*Karma's POV written by Blackindiaink*
Chapter Twelve
Karma's POV
Day seven…
I waited for her to text back all day and all night but nothing. I kept the phone on me all the time. Every second. Last time I missed a call and now I was not going to miss anything else.
Liam called and for a second I thought it was Amy but it wasn't her ringtone. I told him that I couldn't talk because he didn't want to hear how confused I am. He wouldn't want to know that when I was with him, I was dreaming about Amy.
What do I do when Amy isn't texting me? I make an emergency playlist. Any lyrics I can find to help me figure this out…
And I never was smart with love
I let the bad ones in and the good ones go
I'm gonna love you like I've never been hurt before
I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible
My parents can tell there's something wrong and Mom tried to get me to go to some event with her but I really just want to stop obsessing over my phone but I can't because I haven't heard from Amy.
.— AND FINALLY She texted me, three things in a row. My heart nearly exploded with the first text came through. Then she started to tell me that she had been drinking. She's trying to cover her ass like she doesn't understand how well I know her.
My text back:
It's not about you. It's about us. We've been best friends for forever and I just think that I confused what I wanted with what was true. If I wanted you, then things would change and I might lose you because I'm not good enough.