I don't own any WWE superstars/divas that are included in this story. this purely of my imagination and of my creative mind.

-Supergeek-goddess101

Over the next few days, Seth and Cosmo didn't hang out for awhile, mostly due to working and not only that,as the weekend came Seth had plans to go to a family reunion over the weekend in his hometown of Davenport, Iowa. He wouldn't be back until Monday morning and he told Cosmo that he would text her to let her know that he got there safely

She won't lie, she was pretty bored. So she mostly surfed porn on the web, masturbated and then she would even call sex phone operators so they could have phone sex to pass the time. She looked through her phone to check her call list and saw Dean Ambrose. The guy was known to be quite the sex hound himself and she smirked, sending him a text.

Valencia: Hey there, its me Cosmo. I'm thinking about you, me, Seth and a couple friends of mine going out.

Maybe not tonight but how about tomorrow night?

[Send]

She waited until she finally got the text message back

Ambrose: Sure. No problem :) I look forward to a good time anyway, little Cosmo.

[Send]

Valencia: Oh I know you do. My only thing is, if I can get maybe a taste of you before anyone else will?

[Send]

Cosmo chuckled as she had received another text.

Ambrose: We'll see, Valencia. We'll see, naughty girl. ;)

Cosmo and Dean flirted for a little bit before he told her that he had to get back to work. She didn't see the harm with texting Dean. They weren't dating and it was harmless flirting anyway, even if she had though

However, even with all the other things to keep her busy, she still had thoughts over from the past. In fact, it was one of the reasons why she was beginning to lose sleep. That bitch, her mother almost killed her and her father and it was something that she wouldn't be able to let go. Maybe not for a long time.

She closed her eyes as she laid back on the bed, the memories floating in...

...

"Mama! Mama! where are you, help me!" Cosmo screamed. She was 13 years old and she was trapped in her room, the smoke filling her lungs as she coughed. The smoke alarms were going off and the house was burning in flames. It was coming from downstairs and Cosmo was coughing and breathing heavily. She almost passed out from the smoke until she heard someone shouting her name.

"Cosmo! Cosmo!" She heard her father screamed.

"Papa!" She yelled, coughing. "I'm in here! Please help me!"

Before Cosmo passed out, all she could remember was her father carrying her as they made it out from the burning out, the firefighters and the fire department here to help them into the ambulance as she looked to see her father by her side, holding her hand.

"Where's mama.." She coughed, her voice hoarse. Her father didn't say a word but he looked down, squeezing her hand a little more in anger.

"Where's mama, daddy?" Cosmo remembered asking.

"..Your mom..she's being taken away for awhile..for what she did." He sighed. "Right now honey, you need to just close your eyes and rest. We will be in the hospital soon."

As she was still on the stretcher, wheeled into the ambulance truck, she could see them using the house to pour water over their home..or a least, what use to be their home...

...

Cosmo opened her eyes, red as ever as tears would stream down her cheeks. She wiped them away, also controlling her breathing. She thought about maybe calling Seth and just talking with him about the nightmare she had. Well, that is if he really really knew her.

But she didn't want to disrupt the time he was having with his family..the family she wished she had just like his. His whole life was practically together, despite Leila out of his life and here she was, practically in a hole.

Her mind told her not to do it but subconsciously, she took the bag and then she only dumped out a little coke. She knew Justin was a junkie so there wasn't much for her to even snort. However, there was a certain drug that knew that would do the trick. She went to the bathroom behind the toilet and took out the bag of what use to look like a small wastebasket filled with trash but it had a small liquid vial and a syringe. It was also where she kept her other bags of certain pills.

"Novocaine.." She looked at it. She was shaking really hard, feeling really cold. She was feeling so hollow and she wasn't even sure why. Her mind started to wander back to when she spent the day with Seth: His sweet smile, his kind heart and those beautiful brown eyes. Then when he said that she should go back to school: he supported her...actually cared about him..maybe even close to developing..

