*Karma's POV written by Blackindiaink*
Chapter Fourteen
Karma's POV
Day seven cotd…
Her text back made me cringe. Again, once again, I was the worst best friend ever not to mention the worst person to be in love with. I tried to think of how to say this so it was clear. This is what I sent:
That's it. I do want you. I just didn't know that you were what I really wanted. I thought it was supposed to be the stupid John Hughes fairy tale. Hottest guy meets unpopular but hot girl, they fall in love, the end. I didn't know that it was best friend fakes being in love with best friend only to find out they really do love best friend that way and other stupid best friend doesn't realize that she might feel the same way until she's completely alienated and pushed away best friend.
So, now I'm sitting here waiting. I don't want to tell her that I'm sure about all of this because I'm not. I could just be fooling myself but I couldn't just sit here and let her drive off into the sunset with a car load of potential girlfriends.
I wish there was somewhere that we could go and just be the two of us. If that could happen I think we could figure out where we stand and if my subconscious girl lust is real.