I stared at the mangled body and I was frozen. Trent looked over at me and noticed I wasn't ok. "Gwen, babe are you ok?" he asked kneeling down next to me.

"We killed him." I said with tears strolling down my cheeks. "He had a family and he's dead now." I said crying more.

"This is why I hate new born. One minute they are killing machines and the next, they are crying like babies." Duncan said annoyed.

"Would you shut the fuck up?" Trent hissed. "Everyone leave. Give us a few minutes." Trent said pulling me into a hug.

"I killed a man." I whispered. Trent picked me up and he ran away from the body. "Where are we going?" I asked. He stopped and sat me down. He continued to hold me close as I calmed down slightly.

"What's bugging you?" he asked as the cool wind blew.

"I am a monster. I killed a man with out thought." I shook my head because I could no longer speak.

"I know how you feel. I did the same as a new born." He said into my hair. I looked at him.

"What?" I asked. He sighed and held my hand.

"Promise me no matter what I say next, you'll still love me. Because this happened more than 1,500 years ago ok?" he asked. I nodded because I was still speechless.

He took a deep breath and looked into my eyes. "Remember when I said not letting you stick around with your family and friends was better?" he asked. The memories are fuzzy but I answered him.

"Yeah, kind of." But he cut me off.

"You don't remember much right? Well that's because as a vampire your enhanced brain deletes all unnecessary memories. So if you tried to remember something that happened when you where in middle school, you'd never remember no matter what." I looked at him confused. Where is he getting at?

"Well when I was turned I didn't listen to my creator. I stayed with my family." He looked away now.

"What happened? Tell me please?" I begged turning his head to face me.

"I killed them. First with my brother, then my parents, my sister, the maid and butlers. Then….." he looked at me. "Promise me you'll still love me." He said gripping my hand tight.

"God Trent what did you do?" I asked crying a little.

"That wasn't a promise." He said.

"I promise." I said.

"I went home and I killed…….my wife." He said. I froze up. "And she was 6 months pregnant." He finished. I covered my mouth to keep from crying. "I didn't mean it, I lost sanity. Please Gwen understand." He said holding my hands. I looked him straight in the eyes.

"Did you love her?" I asked. He looked at me weirdly. "Did you love her?" I hissed.

"Gwen, that doesn't matter." He said cupping my face, I slapped his hands off.

"You do still love her don't you?" I said as angry tears fell from my eyes.

"No, I never loved her. It was an arranged marriage. And yes we had to have at least a son to keep our blood line alive. I hated her with every fiber of my being. I love you Gwen." He said cupping my face.

"Are you just saying that?" I said extremely envious. I mean we're married now and he was having a kid.

"I am not just saying that. Gwen we all have a past. Can you honestly say I am your first love?" he asked.

I wanted to slap him, but then I remembered Erick. We lived together and slept together almost every night…..I think. I can't really remember.

"I don't know." I answered. "I can't remember." I said looking at him.

"That's good. I don't want you to remember anything useless." He said laying me on the ground now. I was taken back. I didn't know how to respond. But he did.

He kissed my neck and held my wrists above my head not letting me move. "T-T-Trent." I cried out as his kisses when further down my neck. I was breathing in puffs and my back was arching. But then he stopped and he faced me.

"We better get a house soon, or I'm going to explode." He said. If it weren't for the coven calling our names I would have let him take me then and there.

We got back to the van and everyone was casually talking. I kept trying to forget our cop friend for two reasons. 1, it hurt to think about, and 2 it slightly turned me on, and I can't be that way here.

A few hours latter that megaphone, radio thingy went off. "First house we're in front of belongs to Duncan and Courtney. Inside is you bags and directions to out temporary coven meeting hall." The voice said. Everyone sighed of relief. We made it.

3 houses latter and then it was our turn. "Trent and Gwen this is your temporary house. Gwen isn't aloud outside, only for coven meetings." They said as we ran across the grass.

It was a simple brick house in the woods. Far from the neighborhoods. Inside was comfy and casual. I stood in front of the staircase and living room admiring the beauty of the tiny house. Trent came behind me and kissed my shoulder. I gasped as his cool lips reached my neck. Then I turned to face him and he devoured my face in kisses. I guess I won't see the upstairs tonight.

AN: Ok um I was wondering if I should skip this scene or write it. Tell me in the reviews. And u know what I mean by next scene.