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1 week later
I woke up screaming, my hair sticking to my clammy forehead. I'd had the same dream I'd been having almost every night. I've memorized it by now; my friends are all strigoi, then Dimitri becomes strigoi, then I die. It's kind of a routine, but every time it happens, it scares me nonetheless. I keep feeling like I'm on the edge of insanity. Everyday I think I see Dimitri, but it always disappears, I left the wards to see if I could find his ghost; but there was no ghost. The darkness from spirit keeps taking over and i just can't think straight. I think something is seriously wrong.
I had been spending most of my time with Olena, Viktoria and Lissa. I hadn't heard from Adrian yet, but Lissa says she can feel that something isn't right. It must be something to do with spirit. I hadn't smiled in a long time and I think I'm slowly but surely becoming depressed. Olena and Viktoria keep having to leave to go somewhere at different times of the day. It's starting to get to me and i think they are hiding something from me. I just don't have any clue what.
I keep hearing 'My Immortal' by Evanescence over and over again in my head:
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
I think that is a perfect way to describe how I feel. I can't get over it. Dimitri will be forever ingrained in my heart till the day I die. Shouldn't I be dead too if Dimitri is dead? I couldn't think of that anymore. I have to devote my life to Lissa and Lissa only. What if there was a chance he was still alive? No Rose, there is no chance. You're being too rational.
One day I was walking through the guardian dorm, looking for Alberta because she wasn't at practice. Walking past Dimitri's room brought back too many memories but I felt the need to be closer to him. I stood outside his room, my head resting on the door, smelling a faint pang of his cologne. A smell I would never forget. I could hear a few hushed whispers inside his room. Who would be in his room? I wondered. I knocked lightly on his door and the whispers stopped. I could hear light footsteps getting closer. The door opened to a tired looking Dr Olendzki. "Come in Alber-" She looked up at me. "Rose?"
"What's going on?" I whispered
"Rose, I don't think you should be here." She stated
"Please tell me what is happening," I said louder. I saw a look of.. regret? in her eyes.
I looked over her shoulder and my heart stopped. I couldn't bring myself to take my eyes off the body lying in that bed and felt my heart crushing. I couldn't breathe. I felt my vision go blurry before I let the darkness take over my mind and body..
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