I'm finally back and it feels so good to be back. I wish I could tell you how much I've missed all my followers, and I want to welcome my new ones as well. I love all of you and I know its been awhile, but thank you for being so damn patient. Its been from my laptop being in the shop, to paying my internet bill and other bills too, work, school, stress, and to top it off. I'm engaged! :D.
Now I wish I could honestly tell you how it all happened and what the hell has been going on with me, but first, its only fair that we catch up with Cosmo and Seth right? Now let's see what else has happened next.
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Cosmo ran after Dolph as he headed down the steps of the apartment.
"Dolph, please just wait!" Cosmo called after him for the tenth time, tears running down her eyes, the guilt she was feeling badly. She never meant to sleep with Seth, let alone for Dolph to see it. But what's done was done.
Dolph turned around, the anger clear in his eyes, and at the same time, Seth quietly watched from downstairs, hiding behind the wall, making sure he wouldn't be seen.
"What the hell do you want to say to me this time? He fucked you so hard, that you wanted me to watch? Is that why you called me over? To see the whole thing?"
"No!" She cried out. "I called you over so you and I could talk..so we could give our dating another chance. I swear to you, what happened was a huge mistake that should have never happened."
"Yeah, you are fucking liar. Making excuses.." He glared at her.
"No, I'm not making excuses. I know what I did was wrong and I accept my part in it. I had forgotten you were coming over. What happened up there meant no-"
"Shut the fuck up!" He yelled at her, making her cringe, making her feel shittier than she already has felt.
"Watch how you talk to her." They both heard a familiar voice as Seth walked down the steps, barefoot and in sweatpants, with a black fitted shirt. "You were the one who fucked it up. Not her. You should be angry with me, I was the one who wanted her."
"You know what, both of you are fucking disgusting. I knew you were a whore and you always will be a whore." He sneered with disgust.
Within that second, Seth punched him in his face, knocking him out.
"Seth, stop it!" She yelled at him as she tried to pull Seth off of her, as Seth landed more punches at his jaw. The neighbors came out of their apartment after hearing the noise and commotion.
Dolph got up, practically pushing everyone off him as security held him back.
"This isn't over! I will make sure both of you get yours! Cosmo, you fucking slut!" He yelled angrily at her. Everyone turned to look at them as Cosmo quickly ran up the steps and running into the guest room as Seth followed her up there, guilty for being a part of her pain.
"Cosmo, sweet Tinkerbell please open the door." He spoke to her gently.
"Please go away Seth..." She sniffled. "I don't want you to be nice to me. Dolph is right. I am a whore and a slut."
"No you are not. Its bullshit and you know it. Just please open the door for me, Tinkerbell.." He sighed. He didn't give a shit about Dolph, but he hated the fact that Cosmo was hurt in all of this.
He could hear the door clicking open and Cosmo numbly went over to him, tears in her eyes as Seth immediately hugged her.
"I didn't mean to hurt him..I really didn't, Sethie." She cried on his shoulder as Seth held her, not caring if his shirt got wet from her tears.
"Shh..its ok. You're not a slut Cosmo. Don't ever let anyone think that way about you anymore."
"But I betrayed him.." She sighed.
"How? You two were never in a relationship. He's the one that screwed it all up. Not you. None of this is your fault and I want you to let that go, do you understand?" He tilted her head up with his finger.
Before she could respond, her phone started to ring.
"Damn it.." She muttered as she answered her cellphone. She hoped that whoever the hell it was, they would make it quick.
"Yeah?" She tried not to put too much attitude in her voice.
"..Auntie Cosmo?" She heard her nieces' voice.
Cosmo softened immediately and smiled. "Hi sweetheart, how are you?"
"I missed you Auntie Cosmo. I was wondering, are we still going on our outdoor backyard picnic and movie night out today? Its so pretty out now and the snow has melted."
Cosmo looked out to the balcony and Karissa was right; It was beautiful outside today. The snow was just about going away, the flowers were blooming and it was sunny out with just a small windy breeze. Winter wasn't completely over, but it was nice out for a change. She knew it would be a little bit cold later on tonight, but the weather was ok today.
"Sure sweetheart, we are still going through with the plan." She wiped her eyes and brushed her hair back, slipping on her jeans.
"Will Uncle Sethie be coming too? I invited him as well. Mommy and Daddy are going to be having another date again. Ewww.." She stuck her tongue out, giggling when Roman picked her up, playfully nibbling on her cute soft cheeks.
"Hey, mommies and daddies love each other. That's why they have play dates." He kissed her cheek.
"But you still have to go on a date with me daddy." She batted her eyes. "My tea party tomorrow, remember?"
"I still have my invite, baby girl." He winked.
"Ok daddy and daughter." Cosmo giggled. "Hey Roman, let Skylar know that I'll be there tonight and so will Seth."
