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Seth came back with two cups of coffee that he made as Cosmo sat up, taking the mug from Seth as she drank it slowly. She really liked when he made coffee, especially when he added a stick of butter in it, blending it all in. He was famous for making that Bulletproof Coffee which always tasted so good.

"Well, my mom and my dad and me. We were all really happy together. My mom..she was a church woman. She loved going to church each and every day. My dad, he was struggling between different jobs trying to make ends meet and really sacrificed more than my mom did. You know..its funny how when I was a little younger, me and my mom were tight to the hip." Cosmo sighed as she drank some more.

"We would always spend so much time together..but then..it was then that I noticed she was acting really weird. I thought I was the only one. She was always out late at night, coming home drunk and her eyes looked so glassy, her teeth were yellow and she was starting to lose some weight. She was a beautiful woman, curvy as well with a round ass. It didn't matter how old you were. Even 10-year-old boys would stare at how she looked and they didn't even know how to work those wieners between their legs."

They chuckled from her comment before she could continue.

"Anyway, she did come home late a lot. My mom and dad would always argue about it and the arguments would always get intense to where she would leave and not come back until maybe 6 in the morning. My dad loved my mom. He was always worried about her, staying up late every night, hoping she would be coming back safely. He would even get down on his knees and pray to the Lord to bring her back home."

"I knew their arguments were intense but I didn't think it would be so bad." She set her coffee down. "But it wasn't just about her being out late at night: They were also struggling with finances. My dad would always give my mom money to take the bus to work but we had gotten a call from her boss, saying that she hasn't shown up for work at all. And that she was fired."

"Wow.." Seth listened. He knew the only way Cosmo would get through this was if she opened up. She trusted him and he didn't want to break that trust with her and interrupt her. He swore that he wouldn't judge her and he would stand by that.

"So my dad confronted my mom. They also had bills to pay as well and my dad was trying to find ways for me to eat and for me to have clothes on my back. So much money was missing from our account and from an account my dad set up for me to go to college. They also had the mortgage to pay and we were in serious debt. All my birthday money was stolen too. My grandmother gave me 200 dollars AND a special good luck stone, carved for me. All of it was gone."

"My dad accused my mom of stealing, cheating and being on drugs. It turns out, she was doing all three. It was pretty obvious from her behavior. She was always so angry, Seth. Really angry." She sighed, her blue eyes filled with pain.

"But that's not the worse part. I came home from school one day..and I walked from school. It was then when I walked in there..I caught my mom, fucking some other man's dick. She was also high as a kite. There was a few crack pipes that I saw on the table so I knew they already smoked it. I felt so disgusted. I was angry. I wanted to kill her for doing that, on our couch where we sit at. I also learned it was her drug dealer but that's besides the point." She shivered in disgust, feeling her stomach turn when she saw her mom's naked form bouncing on top of the man's cock, moaning his name. She wanted to throw up her coffee.

"I screamed at my mom. She saw me and all she did was laugh. She laughed as though she thought the whole thing was funny and it wasn't. I have never lost so much respect for her than when I did right now. She kept telling me "baby, you need to go upstairs and don't tell your father. I told her as soon as he gets home, I'm telling him everything. I tried everything in me not to cry over what my mom was doing, how she was hurting my dad. I even called her a slut and I didn't even know what a "slut" meant at the time, but when I was in middle school, I knew exactly what the word "slut" was, and I often heard my dad calling my mom that. So in return, she got angry and she grabbed the extension cord and started beating me: Right on my legs, my thighs, my back. I felt the worst kind of pain than when I fell on the ground and scraped my knee when playing kickball at the park."

"However, The man stopped and he said that "maybe there are other ways to keep her "quiet". So he said...he said that he would give me my first "kiss". The man was almost in his 40s' and he was seriously ugly. He had a large gap in his teeth and he was really ugly, really mean too. I told him I didn't want to do that. I was still sore from my mom beating me with the extension cord..but I would've rather she continued than for him to touch me.

"My mom of course, was blind to the fact that the man was a fucking pedophile and that he was trying to fuck me. Bad enough I developed early with C cup breasts anyway." She mumbled, taking another deep breath before she continued. "All she said to me was that I should stop being so difficult and let him kiss me. He kept squeezing my breasts and it hurt. My mom was too stoned to do anything. While this man was groping me, I had to watch my mom get hit off that disgusting pipe. I cried and cried as he tried to take me upstairs, smelling me, saying how I smelt like honey and candy. He got me up to my bedroom and he threw me on the bed. I tried my hardest to fight him. I bit his nose and kicked him. With that result, I got slapped in the face as he tried to undo my pants, taking his cock out of his jeans. I just closed my eyes and I said a prayer. I prayed for God to take him away from me, to get him off of me. My prayers were answered because my dad arrived."