Cosmo snapped out of it before she could even go any further into what her mind was telling her.

"No..No I can't do it. I won't do it." She mumbled to herself as she tied a rubber band around her arm to tighten it. Once she found the vein, she filled the needle with the liquid and then she injected herself with the liquid until it was halfway gone.

It was enough to make her pass out on the floor, which she was laughing as she felt the numbness seeking inside her body as she blacked out.

Meanwhile, Seth had texted Cosmo to check to see if she was ok. She wasn't replying back to any of the texts he sent. He thought about calling her, but the rules of a sexual friendship were to not call too often. However, something in his mind told him that something was up with her. He prayed that he was wrong and that it was just him being tired for being on the road all the time. He loved spending time with his family and his brother, but he started to miss Cosmo.

"Hey man, come on. The Beach Barbecue is about to start!" He heard his brother calling for him.

Seth shut off his phone, sighing as he decided not to worry about her, not believing the worst as he went to go hang out with the rest of his family.

As she woke up, Cosmo didn't even realize how much time has passed until her phone started going off, indicating a phone call. She crawled over to the floor until she got on her bed, checking her phone and looked to see that it was Skylar. She sniffled her nose and checked the time to see that it was almost going into the evening. She answered her phone call.

"Hey Sky what's up?" She coughed.

"Hey are you ok?

"Yeah, I'm good sweetie. Now how are you?"

Well, was wondering if you're off tomorrow, maybe you wanted to hang out with me, Roman, Karissa tomorrow for a day at the beach. I miss hanging out with my hippie chick." Skylar smiled through the phone.

"I umm..I don't think tomorrow would be a good day." Cosmo sat up in her bed, rubbing her eyes. "I have things to do."

"Awe come on, are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure!I would know if I was fucking available Skylar, Jesus! Fuck.." Cosmo snapped. Skylar was a little shocked, seeing as normally Cosmo was not the one to always snap unless something was seriously wrong.

"Cosmo, what's wrong? You're normally not bitchy, even when you get on your period." Skylar asked, concern in her voice.

"It's nothing, I'm sorry. I just can't hang out tomorrow ok? Just leave me alone." And with that, Cosmo hung up and she started to look at her scrapbook as she tossed it across the room.

"I am perfectly fine. Nothing is wrong with me at all." She kept telling herself over and over again. She had immediately started to feel like crap, knowing she was missing some quality time with her niece.

"I'm the most crappiest aunt ever." Cosmo laughed as she got up, stumbling a little bit. She went to the bathroom and then she started throwing up, feeling some of the effects of the coke. She took different drugs but the coke was doing the most effects to her. She remembered she had to keep her balance under control.

Muffin would come into the bathroom with her, whimpering and worried. Cosmo smiled at her, even though Muffin would see how dazed she was.

"Don't worry sweetie. Mommy is a-ok!" Cosmo snickered as she almost tripped, holding onto the sink for good balance, her vision just a bit cloudy. But she was happy..happy as happy can be.

She splashed some cold water on her face and then she turned on the shower as she stripped out of her clothes to take a nice shower and wash her hair as she decided to get ready for work. She still felt a little numb but she was floating on a cloud of happiness again. As if nothing else mattered to her for the moment. That's how she wanted it to be, especially when it came to Seth and her so called feelings for him.

NEXT WEEK: MONDAY

"Yes! Oh fuck! Fuck me harder Seth. God, don't you know how to use this fucking cock?" Cosmo screamed as she forced him down, fucking Seth harder on the bed. Seth came back from his family reunion and came by Cosmo's house after he called her to let her know that he made it back to Tampa safely. SHe immediately told him to get over to her house as she was horny as hell. The feeling was very mutual with him and as soon as he showed up at her door, they tore their clothes off and they made it to the bedroom where as Cosmo immediately started to ride him hard and fast. Seth held onto her hips as he plunged deeper and harder inside of her, just the way she wanted it.

