*Karma's POV written by Blackindiaink*
Chapter Ten
Karma's POV
Day… I don't even know anymore…
The message. She called me. I guess I should just be happy that she called at all. I should ignore that she did it when she knew I wouldn't have my phone. I'd given up on hearing from her and then this.
This long message of her telling me that she couldn't talk to me. It was probably just because she wanted me to know those few things that she could tell me. She would always love me. That kiss. It was all coming back to that kiss.
Maybe texting would be easier. She could text while they were out doing whatever it was they were doing. So, of course I get out my phone and try to write something that she'd actually respond to right now.
I am feeling things, but I can't figure them out if you're not talking to me. I understand if you need to not talk to me but I need to make sure you get what I'm saying. I may not remember the kiss but I do remember one. It actually didn't happen. I dreamed it. I had a dream months ago that I was kissing you and I ignored it. Probably why I kissed you in the pool. I can't tell you that the pool kiss meant something but I can tell you that the one that made me run out of the threesome did and the one that I dreamed did.
She probably won't answer. There are other people, other things distracting her now. I'm just afraid she'll come back and nothing will ever be right. She says she won't forget me and that she won't stop loving me but time changes all that. That's why I keep trying when she tells me not to.