep.
I woke up to a loud knock on my door. I quickly fixed my hair and opened it to see that it was Alberta. "yeah?" I asked sleepily.
"Rose, you have a visitor."
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