"Thanks. Also, Skylar said that she needed to talk to you about something too, Cosmo." He said as he set Karissa down so she could run downstairs to watch TV.
"Oh uhh..ok." She slipped her bra and shirt on. "What about?"
"I'm not sure. She said it was pretty personal though and she said to call her or speak to her tonight when you come over.
"Alright then." She nodded. "I'll see you at seven."
She hung up, sitting on the couch as she slipped on her shoes as Seth got dressed himself.
An awkward silence hit the air for a moment.
"So.." He sighed.
"We should get ready right now.." Cosmo told him, checking the time on her phone. "It's 6:45."
"Yeah...We'll be there soon." He went into the bedroom as he felt like wanting to throw something. He needed to tell her. His brain kept screaming for him to tell her. He wasn't sure how long he could take this. Not only that, he owed her. He owed her after what happened that night. He wasn't giving up. He was going to find out what happened that night.
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Cosmo and Seth arrived as Skylar and Reigns came down the steps, dressed and ready for their date.
As Seth and Roman had a few beers in the kitchen, Skylar and Cosmo talked in the living room.
"So, you ran into that witch?" Cosmo was shocked.
"Yeah. I wasn't scared of that trick, you know me. I'll take off my damn nails and land an asswhooping on her." She brushed her hair back.
"And Roman will have to bail you out of jail.." She snickered.
"Wouldn't be the first time.." She muttered a little too loudly, which made Cosmo laugh.
"I can't believe she stooped so low to throw your past back into your face."
"Well, everything that's been done in the dark, always come to the light."
"Ain't that the truth.." She sighed, sipping more of her green tea.
"But I admitted my mistakes and I accept responsibility in them. However, she seemed like she was in a rush. But the most important thing I noticed, was that she had this look on this face..like she was frightened and nervous."
"What did you say to her?" Cosmo raised a brow.
"I told her the reality of whatever she had been doing, it will come back to her."
"She's allergic to reality, that's what it is." Cosmo shook her head, disgusted at even thinking about Leila.
"But I'm telling you. My sixth sense never lies. That bitch is up to something and I'm just telling you no matter what, I got your back. We are all a family, no matter what." She squeezed her hand.
"Thank you." Cosmo smiled. She was truly blessed to have Skylar as her best friend, her sister.
"Babygirl, are you ready?" Roman asked as he took her hand up in his, pulling her up as she pulled her red dress down.
"Yes I am. But I wanna give my babygirl another kisses." She picked up Karissa as she squealed happily.
"I'll be ok mommy. I'm with Auntie Cosmo and Uncle Sethie." She said as she was sat back on her feet. She was dressed in a pair of jeans, her pink long sleeve glitter shirt and chuck taylors.
"Alright then baby, you have fun ok. And make sure you are in bed at 9:30. I'll call to tell you goodnight and so will your daddy." She told her as they gave each other the hugs and kisses, especially Roman. He never wanted to leave his babygirl, even if she was in good hands.
Once Roman and Skylar finally left, it was Cosmo, Seth and Karissa.
Now was time to really have some fun.
It might have been a little breezy out tonight, but it didn't stop any of them from having a water balloon fight. It was girls vs 1 guy, to which Seth complained most of the time. He eliminated Karissa so it was just Cosmo vs Seth, and Seth won as Cosmo complained that he cheated. They still laughed and had fun as they all dried off and had their picnic, while Seth made a makeshift movie theater set at the backyard as they sat on the blankets on the grass, watching the new Spongebob movie, where all of them are superheros. They had popcorn and smores' and homemade Rice Krispie treats which all three of them made earlier. Cosmo still remember that Seth had wiped some of the gooey marshmallow from her cheek and then he sucked some of it off his finger.
At the same time, Cosmo has also been trying to call Dolph, leaving him voicemail after voicemail and text after text message. There was still no reply but she knew she couldn't give up.
"I'm sorry guys, I'll be back, just have to use the bathroom." Cosmo excused herself as she got up.
"Potty Potty!" Karissa teased, munching on her Rice Krispie treats
She went into the hallway however, to call Dolph again. It went straight to his answering machine.
"Hey Dolph, it's me. Please call me. I really want us to fix this...please. I really want us to start over." She sighed deeply, sadly.
Seth went to go grab some more juice, as he heard Cosmo making ANOTHER call to Dolph. He shook his head, just wanting to scream through the roof. Dolph was never going to be interested in her. He didn't give a shit about her. He just couldn't understand why Cosmo didn't see that.
Later on that night, Skylar and Roman called to tell Karissa good night and Roman told Karissa a funny story over the phone as Seth and Cosmo did a live story play in front of her as Karissa laughed and then finally drifted off to sleep, resting her pretty brown eyes.