"He beat the HELL out of the drug dealer, getting him off of me. My dad use to be in the Marines too and he was an old soul so he really didn't waste no time, kicking that man down the steps and still beating his ass out the door. My dad checked on me to see if I was ok and told me to go to the car outside which he rented to go to his job. I was so happy to be safe but I already knew the scene between him and my mom was ugly. I could hear him screaming at her to get out and never come back and he called her a disgusting creature and that she deserved to die for letting that man try and molest me. She wouldn't leave so he forced her out and locked the door. He got in the car with me and then we drove off. He said that he was going to take me to my grandmothers house for the day and that hopefully, my mom would be gone.

"We went back to the house later that night as my dad picked me up from my grandmother. My grandmother is truly amazing too. She had her strict moments but she was filled with love and laughter. But anyway, we made it back to the house and my dad put me to bed. Despite the stress seeing on my dad's face, my dad loved me so much, he slept in the same room with me, just so that he would be there if anyone tried to hurt me."

"It was late one night and I was in a deep sleep. I heard the house beeping and going off. I got up and my head was just so unbalanced. I looked to see that my room was filled with smoke but the door was locked." Cosmo's eyes filled with tears. "I almost couldn't breathe and my dad wasn't there. The door knob was hot. I was hot, with the smoke going into my lungs. I couldn't breathe at all. I felt like I was going to pass out. I heard my dad calling for me.."

"I saw the door being busted down and then I saw him trying to get to me. The side of his face was burnt and I noticed the house was in serious flames. Dad struggled but he helped to get me out. I could already hear from the arguing that the firefighters told him not to go in there and that they would go in to save me, but my dad of course, he's a very stubborn man."

"I can see..you really love your dad."

"I do." Cosmo had a ghost of a smile on her lips, but it slowly turned to a frown as she closed her eyes.

"Seth..they knew what the cause of the house was. My mom..she was trying to steal more things from the house to help feed her addiction. Then the police of course, had my mom in the backseat of the car. It turns out she was smoking another pipe in the living room and when she heard my dad, she was too damn stoned to put it out. So her dumbass decided to hide the crack pipe under the seats of the couch and get our things and leave, which caused the fire.

She could feel Seth squeezing her hand and she looked at him.

"Seth..because of what my mom did, she almost killed me and my dad. Because of that fire, we lost everything. I lost every memory I had in that house: My birthday parties, the times when we had our cookouts, Christmases, Halloween Parties and even when we would have our backyard camp outs. I lost everything. My dad lost everything. We were homeless."

"We lived out on the streets for awhile: Begging people for food, going to homeless shelters. I was damn near dressed in rags and we had to do our best to stay dry when it rained or snowed." She sighed. "My dad..he didn't want me living on the cold concrete ground, so he sent me to a private school. He was working three jobs just to keep me in there and I kept my grades up as much as I could, while also, playing the happy go lucky girl. It was facade but then I actually started to believe it. Even though I didn't have an actual home to go to..I would try and make it work when I could...but in the end, I often felt so hollow inside."

Cosmo's tears rolled down her cheeks as she would start choking on the sobs in her throat. To say that Seth was stunned, was an understatement. he never knew how much she was hurting inside. He was always the one to see right through her emotions and yet, the fact that she had broken down her wall to him said a lot. He felt like shit, wishing he could have taken the pain away from her at the time.

"It's why I do..what I do: The coke, the ecstasy pills and everything. It's not for fun. Maybe it seems fun and it does make me laugh and smile, not even seeing or feeling anything of the reality, but it mostly helps me to forget. It helps me not to feel. You are so lucky Seth. You have a wonderful family. Even Skylar has a wonderful family of her own with my niece and a great husband. Ashley and Crystal, they both have their lives on the right track, even if they do smoke. My father is in a nursing home because of the fire."

Seth immediately reached out to her, hugging her as she cried.