"Don't fucking cum yet. Don't fucking cum yet.." She warned him as she bounced on him harder. Seth hissed as he dug his nails into her back.

"Yes! Oh my god Yes!" She started laughing and then she moaned as she came hard on his cock. He would continue thrusting three more times before he blew his hot creamy seed into the condom.

They untangled from each other and then Cosmo lit another cigarette. Seth looked at her. Cosmo blew some smoke into the air and then she set it in the ashtray.

"What?" She asked.

"Nothing..are you ok?" He asked, propping himself on the pillows.

"Yeah. God, why does everyone keep asking me that. Like jeez dude?" She sat up, slipping on a tshirt.

"I just wanted to make sure. You just seem a little off."

"Wait I do? Oh wait..I do?" She repeated herself.

"Yes, you do. You have been, even during sex. What's wrong, Tinkerbell?"

"Since when did you start calling me Tinkerbell?" She giggled.

"I've always called you that when we first started hanging out."

"Well, its a dumb name. You're dumb...I think I need a drink." She coughed as she got up, stumbling. Seth was even more puzzled by her attitude.

The more he thought about, even before he left for his family reunion and among the other times they've hung out, her behavior was a little off. He thought it was nothing serious and that she was just drunk but it seemed to be more than just that.

She came back into the room with two bottles of Bud Light and handed one to Seth, who took it and sipped it. She drank her beer and coughed.

"Hey, do you have work? I mean, do you work?"

"Yes."

"Where do you..oh shit." She started laughing and then she heard whimpering coming from Muffin. She got annoyed instantly and threw her shirt at her.

"Damn dog.." She muttered. Seth didn't say a word as he just sipped his beer, watching her carefully.

"Umm..shit what was I going to say? Oh yeah, well me, a few girlfriends of mine and Dean Ambrose are going to this club tonight. It's a rave and its called Blackout Light. Do you wanna go?" She wiggled her brows at him.

Seth was a little unsure. "Uhh I don't know Cosmo, maybe we should-"

"Aww come on, Sethie. Besides, you know you and Dean are best friends and besides, for once, let's have some fun. You always did like going to the raves and mosh pits right? You took me there one time."

Seth smiled, remembering when he first took her to a mosh pit when one of his favorite bands Parkway Drive came in to perform. They both had serious fun that night. Also, Leila wasn't into concerts like that but he still had fun.

Cosmo did her adorable pouty face and he sighed, smiling at her. "Ok, I give up. I'm down for it tonight. If Dean is going, God knows what he's going to get into."

"Yay!" She jumped up and down. "I'm gonna pick out a really really cool fucking COOL outfit and-and -and you are going to wear those skinny jeans I like. No..wait!" She stopped herself, sitting up on the bed. "You should wear leather pants!"

"Uhh.." He chuckled. "Ok then. I can go with that."

...

Seth was waiting for Cosmo as he was dressed in a pair of skinny leather pants and a fitted Nike Tank Shirt with some matching black converse. His hair was pulled back into a low ponytail and it was almost 8 o clock. Dean Ambrose was just dressed in a simple pair of jeans and black sneakers and a fitted black tank top with a leather jacket. Cosmo and her few female friends were getting ready in her bedroom while they sat back and drank a beer, at least only one since of them would be driving.

"You think they're fucking in there?" Dean smirked and Seth had to kick him.

"Oww! Fuck was that for?" Dean snarled.

"For being you." Seth rolled his eyes, sipping his beer.

"I'm only joking dude, Jesus." He chuckled, lighting a cigarette. "But you can't lie, you have to wondering what they could be doing beside getting ready and all that girly shit. they could be fucking and we'd be missing out on all the action!"

Seth couldn't help but laugh even more at Dean's dumb ass. Although, secretly, the thought has crossed his mind. there was nothing wrong with a little female on female action and if Cosmo was into that, he would be up for it as well.

However, he was still a little concerned with the way she acted earlier today.

