*Amy's POV written by me*
Chapter Three
Amy's POV
Entry 2,
It's night again. We're staying at a cheap motel in the middle of nowhere called "The Starlight." It has this crazy pastel sign. I couldn't stop taking pictures of it, the way it seemed to disappear into the impossibly dark sky and spread strange light up into the air. Half the girls are still awake. All I want to do is find a quiet place and stay there for days. I just want not to move. I want it to be okay for me to just stay somewhere, like this shit hotel, all alone. All I want is to disappear. Disappearing from Karma definitely isn't enough.
I play the kiss over and over in my mind.
That look on her face. The feeling of my heart racing. The feeling of Karma pulling me in and taking from me even more.
I keep playing it over. I keep feeling it. Sometimes I can see the way people stare. Even they can see. I live in that kiss. I know she felt something. I know she did. So either she's lying or she really did block it all out. Both of those options are too shitty for me to want to think about.
Luckily tomorrow we have a gig and I can shoot.
I need a distraction.