"Justin..he wasn't the best influence in the world. But he helped me to forget. He would supply them and we would smoke them together. He told me it would help me to forget. But even he doesn't know why I do what I do. He just thinks I'm this pot head. Lots of people think so. I just don't want to feel anymore Seth. I hate going to sleep every night, dreaming of what happened. It won't go away. I pray as much as I can, I talk to my father about my dreams and yet it still won't go away. I know it's a piece of shit excuse but I swear to God and on Karissa's life that I don't like doing this. I know it seems like I'm acting like my mother but I'm not. I just don't know what to do. I feel so lonely sometimes."

"No you are not. You're not alone. You have me. You have me to help you. I wish you could have told me. Did you tell Skylar."

"I don't want to lose her as a friend. I don't want her to judge me." She shook her head.

"She won't. She loves you. You're the godmother of her daughter." He wiped her tears away, looking in her eyes as she still cried.

"I don't want her or my father or anyone else to know about this yet. Please Seth.." She sobbed. "I'm begging you, please."

"Shh..it's ok." He pulled her into his arms, stroking her back. "I won't say a word. Sweetheart, it's ok."

He let her cry for a few minutes as he held her, letting her know that she wasn't alone. This was his best friend. The sweet yet temper filled best friend that was filled with joy and happiness and a hippie personality. He never once thought she was so broken and destroyed inside. He wanted to do all he could to fix the pieces with her. It wouldn't work overnight but he knew that she had to start somewhere.

"Listen to me sweetheart." They separated momentarily. "I'm sorry that you went through this. But you have to know that this won't help you. This is going to kill you. You don't need to do this. Not anymore." He wiped her tears away with the pad of his thumb under her eyes.

"I just..I don't know what to do.." She sniffled, wiping her eyes. Seth took her hand and looked at her: His chocolate-brown eyes at her blue ones.

"We can start off as slow as we need too. If you really want to quit-"

"I do. I do want to quit." She nodded. Seth smiled, seeing that she really meant it. He didn't want Cosmo anymore on this path to hell. Her eyes were losing color and dark circles were forming under her eyes, along with the fact that she was losing weight. Not close to where her ribs would be showing but it was enough to see that she was almost lightweight.

"I know I'll need to go to rehab..but I'm scared Seth. I've never been scared of anything but I'm-"

"Hey listen to me." He cupped her face, tilting her head up. "We'll hold off on that for now. Just, let me be your guide, sweetheart."

"But-"

"Trust me, Tinkerbell..please." He whispered to her.

Cosmo eyes filled with tears as she could hear in his voice how concerned he was and how much he really wanted to help her. She didn't want to die doing this, being a huge waste of nothing. She wanted to get clean. It would be easier said than done, but she wanted the pain to end. She wanted it all to go away. She wanted to be alive to watch her niece grow up. She wanted to be around to see her father.

Cosmo nodded, giving her complete trust to him. She knew Seth wanted to help her.

She closed her eyes as she spoke from her heart.

"I ponder my thoughts, here as I sit. Basking in the sun, yet thinking of the moon and the stars.

My thoughts drift in and out like tides. Playing out memories throughout my life.

Like a movie, I see them so clear.

Despite the dust added over the years.

Despite the dark clouds that overcast on the blue skies.

I have felt sunshine, I have felt rain.

Conquered the storms..yet the scars remain.

As I walk across the shattered glass above my bare feet, the shards digging inside. It doesn't hurt my skin, yet the bleeding starts within my heart."

Cosmo spoke the piece of poetry from her heart, knowing she was talking about her past. Seth knew what she meant too and how bad she was hurting. How much her mom hurt her. How her family was destroyed hurt her inside. Seth pulled her into a hug as she softly cried for the few minutes.

After she calmed down, Seth helped her up.

"If you are very serious, you know what we have to do right?" He says, looking at the pills. She looked at them and nodded.

"Yes. We need to get rid of them. All of them."

They proceeded to flush all the pills and the coke down the toilet and toss away the injection needles. After the last few pills were gone and the last vial of coke was flushed away down the sewer, Cosmo started to feel better about herself in a sense.

"It's going to take some time. It's a working progress, right?"

"Yes it is. But progress is better than standing there and not doing anything."

Cosmo smiled as she hugged Seth. "Thank you for this Seth..thank you."

Now Seth hoped and prayed that she would follow through. Deep down, Cosmo hoped that for her sake as well.


Author's Notes: The next chapter won't be updated until Monday or Tuesday. Hope you enjoyed this one and let me know your thoughts on this chapter :)