The two girls came out and said that Cosmo would be out in a few minutes and that she needed to use the restroom.

At the same time, Cosmo swallowed two Ecstasy pills needed to help with her buzz for tonight since she didn't have time for the coke. She sipped some water under the faucet and then after a minute or so, she felt the drug kicking in and she felt the warm and fuzzy feeling inside.

Seth was about to go in there to check on her after 15 minutes have passed but she beat them to it as she came out. Dean and Seth had their jaws dropped slightly by what she was wearing, well in this case, what they were all wearing, seeing as how they were more so wearing a bit of less clothing.

Her two friends named Crystal and Ashley were wearing glow in the dark bra tops with small slutty shorts with fishnet stockings and heels and they had glow in the dark sticks with a glow in the dark crown made of stars.

Cosmo was wearing something that she made, as Seth would know that sometimes she would make her own outfits. It was a Bra top with multicolored booty shorts and a huge tutu of green white and pink. She was wearing neon pink tights and some pink platform heels to match with them. Her whole outfit consisted of a Candy land theme. Her green hair was curled up as well.

Her friends did her makeup of light blue and purple, with star designs and pink lipstick. Cosmo felt bad because she honestly wanted to invite Skylar, but she also didn't want to disrupt her life in that way. Not only that, Skylar had her own life and secretly, Cosmo was afraid that Skylar would find out that she was under the influence and that Skylar would keep Karissa away from her and Cosmo loved her niece more than herself. She didn't want her farther knowing about any of this. Hell, no one knew or suspected it. She did her hardest to keep it under control but it was just starting to slip.

She wanted to stop smoking and doing drugs but a part of her felt like she couldn't, as if they could fill the void needed in the emptiness of what she often felt every day. No one would understand her and what she really felt. She just wanted to mentally escape from everything, have sex and have fun.

Besides, Krystal and Ashley weren't exactly her actual friends but more so associates that were fun to talk too once in awhile and they knew the best parties to go too.

As they all left to get to the car, Seth stopped Cosmo as she smiled at him all happy. A little too happy.

"Tinkerbell, what's going on with you?" He asked.

"Nothing..and since when did you call me Tinkerbell? Wait, why are you taller than me..have you always been taller than me?" She started laughing.

Seth was looking at her oddly and that made Cosmo nervous.

"Gawd Seth, stop looking at me as if you've never seen a damn girl before wear something like this. Come on!" She grabbed his arm.

"PARTY!" She screamed loudly. "And..let's hope that I am actually learning to spell my name..wait..how do I spell my name..oh fuckery fuck.."

She started to fall and then Seth caught her in time.

"Tinkerbell are you ok?" He brushed the hair from her forehead. She stood up.

"Yeah. Just these fucking heels." She said angrily as she took them off

"Just put on a different pair of heels then, chick." Ashley scoffed. "We're gonna be late for the party."

"Fuck you, you long-neck fake breast implant bitch!" She threw her heel shoe at the car.

"Hey, damn it watch it!" Dean snarled.

"Fuck you and all of you can fuck off."

"Cosmo, I'm not in the mood." Ashley sighed.

"I will fuck you up, you fucking whore! Try me, you bitch, I will slit your fucking throat!" Cosmo screamed at her started to go after her but Seth had to keep a hold of her, grabbing her arm to hold her down. Seth has never seen Cosmo act like this before. She was practically acting like a psycho.

"Cosmo, Ashley, calm down!" He yelled at both of them.

"I'm just gonna walk to the car. "I'm going barefoot until we get to the club. Now Come Come Sethie! Sethman!" She started laughing as she headed to the car, hoping in beside Ashley and Crystal as she hugged and kissed their cheeks as if they were all good friends.

Seth had no words for what just happen but he didn't want to think about that right now. He just wanted to have a good time and he was not in the mood for drama as he got into the car and they drove off

Author's notes: Uh-Oh, Seth is very suspicious of her actions and its only a matter of time. Anyways, Review please :)