Cosmo and Seth both cleaned up as she slept. Cosmo couldn't help but watch her sleep some more.
"She's such a sweet little girl. So innocent but yet she's definitely just like her daddy." Cosmo smiled warmly.
"Soon, she'll be like her mommy."
"You mean crazy?" She raised a brow, smirking.
"Uhhh.." Seth looked away, guilty as they both chuckled softly.
It was quiet for a moment as they both headed down the steps.
"..Have you ever thought about being a daddy one day?" Cosmo decided to ask him.
Seth thought carefully, looking into her eyes. "Yeah, I have. I would love nothing more than to be a father one day and I want it to happen either this year or next year. I know you're not suppose to rush these sort of things but I just feel it."
"Yeah.." She smiled, gently touching his cheek. "You would be an incredible father you know. You are sweet, strong, and you have an amazing heart. It's all there and I know you have so much love to give, especially to a child."
Cosmo wasn't sure what she was thinking, but soon she found herself pressing her lips up onto Seth, kissing him. Seth knew he should have stopped it. Cosmo knew she should have stopped it, but she just wouldn't stop kissing him.
It was then the door unlocked and then they pulled away, hearing Roman and Skylar's voices.
"Hey guys." Skylar hiccuped. Cosmo sighed, shaking her head giggling softly, knowing her best friend was drunk.
Roman picked her up over her shoulder as Skylar was singing Paramore in a incoherent manner.
"Thanks guys.." He whispered. "I'll see y'all in the morning."
They both nodded as Cosmo grabbed her purse, quickly heading for an exit.
It was a long and silent car ride, neither one of them saying a word at all. Cosmo felt like pulling her hair out, banging it on the side of the car window. What the hell was she even thinking?
"I'm an idiot. Here I am, trying to work things out with Dolph and I kissed Seth..AGAIN!" She hissed at herself. Seth was suppose to be her best friend and they both agreeded that this friends with benefits situation was over and done.
So why did they have this feeling that this certain attraction was still there?
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The next morning, Cosmo was back in her house, as she woke up, ready to get started on the rest of her homework and her projects. As she got out of bed, she felt water on the floor.
"What the.." She felt more water as Muffin woke up on the bed, looking down at the water as Cosmo went down the steps and she saw that her roof was leaking.
"Damn it.." She cursed, knowing it was pouring down rain outside. She carried Muffin as she headed down the basement and then she screamed, seeing her basement flooded, cursing loudly.
"Fuck!"
It was only an hour later that Seth and the plumber came to check out the flood, amongst everything else too.
"Yeah, it was a heavy rainfall last night and its still going on too. It should clear up tonight though." The plumber said.
"What about my basement? It's flooded and so is my roof! My whole house is fucked." She puffed out a cigarette and stepped it out as Seth rubbed her back in support.
"How much?" Seth asked.
"Well, we won't know yet but we'll make sure to have it fixed for you in about a week. Sorry m'am." He sighed.
"Yeah, me too." She ran her fingers through her hair, stressed to the max as Muffin whimpered.
As the plumber went to go make a call, Kevin, Seth's dog tried to cheer Muffin up. Cosmo felt like crying. She felt like she was losing her home all over again. Not only that, she didn't have a job so she had no idea how she was going to pay for it all, let alone if her paintings were going to be saved. Only one painting was saved and that was her project, to which she had locked in her bedroom closet.
"Everything will be alright, Tinkerbell.." He kissed her temple.
"Yeah.." She stood up. "I'm going to go call Skylar, see if I can crash with her and Roman for awhile."
"Why would you need to do that?"
"Well, I can't keep staying with you. You need to have your own space too, Sethie."
"Well..its not just staying." He took a key from his pocket and handed it to her.
Cosmo looked at it carefully and back up at him.
"Seth..what are you saying.."
Seth balled up his fists before he spoke carefully. "I'm saying, this isn't just staying; I want you to move in with me Cosmo. So what do you say.." He looked at her hopefully.
Cosmo wasn't sure what to say, but she knew what she had to do.
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Meanwhile, Leila was out shopping, trying to clear her mind of the run in with Skylar. It was then her phone buzzed and she saw another text. She was hoping that her boo thang was finally back in town, but she was dead wrong.
"Dead Bitch Walking; That's You."
Leila suddenly closed her phone and stuffed it in her pocket, trying to ignore it. But the uneasy feeling grew and grew. She had to focus on her plan. To get Seth back in her pocket and to keep Cosmo out the picture forever. She would do whatever it took, even trying to kill her again, to which she knew she would never get caught.
Or so she believed in her own delusional mind.
A/N: Alright my lovely followers, who do you think is coming after Leila? Will Cosmo accept Seth's proposal to move in with him? And also, let's not forget about that kiss as well.
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